~Yumi~

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As I was lying on my bed in my bedroom, all I could think about was the kiss that JaeJoong had given me on my forehead earlier. I can't really describe the feeling except that it really felt like.. love..
I don't know why he did that or why he even hugged me, took care of me.. avoided me but.. I guess everything was alright now since he apologized..

So he was upset because he thought I didn't leave a message for him.. but it was just a message.. I don't understand why he got so upset with that...

But to me, letters did have a big place in my heart cause letters are special..
Not do they only give you happiness but just reading, knowing that someone had put some effort in writing you a letter is already a lot..

Which reminded me of him.. I hadn't heard from him for the past few days and it seems like it was getting harder for me to wait for him to write something back.. I don't know why he hadn't replied my letters but it's just.. I don't know.. I was worried and I wanted him to answer my letters...

The next day in school, I saw JaeJoong sitting in the library during our break with Yunho, Tiffany, Junsu and Sunny. I didn't want to join them so I decided to take a place far away from them..
I saw him through the shelves and books and he really did look burdened while sitting there..

Tiffany was happily whispering and talking and Yunho seemed to enjoy the conversation while JaeJoong were hiding behind his book, sighing and I think.. wishing that he wasn't sitting there

"Oh.. Yumi annyeong"

I looked up and saw Changmin smiling down at me

"OH.. Annyeong Changmin.. How are you?" I asked

"Can I sit here? Seems like it's full over there" HE shrugged

I nodded

"Sure.. go ahead.." I whispered

"What are you studying?" He asked

"Oh.. Me? I'm just checking through the english novel.. And you?"

"Math.."

I nodded

"You seem to be very smart in Math though"

"I know but lately I've been so busy with the music class that I had totally forgotten the homeworks so I'm just happy that we have a long break now so that I can finish them" Changmin smiled

I nodded

"So.. the book's good?" HE asked

I shrugged

"PRetty much.. BUt I've read it already.."

"Yeah.. right.. you used to live on the countryside"

I nodded

"Hey.. how come you don't hang out with us?"

"What do you mean?" I asked

"HAving lunch with us and such.."

"Oh.. Hmm.. Mollah.. I haven't thought about that at all.. "

"But you're good friends with JaeJoong hyung so .. there shouldn't be a problem.. so don't be shy. Just join us.."

"I don't think that is such a good idea"

"Wae?" Changmin asked confused

"Cause the girls doesn't seem to like her" Yoochun said as he sat down

I was so surprised when he joined us and just in , in my and Changmin's conversation like that

"Why wouldn't they like her?" Changmin asked

Yoochun shrugged as he pulled out his Science book and a pen

"JaeJoong hangs out with Yumi during our spare time. I think they've also noticed that JaeJoong are close with Yumi so I guess there might be a reason for them to dislike you.. but That's because they don't know you and JaeJoong's situation either.. You're just friends right?" Yoochun asked

Even though I wanted to say no and say that we were more than that, I couldn't really lie cause that wasn't the truth. We were just friends

"Nae~~ We're just friends.." I said

"And I don't know about Tiffany but now when Jae told us that he doesn't like Tiff, I've finally opened my eyes and seen how she really is.. she's.. so.. annoying sometimes.." Yoochun sighed

"Well.. we're going to her birthday party so .. we should at least.. congratulate her.."

"Aigo~~ I had totally forgotten about that.."

"Yup" Changmin said

"We can't.. decline right? I don't feel like going anymore" Yoochun shrugged

"We were the ones who helped the girls to arrange the Surprise party. We have to be there.." Changmin said

Yoochun sighed

I think they had forgotten that I was there as well so I decided to go back to my english novel

"You're coming right?"

"Yumi?"

I looked up

"Mwoh? Sorry I didn't hear you.."

"You're coming to the birthday party too right?" Changmin said

"Tiffany's?" I asked

Both of them nodded

I shook my head

"I don't .. know her.. IT'll be weird if I go" I protested

"Aniya~~ You're our friend and we can invite whoever we want.." Yoochun said

"But you two were just discussing that she didn't like me.." I said slowly

Both of them smiled

"We don't know that yet. I think it's the other girls. We don't know about TIffany.. Hating people is like .. against her nature I Think.. I don't know but I think you should be there... You can always get to know her.. it's 3 days left..." Changmin said

"I guess.."

"You have to eat with us today" Changmin said

"Yeah~ How come I haven't thought about that? You should eat with us" Yoochun encouraged me

I chuckled

"Araso~~ I will.."

When our lesson in Science and finished it was already time for lunch and for some reason, Yoochun and Changmin accompanied me the entire day. We got ourselves some lunch and went outside since the sun were shining so bright and we sat down

"Whoa.. what's that?" Yoochun asked

I took out a small box

"Oh it's my lunchbox" I smiled

"HEY GUYS!!" Yunho greeted happily as he sat down

"Hi!" I smiled

"Hi Yumi~~ How are you?" He smiled

"I'm fine.. and you?"

"Good.. I'm hungry!" Yunho chuckled

Soon I saw JaeJoong heading towards the table with Tiffany next to him and he really did look more tired than he usually looks

"HI guys! HI Yumi!" Tiffany greeted happily

She sat down next to JaeJoong and jealousy took over my heart immediately. I looked away so that I wasn't looking at them..

"Hey everyone" JaeJoong said

"Hi" I mumbled back

JaeJoong looked at me and his eyes were watching me slowly

"Oppa have some.. IT's really good" Tiffany smiled and looked at JaeJoong

JaeJoong shook his head and drank some ice tea instead. I could tell that he was annoyed..
I looked down on my lunchbox and then I remembered why I had brought it

"Oh YUnho ah~~"

"Oh Nae~~" Yunho said

I took the box and put it front of him since he was sitting right next to me.

"WHat is this?" Yunho asked

I chuckled

"For the ice cream"

"For me?" Yunho gasped

I nodded

Yunho opened the box and gasped

"Whooooooooooooooooooa! It looks so delicious!!"

"LEt me se Hyung!!" Junsu squealed

I laughed

I started to eat my own food and I could feel that I was being watched..

and I don't have to look up to see who it was.

I already knew that it was JaeJoong....