It's Decided
From ... With Love~JaeJoong~
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The adrenaline started to pump, I could feel it in my entire body as I reread the last line over and over again. She's.. moving.. to SEOUL ?!
Suddenly I started to scream. Scream at the top of my lungs
"JAEJOONG WHAT'S WRONG?!"
The door flew up and I saw mom and aunt standing there, panicking and worrying. They probably thought that something happened
I started to laugh and then I ran over to mom and Aunt and threw myself at them, hugged them, squeezed the air out of them as I kept laughing
"What is wrong with you JAEJOONG?!" Mom shouted angrily
I couldn't help but laugh and shook my head
"He seems to be happy.." Aunt said
"Oppa Oppaa!! I wanna know too!!"
I took my cousin in my arms and lifted her up and started to swing her around
"Let's leave him alone.. if he's sick I'll call the ambulance" Aunt joked and dragged mom away from there
I put my cousin down and I hugged her tightly as she smiled at me
"Why is Oppa so happy?" She smiled
I smiled widely
"Cause I feel like I'm the most.. lucky person in the entire world" I whispered
Min Jung probably thought it was something cool but after she found out the reason behind my happiness she sighed heavily and stomped her way out.
Seriously.. if she really is moving to Seoul..
i couldn't help but laugh louder and just jump up and down. Maybe.. maybe.. we could meet each other.. and talk to each other.. and..
I couldn't hold back my happiness. I got up on my bed, started to jump like a maniac while singing happily..
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~Yumi~
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It was already his last day here and I knew that I had to hurry to the tree to get his letter and to give him mine. I couldn't let him just.. go back without letting me say goodbye and explain..
I didn't know if he was angry with me, sad or in pain.
I didn't want to hurt him.. cause in a way I do feel that I wanted him in my life, still talk to him and write to him..
I didn't want to leave this place but I couldn't tell mom or dad about WHY I COULDN'T leave.. cause they would get suspicious and.. I don't want them to know about me.. not yet at least..
I woke up really early cause I couldn't sleep. I knew that it was his last day and just knowing that for every minute that was passing, it was getting closer, he would leave me and I didn't want that..
I saw that it was only 4 in the morning but I wasn't sleepy at all. I was so.. full of energy that I could probably run to the states or something..
I hurried to shower and change clothes and afterwards, I sneaked my way out of the house with my letter close to my heart and I ran for my life to the forest, to the tree
About 20 minutes later I finally arrived, my pulse that was rising and rising, at max and I couldn't help but feel anxious. What is his answer?
I saw the familiar blue letter waiting for me and I hurried to grab it. I replaced it with my own letter and I looked around in the forest, for some reason trying to listen to if there was anyone out there..
But of course, no one was except the birds, the wind and a faraway sounds of the water streaming down..
I ran my way back, afraid of someone following me, afraid of time, and afraid of what was waiting for me in the letter. I got home, quietly entered and hurried into my room where I sat down on the bed, calmed myself down and looked at the letter..
I started to shake, sweat and I could hear the pulse starting to increase as well..
"Dear...
I'm happy.. So happy
I've always been happy whenever I write to you, but now.. when I know that your parents wants to move to Seoul, I can't help but write this letter with tears in my eyes and a big smile on my face..
Do you know what this means?
We will be so much closer to each other.. Although it might be hard for us to stay in contact.. but.. just knowing that you are in the same city as me, thinking that you might have walked the same path that I have, makes me thrilled..
I'm overjoyed and I'm so happy..
I can't describe or put it down in words but.. I'm so happy.. Not even the word happy is enough to describe my overly happiness, excitement and the desire ..
If you can't.. or have time to read this letter until I've already left.. Don't be sad.
If you're sure that you want to move to Seoul, the situation between us are going to be different. But if you don't and decides to stay, things will remain unchanged.
If you do decide to move to Seoul, There is a spot, under the bridge by the Han River. When you pass the park and comes onto the the right side of the bridge which is not far away from the park, the 1st bench, closest to the bridge, there is a small spot under the stones, that can be open. You lift the stone from the ground and put the letter there.., It's on the right side of the bench, under it's leg..
In that way we will still be able to communicate.. Just make sure you put it in a plastic bag so that the letter won't get dirty or destroyed by the weather..
I'll hear from you soon..
From... With Love"
I couldn't hide the tears of joy as I read the letter over and over again.. He was serious.. He was happy..
I started to feel the butterflies in my stomach as I started to laugh..
If I'm moving, I will still be able to talk to him.. Keep in contact..
I threw myself back down on the bed and gave out a big sigh of relief..
It's decided
I'm going
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