~JaeJoong~

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Both of us chuckled after chorusing the word and I sat down on the swing right next to her as she was looking at the river

"And what are you doing here?" I asked

"Watching the scenery.. And you?"

"Watching the scenery" I chuckled

She laughed as well

"You shouldn't steal my.. lines.." She said

Both of us laughed. When we both had quiet down, all we could hear was the sound of the swings, the wind in the trees, the waves hitting the stone walls and the cars driving across the bridge.. Typical city sounds

"You come here often?"

"Nae~~.. I like the scenery and the sound.. It makes me calm" I said

"But still you're visiting the countryside.." She said

"Was that a question?" I asked

She chuckled

"Both perhaps?"

I shrugged

"Both of them have different feels but it's nothing wrong with it.. I like it.."

"This is probably wrong of me to say this but.."

"But what?" I asked and looked at her

"It's as if.. your appearance.. is the 'City-side' while your innerappearance is the 'Countryside-like'. You understand?" She asked

I chuckled

"You think so?"

She nodded

"You really.. think a lot.. and are observing people a lot.."

"Actually.. I don't.. I just.. find it interesting.. talking to you.. You seem.. to be a bit more.. deeper.. thoughtful in a way.."

"Is that a compliment?" I asked

She chuckled again

"I don't know. You decide" She smiled

"Well since you said something about me I should say something about you too.."

"Oh.. and what could that be?" She asked sarcastic in a goofy voice

I laughed

"You're.. really.. easy to talk to.."

"Mwoh?"

I smiled

"You're easy to talk to.. Your.. presence.. is very calming and it feels like people don't have to.. hide themselves.. pretend that they're someone else whenever they're around you"

She watched me carefully with soft eyes

"Are you pretending?" She asked

I didn't know if I wanted to answer since I barely knew the girl. But it seems like I had already talked to her way too much already and for some reason, I didn't regret it. It felt good and I was feeling.. relieved ..

This is where I miss 'Her'..
She was the only girl that I've ever spoken to in my entire life.. I'm pretty sure she knows everything about me, every single little corner of my brain, my feelings.. but there was probably some stuff she didn't know..
And that was my heart..

Around 'Her' I didn't need to be the 'Kingka' of the school..
Around her.. I could be.. just me.. Doesn't matter how I was cause she didn't care.. As long as I was.. JaeJoong and wasn't lying..

"You think I'm pretending?" I asked

She let out a sigh

"Not really.. Perhaps you do.. perhaps you don't. I guess you only show the cool side of you.. whenever you're around the girl's in school since that is what they expect from a Kingka.. right?"

"Probably.."

"Although.. I have a feeling that you're hiding more of yourself than you want too.. But somehow you manage to endure it... How come?"

"And you could tell all that in one glance?" I laughed

She shook her head

"Some people are very easy to read.. some people aren't.. But to judge by the way you act and talk around your friends and when you're around me, it's not so easy to NOT see it.. You're pretty predictable.."

"Is that a bad thing?"

"I don't think it is.. you're probably hard to talk to when it comes to the deep, when it comes to stuff between the lines but getting to know you seems to be very easy.."

I laughed

"I'm pretty social"

"I know"

"And how come you're so mysterious?"

She laughed

"I'm not.. you haven't.. talked or asked me so.. what do you expect?" She smiled at me

"You're very easy to talk to.. You give people the feelings that you're very reliable and very.. honest.."

She faced me

"You think so?" She smiled

I nodded

"You may think I'm stupid.. but I feel very calm around you.. It's nice.. Very comfortable.." I chuckled

I lied down on the swing and I guess she did it too..

"So.. how is it going with that girl.. that your friends are trying to persuade you to go out with?" She asked

I shrugged

"Mollah.. I haven't talked to them about it.."

"You should tell them your feelings.." She said

"I know

"If you know then do it.." She chuckled

I rolled my eyes

"It's not that easy.."

"It will get easier afterwards.. you just need to give it a chance.."

I chuckled

Both of us quieten as we were staring up at the sky

As I was thinking about 'Her', it kind of reminded me that this is one of the things that i wanted to do with her.. Looking at the sky when it's dark..
There was even some stars tonight.. which made it even more beautiful..

"You have someone you like right?"

I didn't answer

"How is she?"

"Nugu?"

"The girl that has captured you.."

Yumi quieten, as if she whispered the words..
I closed my eyes as I started to think of all the letters we had been writing to each other

"She's.. special.."

"I can tell..."

"really special.." I opened my eyes and looked at the sky

"She's.. really.. beautiful.. at heart.. pure and very caring. She's a treasure that I have to keep.. "

"She means that much to you?" Yumi whispered

The atmosphere had become a bit more .. tense and more.. cozy for some reason.. Almost romantic.. It was scary in a way but it was comfortable..

I looked to the side and faced Yumi. She soon looked back at me and we just looked at each other..
I don't know what happened but deep inside my head, I suddenly started to imagine that Yumi was 'her'..
That Yumi was the girl I've been wanting to meet and that she was right now talking to me..

My heart started to beat faster, pumping the warmth out in every single tiny bone in my body..
The warm feelings and the happiness inside of me was overwhelming, taking over me..

"I can't loose her.. I'd.. rather die than.. loosing her.."

Yumi didn't say anything but she was still looking at me..

"She's special.. And without her.. I don't think I would be complete.."