"Myungsoo-ah! thanks for walking me home. Take care and Be careful! You got it?" I said to him and he nodded
"I really Had a great time with you today.. And what was it about your nightmare?" I stopped and looked at him in daze. I remembered he was in my dreams. Is that who he really was? or is it just my imagination playing with my thoughts? "Yah! are you alright? I think let's talk about it on Monday?" What? huh? I came back to my senses "Sure on Monday.. I'll see you!" I replayed all the events happened in my dreams. I looked at him really hard, he took notice of it "Why are you staring at me like that? Don't stress yourself" he said to me and touched my shoulder. I looked at his hand and shot a bright smile
"Don't worry about me.. I'll be fine. For now, you head home and rest! go!" I pushed him away.
"Hold on! Call me if anything bothers you.."
"yes Yes Yes I will ! now Go!" he walked off. My eyes still looking wherever her goes. He turned around and waved and I did. I went inside.. All lights were turned off. Walked upstairs carefully before I tripped onto something and opened my doors room. I didn't changed to my pajamas yet, I sat on my chair and thought about my dream. What was the meaning of it? Is something will happen in the contest? But why is he there? That wouldn't happen.. its just a dream. Dreams don't exist in real life. If its a dream, well my dream is to be successful in the future. I got up and Texted Myungsoo..
To: Myungsoo ;)
"Hey!"
From: Suzy <3
To: Suzy<3
"Yeah?"
From: Myungsoo ;)
To: Myungsoo ;)
"Do dreams exist?"
From: Suzy <3
To: Suzy <3
"Why ask that question?"
From: Myungsoo ;)
To: Myungsoo ;)
"It came up and it bothers me alot.."
From: Suzy <3
To: Suzy <3
"Dreams exist? Like when you had a dreams about something and it happens when you woke up?"
From: Myungsoo ;)
To: Myungsoo ;)
"Yeah like that"
From: Suzy <3
To: Suzy <3
"Dreams.. of course it exist"
From: Myungsoo ;)
To: Myungsoo ;)
"How so?"
From: Suzy <3
To: Suzy <3
"It exist in your mind kekeke.. You mean by your question is 'Do dreams happen?' right? That, I don't know
From: Myungsoo ;)
To: Myungsoo ;)
"Ahhh ok Thanks for trying ^^ Get some rest!"
From: Myungsoo ;)
To: Suzy <3
"I'll try answering your question if I have a good answer for that. You sleepwelltoo.. Good night =_= "
From: Myungsoo ;)
To: Myungsoo ;)
"Nae! :D"
I climbed on my bed, layed down my tired body and closed my eyes.. I tried everything I can so I won't get any nightmares tonight but, It wouldn't work. I've counted sheeps, ran around to tire myself, and played with my phone. None of my ideas worked.. I called Umma
"Umma? Are you busy?" I said making sure if ever she's at work or has something busy to do
"My lovely daughter how are you? Its already late why are you still up? Can't sleep?"
"Umma! you know me too well.." I let out a small laugh.. "of course I do. You're my daughter.. So how was your day?"
"It was fun.. I went to Appa this Morning.." I fidgeted my hair
"Ohh.. were you there alone? How was he?"
"He was fine!!" I laughed even more
"My darling what's so funny?"
"Its just that eventhough Appa is dead, were imagining that he's still alive.."
"We're not imagining My darling, Your Father's Body is dead and lifeless but his spirit is happily living with us. Maybe he's with us right now.." Umma said in a dozy voice
"You're right.. Umma? Do dreams happen in reality?"
"Yes.." Feeling positive about her answer I responsively asked why
"Dreams sometimes happens to me.. About your Appa died in an accident? it was my dream, I didn't tell you cuz maybe it'll make you worried. In my dream, I saw someone hit by a car.. I wasn't so sure who it was. In a middle of the night, I woke up. Then it was the day when a news came up that a car accident occured.. It was your Father" I tried preventing my tears to fall but its no use..
"Then what happened?"
"I didn't burst out in tears alot cuz I know he's in a safe place.. The day, after tomorrow I realized that the best thing to do is to just let him go and rest in peace.."
"What's the dream for?"
"Maybe its a sign that someone in our life is going to leave. It reflects on what will happen in the future. After your father left, it made me strong.."
"How?"
"Look at the other women out there! After their husband's death, they became a drunkard, they were depressed others remarried another man just to fill their husband's absence.. Thanks to me I'm not one of them.. I stuggled every trials life has to give me. I'm thankful that you're becoming independent too.." I Cheered up
"I'm inspired by your words umma"
"So? Is their someone that's keeping your life worth living?" I couldn't thought of a word that could fit my Mother's question but sincerely said
"Yes.. There is"
I've lost my energy to update lately... So I just updated cuz I don't want you guys to feel unsatisfied ^^ please do drop your comments Thanks for reading ! Take care and God Bless try subscribing or upvoting it'll be appreciated :) See you ~
HAHA I don't know if I could make a sequel for this ^^ Maybe I'll just write something else :) Thank you for liking this story though I really appreciated it ! I really love you guys ! You are AWESOME ~
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