November year 12
18 years of loving you, and the one year it mattered.
Year 12- November
Suho awoke in an unfamiliar room, he stirred and tried to get up when a sharp pain was felt against his temple, he groaned loudly
"Suho?"
Kyungsoo walked in, he had taken Suho to his and Jongin's apartment because he didn't want Youngdae to wake up and see a drunk Suho
"I got drunk again didn't I?"
Kyungsoo scratched the back of his head
"Uh... Yeah... And you kinda... Kissed Lay, like... Really kissed him"
"You. Are. ing. Kidding. Me"
"Ahm no... Joonie you know I wouldnt tell you if that weren't true"
"Is he still in the country?"
"They left for Hong Kong this morning"
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"Victoria's not angry- she told us to take care of you, she knows... Lay left you a letter" Kyungsoo smiled handing Suho a glass of water
"You wouldn't have any aspirin would you?"
"I live with Jongin- of course I have ing aspirin"
They sat at the breakfast table in silence Jongin couldn't take it any longer
"So Suho... Did you like the cake?"
"Umm... I don't know"
"It was chocolate flavoured"
"Sehun would of loved that"
Suho remembered Luhan and Sehun had half vanilla half chocolate cake because they couldn't decide Luhan wanted vanilla and Sehun wanted chocolate
"I gotta go to work... It's on the kitchen bench... When you're ready"
Jongin smiled and left- leaving Suho in an empty house
He slowly got up and approached the pristine white envelope with his name written on it
Joonie hyung- I'm sorry I had to leave so soon... I'm sorry for everything I've done to hurt you, I'm not sure what I've done but Chen and Xiumin told me to stay away from you for a while, what's wrong hyung? I want to know? I miss the days when I could see you smile with no hurt in your eyes- was it my fault?
I love you Joonie please forgive me
I'll see you soon-
Yixing
Suho banged his wrist on the counter before cowering over kneeling on the floor he fumbled with his phone
Typing in Baekhyun's number and Bitting his nails
"Hello?"
"Baeky..."
"... Suho"
"I know... I know"
"I'm coming over"
"Thank you"
The thing he loved about Baekhyun was that he always knew Suho's problems
Like his mind was imprinted in his
They sat on Kyungsoo's sofa- Baekhyun with a wooly beanie and an oversized sweater that looked like Chanyeol's
"My poor baby" Baekhyun hugged Suho tight as Suho broke in Baekhyun's arms
They stayed like that for a while- until Suho's wails had died down to whimpers
"He just can't see! He just ugh!!"
Baekhyun stayed silent drawing circles on Suho's back before he opened his mouth to speak
"I've known you 20 years- 12 years out of those 20 you've loved Yixing"
"I know... And I hate it, not only am I gay, the man I love is in love with another"
"Shush- life's just putting your love on hold for when Lay will need it"
"What'd you mean..."
"Victoria... You don't seriously believe they'll stay together"
"Victoria's nice!"
"She's a snarky "
"Baek! That's horrible!"
"And true"
"C'mon" Suho sighed "I'm hungry lets go out"
Settled in a cozy cafe with tall mugs filled with coffee and muffins with berries they sat in silence until Suho spoke
"I'm such an insensitive retard" Suho said quietly "you've been through hell"
"Joonie- you're my friend, one of my best friends okay? I'm here no matter what both me and Yeollie are, I know we'll be okay"
He looked at Suho with soft eyes "show me the letter?"
Suho slowly reached into his pocket with shaking hands as he took out the crumpled piece of paper
Baekhyun read it a scowl forming on his face "he said he loves you"
"Yeah" was all Suho could reply
"Oh dear- he was always so out of it"
"What do I do?" Suho whispered holding his head in his hands.
"I suggest you take a break"
"Where will I go?"
"No idea- go to Scotland for all I care just go and rest and no thinking of Lay"
So he did- he went to Greece for two months, he didn't tell anyone, only Baekhyun knew what had happened
"He just left?!?" Xiumin cried into Chen's shoulder "do we even know if he's coming back"
"Minmin- Suho would never leave us forever okay? He needs time and space"
"I hate all of this- it's stupid"
"It's life"
Youngdae toddled into the room with a story book his eyes wide and innocent
"Daddy, and I have a story?"
"One okay? Then it's bedtime"
"Okay!"
Chen gave Xiumin a kiss on the cheek before walking with Youngdae to his bedroom
Xiumin sighed he was about to fall asleep when the doorbell rung, he groaned but dragged himself to the door
"Coming!"
He did not expect what was next there was no one at the door just a massive box
"This better be a package" Minseok muttered to himself
He picked it up gingerly and placed it on the table, the box looked battered round again, he sat there staring at it until Chen walked in
"Woah déjàvu am I right?" Chen joked as he glanced at the box "So what'd you order?"
"Nothing"
The colour drained from Chen's face
"Open it"
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"Holy , holy what the is this?!?" Chen shouted looking at the battered and bruised baby- she was a girl this time but she wasn't healthy like Youngdae was.
"I don't know?!? Oh my god! Is she alive?!"
"I don't ing know!"
Another knock at the door Chen jumped
"Not another one right?! Not another one!"
"Just go check the door!"
Chen tiptoed to the door and opened it slowly to find a confused Kris and Tao, he sighed in relief as he swung the door open to welcome them
Kris saw the big box and laughed loudy "this reminds me of the time you guys got Youngdae! So what'd you get?" He flopped down on the couch
When the couple stayed silent Kris awardly shifted in his seat "Guys?"
Xiumin carefully picked the frail child in his hands and showed Kris
"Well... That's awkward"
"Kris... We should go..." Tao whispered glancing at the pair who looked traumatised
"Yeah... We got lotsa people to see and stuff... Nice seeing you... And congratulations... I think?" Kris waved and left the door clicking behind them
"Call Kyuhyun..." Xiumin whispered
"But..."
"Call your godamn brother!"
"Okay okay! Jeeez!"
He dialed in Kyuhyun's number and waited
"Ah, Jongdae! I was about to call you! You have nephews!"
"Pardon?"
"Well.... Over the last couple of years we've been organising this and now their finally here!"
Chen could hear screaming babies in the background
"They trust you for a father"
"They trust you too"
"So what happened?"
"We got a surrogate and both of our went in so it would be a surprise but guess what!"
"What...?"
"She was having twins! Two seperate eggs- one fertilised by me, one by Hae"
"And you tell me all of this AFTER they're born?!?"
"Eh you know me- I didn't tell you I was married for ages"
"Right... Glad to know I'm an uncle right now but I need you're help"
"With what?"
"An injured baby..."
"Child abuse isn't okay Jongdae"
".... You idiot"
"I'm being serious"
"Of course I don't hurt babies!"
"Then what's wrong?"
"I don't even ing know... Honestly... She appeared at our door..."
"Time for a family visit!"
"Oh great.."
"Shut the up, we'll be right over"
"Dude... Never swear in front of a baby"
"... Oh crap... I mean darn it..."
"Bye"
A/N
I don't I?
-.-
this month is really long.... ^^
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