Suho lulled his eyes open to see his head resting on the bathroom floor, his head thudded softly a headache brewing, he turned towards the soft voice by the door he smiled a bit when he saw Lay 

 

"Xingie, you came" He breathed softly standing up a little 

 

"C'mon it's time to go home" Lay sighed, his earlier thoughts of Joonmyun's well being arising once more and he bent down to pick his older friend up off the floor 

 

"Xingie! I don't want to go home!" Suho pushed against Lay's chest feebly as the latter carried him bridal style outside of the bathroom 

 

"Vic... He's not good I have to take him home" 

 

Victoria's eyes widened a little but nodded  she started searching for his car keys when Kyungsoo interrupted handing Lay his own car keys 

 

"Take my car, Jongin and I will be here till later" 

 

Lay nodded before grabbing the keys in his hands and walking outside towards the parking lot 

 

He stared straight at the road as the drove while Suho just conversed with himself about the stock market and other gibberish Lay didn't understand 

 

"You love him Suho" 

 

At that point Lay was pretty sure that Suho was going insane 

 

"He doesn't love me" 

 

"Why don't you just try?" 

 

"It's impossible" 

 

Hesitantly Lay looked at Suho who just stared back intensely for a while before his shoulders went slack and his eyes slowly shut 

 

After tucking him in Lay stared at Suho for a while his head, despite being faced drunk Lay admittedly thought that Suho was attractive 

 

Why can't you be happy 

 

Enticed by Suho's beauty, Lay leaned in closer to view his face a little better 

 

His mahogany hair slightly tousled and his lips soft and pink, cheeks flushed red from alcohol, Lay continued to lean closer until their lips were just centimeters apart 

 

He was about to go the whole way and just kiss him, but his common sense returned 

 

Guiltily he slowly backed away exiting Xiumin and Chen's house swiftly he drove back to the party burrying the spark of feelings that had emerged within him 

 

----

 

Kris walked inside his apartment feeling whole for the first time in weeks, he relished the fact Tao would be home for a few days 

 

He had missed him so much 

 

"Do you want some coffee?" Kris asked softly turning to see his boyfriend beaming at the tidy apartment 

 

"No, but... I'd like a hot chocolate" Tao said shyly tapping his foot against the dining table, which was tiny

 

"Okay then" Kris smiled getting out the drinking chocolate and the marshmallows 

 

They sat on the balcony watching the stars it was two in the morning, normally they couldn't see many because of the city smog, but today was different, today it was as if a shroud had been lifted from the sky, Kris could see the milky way the stars forming swirls of soft light against the vast black night, wrapped in a blanket Kris whispered "Merry Christmas" just as Tao was falling asleep he smiled and pulled the older closer wrapping the blanket tightly around them, clattered mugs on the table the two fell into a gentle sleep the cold air disappearing with their consciousness slipping 

 

Together at last, no more ugly white walls, or sterile plastic beds 

 

It's just us together 

 

Beneath the stars 

 

And everyday I still love you more 

 

I let you get hurt once 

 

But I swear to god I won't let it happen again 

 

With me you'll always be safe 

 

So don't you fret 

 

I'll always be there 

 

---- 

 

Kyungsoo stepped into the shower, he'd forgot to check the temperature so the water was freezing 

 

"COLD, COLD,COLD!" He belted out, jumping around waiting for the water to heat up, he relaxed after the warm water hit. Cascading down his body he sighed in relief 

 

He'd just started lathering his hair when he felt another pair of hands start massaging his head 

 

"Hey" Kyungsoo croaked out, he couldnt really get angry, Jongin always gaved the best head massages 

 

He couldnt remember when Jongin's touches changed from being creepy to him wanting more 

 

When his erted ways became endearing rather than disgusting 

 

When he had come to love Kim Jongin 

 

They weren't perfect, they fought, they fought a lot 

 

But he loved this boy with all his heart 

 

Kyungsoo decided he always loved Jongin, always. 

 

It was just hard for him to decipher 

 

He knew within himself, even when the were teenagers, even when he would cry in self disgust at the things he'd done 

 

Inside he liked it 

 

Inside he loved Jongin 

 

It just took a while for it to reach the outside. 

 

So when Kyungsoo says I love you every night to Jongin 

 

He means it 

 

His love is truer than the fact the sky is blue 

 

He just hopes Jongin returns his love 

 

Kyungsoo breathes out in bliss as he lets his boyfriend kiss him senseless underneath the shower, as he lets Jongin mark him as his, as he lets Jongin say those three magic words 

 

The words that can send you into euphoria 

 

Those words being I love you 

 

And this time Kyungsoo knows 

 

Jongin's love is truer than the fact the sky is blue 

 

Panting and sweaty Jongin checks the clock 

 

"Soo, it's five in the morning" 

 

Kyungsoo groaned "We have to be at Jongae's by 11" 

 

"Merry Christmas by the way" Jongin chuckled as the older rolled his eyes and chucked a pillow at his face 

 

"Go to bed" 

 

"I love you" 

 

There was a long pause, Jongin had almost thought Kyungsoo had fallen asleep 

 

But then he heard it 

 

Quiet 

 

But true 

 

Those four magic words 

 

Made Jongin smile like crazy 

 

I love you too 

 

---- 

 

Baekhyun lay on the bed face down, they'd just got home and Baekhyun was exhausted 

 

"Victoria sure knows how to throw parties" Chanyeol grinned walking in his tie undone 

 

Baekhyun groaned through the bed covers muffling his voice, dejectly he sat up rubbing his eyes 

 

"Too bad the food was so ing small" Baekhyun complained clutching his stomach 

 

"I knew you'd be hungry" Chanyeol beamed "That's why... I ordered pizza" 

 

Baekhyun felt his heart flutter at his boyfriends considerate nature he pounced on Chanyeol bringing them both onto the bed 

 

"This is why you're my boyfriend" Baekhyun giggled nuzzling his ear "I love you" 

 

Baekhyun heard a muffled I love you too and beamed 

 

I love my life, I love Park Chanyeol 

 

They sat on the sofa stuffing their faces with pizza and chocolate pudding watching late night, but really early morning dramas 

 

It wasnt anything special, but to them it was 

 

Every moment mattered, every second mattered 

 

Every time they held hands mattered 

 

Every kiss mattered 

 

It mattered, because when you love someone 

 

You love them forever 

 

The thought of losing them 

 

It's unbearable 

 

That's why Chanyeol keeps his eye on Baekhyun every minute 

 

Every second 

 

But most importantly 

 

That's why it mattered 

 

Chanyeol enjoys the little things in his relationship just as much as the big things 

 

He enjoys watching Baekhyun nibble on cookies 

 

He enjoys the way Baekhyun makes coffee 

 

He enjoys Baekhyun's morning hair 

 

Baekhyun wasn't perfect 

 

But that didn't matter 

 

Chanyeol doesn't look for perfect 

 

All of Baekhyun's imperfections make him even more endearing to Chanyeol 

 

They were soul mates 

 

Bound together at birth 

 

Separated only by death 

 

Chanyeol never wanted death to come 

 

But he didn't fear it 

 

Cause he knows Baekhyun's not far behind 

 

And he knows they'll always be together 

 

They'll always find each other 

 

In life, in after life, in reincarnation 

 

They'll find a way 

 

Chanyeol gazes at Baekhyun's sleeping head once more before letting sleep overtake him

 

I am the luckiest person alive 

 

----

 

"Shhh!" Xiumin giggled as they entered the house, both slightly intoxicated as Chen whispered dirty jokes into Xiumin's ear 

 

Xiumin carefully crept over to the kitchen throwing his jacket on the sofa he turned the kettle on proceeding to make coffee for the both of them when Chen came up and started nuzzling his ear 

 

Xiumin giggled "Jongdae! Stop it!" 

 

"You know" Chen whispered huskily into the older's ear "Its been a while since we... You know" 

 

"And you want to do it now? At two in the morning?" 

 

"It's the perfect time! Suho's asleep, baby's asleep!" 

 

"Shhh! Alright, alight" Minseok chuckled as Chen started to devour his neck with his mouth his hands sliding up the older's shirt ever so slightly, Minseok quickly looked for somewhere discreet, they couldn't really do it in the bedroom as Youngdae was there "Hurry, bathroom now" 

 

Jongdae smirked "Shower , I like the way you think Min min" 

 

Xiumin rolled his eyes " bastard" he muttered quietly 

 

Chen laughed quietly "You love me for it Min" he said light heartedly before he scooped the older up in his arms and carried him promptly to the bath room 

 

Xiumin groaned, it was four in the morning and his was starting to hurt like  

 

They still needed to decorate the house 

 

But it was worth it, all so worth it 

 

Because to them it wasn't just  

 

It was making love 

 

And that was something truly special to Minseok 

 

If you truly loved someone that much 

 

"You're so gay" Xiumin gasped searching for his clothes trying to ignore the building pain in his  

 

"I believe the correct term is homoual" 

 

"Jongdae..." 

 

"Yeah?" 

 

"Ah forget it" 

 

Chen stayed silent for a while before quietly trudging across the bedroom and gathering Minseok up in a tight hug 

 

"I love you" 

 

Those words sent shivers down his spine, fireworks explode in his veins, butterflies eurrupt through his stomach 

 

Even after all that time 

 

How is it possible 

 

"I love you too idiot" 

 

Chen pulled away and gave Xiumin a look of mock hurt 

 

"We're not getting any sleep tonight are we" Chen mumbled into Xiumin's bare chest 

 

"Nope... We need lots of coffee..." 

 

"I'll get the decorations out" Chen sighed not wanting to pull away from his lovers warmth 

 

"We make a good family don't we?" Xiumin smiled wistfully staring at Youngdae in his cot 

 

"Yep, you, me, Youngdae, is against the world" 

 

And I hope it will stay that way 

 

Forever 

 

I will love you forever 

 

You are the only one 

 

My first love 

 

My only love 

 

No one can take that away 

 

No one can destroy our love 

 

---- 

Sehun awoke to find himself alone in bed, he quickly checked the clock, it was four in the morning 

 

Quickly he jumped out of bed to look for his lover 

 

Where is he? 

 

I hope he's okay

 

He has to be okay 

 

Thankfully, Sehun didn't have to search far to find the person he was looking for 

 

Luhan was in the kitchen carefully icing Christmas cupcakes 

 

Sehun carefully sneaked up on the older, snaking his arms around his waist he whispered into Luhan's ear 

 

"Can I have one?" 

 

Luhan hummed in response picking up a cupcake delicately iced with white a little silver snowflake placed on the top

 

Sehun kissed the top of Luhan's head affectionately before taking the muffin wrapper of the little cupcake 

 

What Sehun didn't notice was Luhan's nervous smile, or Luhan's sweaty palms 

 

The older watched in anticipation as the younger bit into the soft vanillary cake 

 

He was going to do it on Christmas day at Jongdae's house 

 

But it seemed right to do it now 

 

It was still Christmas 

 

And Sehun looked adorable in his pijamas 

 

Sehun was enjoying his cupcake he carefully sank his teeth in to take another bite when his teeth encountered something hard 

 

Something metal 

 

Confused Sehun looked down at his cupcake 

 

"Luhan? What's this metal thingy in here?" 

 

Sehun was bewildered when he saw Luhan get on one knee after gently taking the cupcake out of Sehun's hands 

 

He took a deep breath 

 

"Sehunnie, I love you so much, my heart could burst with my love for you alone" Luhan smiled nervously "I know I'm no where near perfect and I know that this is Definately not perfect, I'm cliche and unoriginal, but as they say, every beautiful thoughts been already sung" Luhan inwardly face palmed at his dorkiness 

 

This was supposed to be romantic 

 

"We've had our fair share of problems, my  father... But it's not about the past, we have to keep moving forward and not let the past drag us down, we need to forgive but never forget, we need to move on, Sehunnie, you're all I ever wanted, I can't live without you, so Oh Sehun" Luhan gulped staring straight into Sehun with loving eyes "I promise to love you and keep you safe forever" he carefully pulled a band of platinum out from the cupcake 

 

"Will you marry me?" 

 

Sehun stayed silent for a minute tears welling in his eyes, he'd dreamed of this day forever 

 

Though he'd imagined he'd been wearing something nicer than pijamas 

 

"Yes, yes, yes!" Sehun answered twirling Luhan around 

 

Luhan chuckled with relief 

 

He said yes 

 

"I love you so much" Sehun cried into Luhan's arms 

 

"I think I love you more" 

 

"I dont think that's possible" 

 

"Oh but it is" 

 

They spent the remainder of the early morning tangled in the bed sheets together curtains open, gazing at the stars, whispering cheesy things into each others ears, giggling and feeding each other bits of cup cake 

 

So this is what love feels like? 

 

I've known it forever 

 

And I want to know it for longer 

 

You mean everything to me 

 

You shine brighter than the stars 

 

Moonlight shimmering over their bodies they slowly fell asleep in each others embrace 

 

Obviously forgetting the fact they would have to be at Jongdae and Minseok's by 10 

 

It was five in the morning already 

 

---- 

 

Finally!!!!!! 

Enjoy this guys!!!!!! 

 

I hope it's good!!!! 

 

So I've decided to allow myself one hour of computer time a day 

 

Just to test my eyes