You love him don't you?
18 years of loving you, and the one year it mattered.
There was a loud banging at the door as Xiumin rushed round the kitchen preparing food, whilst Chen was desperately trying to calm Youngdae down
There was one word to describe what Kyungsoo saw when he walked into the Kim household
Chaotic
"Peek a boo!" Jongin tried to calm down the baby
Let's just say it didn't work, Youngdae began to cry louder
"Jongin!! You're scaring him!" Chen reprimanded
"Nonsense! It's his way of appreciating my iness"
Kyungsoo walked into the kitchen to help Minseok out
Despite being incredibly stressed Kyungsoo noted he was very punctual
"Don't be fooled" Minseok grinned reading the others mind "Chen and I were up at five"
"Or didn't go to sleep at all" Kyungsoo snorted noting Xiumin's well disguised limp
"Oh yeah like you did either" Xiumin whacked Kyungsoo's behind with a tea towel snickering when Kyungsoo winced in pain "Joonmyun's... Still asleep"
Kyungsoo sighed sadly "What can we do?"
"Nothing" Xiumin commented, it was harsh, but also very true
"Can't Lay see Victoria isn't right for him?"
"Obviously not"
"He will though" Kyungsoo said with a definite tone "He will"
Xiumin snorted "She'll probably cheat on him before he even gets to that point"
"What makes you so sure?"
"She just has that vibe" Xiumin shuddered "And that's why Chen is way better than any girl"
"Damn right I am"
Xiumin turned to see Chen grinning at him baby in hand, Xiumin squealed in delight at seeing his son again
"Youngdae!!! Come here!"
"Umma!" Youngdae clapped
"Heres your baby, Umma" Chen snickered and kissed his lovers cheek
"Oh haha you're so hilarious" Xiumin rolled his eyes
"I bought cookies..." Kyungsoo interrupted feeling awkward and forgotten "I'll just go get them..."
Kyungsoo bumped into Suho in the hallway, Suho looked half asleep
"Oh sorry Min... Wait?! Kyungsoo!?!" Suho's eyes flew open, he was still in his clothes from yesterday, he looked a mess to say the least
"I... I uh, I'll be right back" Suho dashed back towards his room
What were they going to do with that boy..
Kyungsoo walked into the living room to see Chanyeol and Baekhyun watching the vow.
Kyungsoo noted, Chanyeol had cried 9/10 times he'd watched it and Chen had cried all ten times
He didn't even want to mention Luhan
Speaking of Luhan he just waltzed into the room his eyes shinning Sehun shyly tagging behind him
"Oh my gosh Sehun!!!!!!!!" Baekhyun leapt up off the sofa and grabbed the youngers hand "Is that a ring I see?!"
"Yep!" Luhan grinned "Sehun's officially my fiancée!"
"OH MY GOD, MY FEELS" Chanyeol squealed, face still tear stained from the movie
Suho walked in wearing a striped sweater and skinny jeans
"What's all the ruckus?" Suho yawned
"Sehunnie and I are getting married!"
Suho tried to be happy for them, he was, but everything was all distorted through his own pain
"That's awesome guys" Suho smiled softly
Just then Kris and Tao walked in
"Why is Chanyeol crying like a hormonal teenage girl?" Kris dead panned gripping Tao's hand a little tighter
"I'm getting married!!!!!!" Luhan sang happily almost bowling Kris over
"Luhan! Get off me! Be careful of Tao!"
"Opps sorry..."
"Where's Lay Ge?" Tao asked innocently
Suho spat out the water he was drinking into Chen's face
"Ew" Chen squeaked vigourously rubbing at his face
An awkward silence filled the room, Suho sighed
"Guys it's okay"
"Oh, we're sorry Suho hyung" Baekhyun hugged his friend softly
"If its any consolation, I don't think Victoria will stick round for long"
"She's pregnant" Suho choked
Suddenly the door clicked and Lay and Victoria walked in
Lay took one look at Suho's ashen face and ran to his side
"Suho what's wrong, are you okay?"
"He's fine" Baekhyun snapped looking at Lay angrily
"Baek..." Chanyeol began but Baekhyun cut him off "Yeol, let me do this"
He stared at a shocked Lay "Are you blind?"
"No?"
"It seems like it, bloody open your eyes! I love you Lay, please don't do this" And with that Baekhyun hugged Lay before sitting back down
"Don't do what?" Lay asked and Baekhyun face palmed, so stupid
Unfortunately Victoria wasn't blind
She understood everything
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It was seven now everyone was eating enjoying the warmth of Chen and Xiumin's cozy home, Suho had stayed close to Lay and the two were getting along better than ever when Victoria came up to Suho
"Can I talk to you?"
Suho hesitantly nodded and followed Victoria out onto the porch
"He loves you, you know that right"
"He loves you" Suho argued, he sighed, Victoria knew
"He chose me, but he loves you" Victoria said quietly "Everytime he opens his mouth it's Suho this Joonmyun that, his world revolves around you"
"You love him" Victoria said softly "And I'm so sorry, you must hate me" she gave a half hearted smile
"I don't hate you"
"Oh spare me" Victoria laughed rolling her eyes
Why did she have to be so nice? So understanding?
"Just... Take care of him... For me... For you"
"I'll try my best, that's all I can promise"
"...thank you"
"It's the least I can do, I've taken him away"
"He was straight anyway"
Victoria shook her head "he's biual, he told me..."
"oh..."
"He was really nervous... He told me he had a crush in high school that was a boy"
"Really?"
"Really"
They both chuckled
Suho wanted to hate Victoria, so badly wanted to hate her, but he knew he never could ever, her heart was true, her love was true
Just like him
And she deserved it so much more than him
But Lay loves him
even if its not the form he so very wanted
it was enough
but what if he did live me that way?
Questions that will never be answered
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