Christmas eve year 11
18 years of loving you, and the one year it mattered.
"JONGDAE!!" Minseok screamed his boyfriends name loud and clear from the kitchen
"WHAT'S WRONG BABY!?" Jongdae rushed in while toweling his hair dry
"Is Youngdae okay?"
Minseok just sat there fuming silently Chen waltzed over to their child "Oh my darling child, what did you do this time?"
Chen cooed at his child kissing his cheek
"Umma!" Youngdae pointed at Minseok giggling
"ASDFGHJK MINMIN!! DID YOU HEAR THAT?!? NAWW!!"
"He called me his mother!!!"
"Well... You bottom..."
" ISN'T RELEVANT, I'M A GUY!"
"A feminine guy?"
"OH GOD"
Chen sighed in disbelief, their child just said his first word and his boyfriend has ing a gender identity crisis "Look, Min, this is our baby, talking, who cares if he calls you Umma! I know very well you're a man!"
Minseok felt a small smile creep up on his face and lightly punched his boyfriend in the arm "Alright, alright, come on it's Christmas eve and we haven't got Youngdae a present!"
"OH "
"Look whose swearing round the baby now!" Minseok tutted "We also have to drop by Tao and then we have Victoria and Yixing's christmas party, we need a babysitter!"
"ugh, it's one of those ing flash ones that Victoria's parents throw for her"
"KIM JONGDAE NO SWEARING"
"It's doubling as their engagement party" Suho walked into the room sitting on the sofa he yawned and smiled, an empty smile
"Hey Suho, how was your sleep? Headache gone?"
Suho nodded "Yeah, go shopping, I'll look after Youngdae, just reminding you tonight the dress code is formal, and no that's not jeans and a dress shirt Kim Jongdae"
Jongdae groaned
"Okay, we'll be back in around two hours we're going to visit Tao as well" Minseok sighed as he grabbed his lovers hand pulling him outside the door
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"Luhan! Can you help me do my tie up!" Sehun called from their bedroom as he struggled
"Sehunnie, we don't have to leave for ages! Just wait!" Luhan shouted back from the bathroom
Sehun pouted "But it's Lay Hyung's engagement party!!""
"I know" Luhan said softly as he entered the room "Look, I'm happy for Yixing I really am but..."
"I know I know, comere" Sehun held his arms open for his boyfriend who hurled himself at him
They were lying on top of the bed Luhan's head resting in the crook of Sehun's neck; he was playing with his shirt buttons
Luhan was in a dull mood, sure he was happy for Yixing, he was but he couldn't shake the image of Suho's face after he found out
Scared, hopeless
He couldn't bear it
"Sehun, what can we do?" he asked sadly grabbing the youngers hand and tracing the lines embedded on his lovers skin
"I don't know" Sehun replied "It's not up to us Luhannie, Suho should tell him but we both know that will never happen, it's not our place to decide"
"It will slip one day"
"Let's just hope that day never comes" Sehun sighed wrapping his arms round his boyfriend
"We should go see Tao before we go"
Sehun hummed is response
"Did we get a present for Youngdae?"
Sehun jolted his eyes open and chuckled a little "Uh no?"
"OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS SEHUN OH MY GOD! HURRY UP GET OFF YOUR ! WE HAVE TO GET ONE! And also an engagement gift but that doesn't matter"
"This is my life and i'm still in ing university"
"You love your life Sehunnie, now let's go!"
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Baekhyun and Chanyeol were in the Sanrio shop looking for a present for Youngdae, Chen and Xiumin had decided to have them round for Christmas, Kris wasn't going though, he said he wants to be with Tao, Baekhyun almost died at the cuteness
Did Chanyeol say that they were getting a present for Youngdae? Yeah, Baekhyun bought practically the whole store for himself, including new dine ware for their apartment
They strolled along the busy streets of the city, they had to get back soon, Victoria's party started soon, but first they were going to see Tao
Chanyeol didn't expect all of them to be there, including Lay, Suho and Youngdae
And what Chanyeol really didn't expect was seeing Tao in a suit
"Wait.. What's happening?" Chanyeol asked confused, but he was smiling because the look on Tao's face was radiant
"They let me go for the Christmas break!" Tao chuckled happily, Kris looked like he'd died and gone to heaven, Chanyeol could see him undressing the poor boy with his eyes
He shuddered and turned away
"Chen Chen!" Chanyeol called waving to Chen, whom which pointed at Youngdae in his arms jumping giddily
"Yeollie! He called me Appa!!!" Chen then smirked evilly "He calls Min Umma! Oh yes I officially wear the pants!"
"Shut up!" Minseok slapped his boyfriend
"Yah! Umma, I have a baby in my arms you pabo!"
Minseok rolled his eyes taking Youngdae from him "C'mon we better go, see you all at six, Suho?"
Before Suho could answer Lay cut in "Actually Xiumin, he's coming with me okay?"
Minseok watched Suho's face go red with embarrassment and delight "Okay, are you coming home with us?"
"Uh yeah" Suho deadpanned
"So blunt!" Chen said smiling "Come on Min, I need to do my hair!"
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Suho carefully slid into Lay's car and sat down gingerly
"Joonmyun, tell me"
Wow, I didn't expect that Suho thought as the car started moving along the motorway
"Tell you what?"
"You know what I'm talking about"
"No..."
Lay sighed and turned to face his best friend "Joonmyun, I've know you for ages, I'm your best friend, you can't lie to me"
You can't even see that I love you
"It's nothing, I've just been really tired, and busy"
"Bull"
Suho winced a little he was about to spill his whole guts out
Just screw it
What difference would it make anyway
Tell him
You have too
Nope his phone rung I'm safe
Thank ing god
Lay groaned and looked at Suho seriously "This isn't over"
"Victoria? What is it?"
Not her again
"I would help... But I can't, look I'm with Suho right now okay? It's kind of important, bye"
He chose me
Lay hung up "Suho please, what's wrong?"
"Nothing" Suho smiled widely
"Stop lying, I hate seeing you like this"
You can't fix it, it's too late
You're too late
You can't see it
"You can't help me" Suho yelled bitterly "You can't, you think you can but you can't! You don't even know"
Lay looked pained "Why? Why don't I know? Why can't I see?"
Suho snorted "God knows it's in plain sight"
They stayed silent for the rest of the drive to the party venue Suho just looked out the window
I'm sorry
But you don't choose who you fall in love with
Just because I don't get my happy ending
Doesn't mean you shouldn't
If you love something let it go, if it returns to you, it's yours but if it doesn't it was never yours to begin with
You were never mine to keep
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"I can't take this !" Sehun groaned, he was in the bathroom with a drunk, crying Suho
Now Sehun could take drunk people
But there was one thing he couldn't take
Crying
Also he was with Chen, Chen hated crying
"Oh my god Suho!" Chen shouted when he vomited into the toilet for the second time "You really need to control your alcohol!"
"Help me" Suho whispered hopelessly tears streaming "Lay, please, I want to see him"
"Hyung, you're drunk" Chen stated adamantly not budging, Sehun just watched Suho's face in horror as the tears kept coming
"I don't care"
"Alright, alright, Sehun go get Yixing"
"Don't have to ask me twice!" Sehun ran out of the bathroom of the flash restaurant
Sehun nervously walked up to Yixing tapping him lightly on the back
"Sehun? What's up?" Lay asked happily sipping on a glass of some expensive champagne, Sehun really wouldn't mind a whole bottle of that now
"We have a tiny situation..." Sehun squeaked
"What's wrong?"
"Uh... Suho... Hyung... He's in a bit of a state right now... He wants to see you"
Lay almost spat his champagne back into his glass he looked at Sehun seriously
"He's drunk again..."
A/N
Right actually cannot be bothered finishing this right now
So I'll give you half
I know it's ...
Waaaaahhhhh
Has mental breakdown
Hopefully my writing turns to normal after this... -.-
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