confession of a DBSK Girl: Lesson 101... how it's like to be 'THE GIRL'

BY FATE

 

 

 

 

 

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“Hyung will kill me for this.” Yoochun whispered to his wife, both of them where busy peeking at the new couple and Rei Mi has that scary smile on her lips, making her husband very nervous.

“I’ll do it myself if you don't want to.”

“This is insane.” He sighed. He knew that his chance of winning against his wife was little.

She looked at her husband disapprovingly. She knew that he will never do anything against Jaejoong’s will but she had to do it. “You know that it’s not right for her to stay here.”

“You will hurt your Oppa if you do that.”

“You’re making it sound like I’m breaking them up. I’m just protecting Mi Young.”

“Protecting her from what?”  His eyes were questioning her. He didn’t like the idea of protecting Mi Young.

“From Oppa.” She smiled and pinched his cheeks. “You are so cute Yoo-chi.”

“Now you make it sounds like your Oppa is a monster.” He tried to hide his smile with what she did but failed.

“I didn’t say that.” She looked walked away and went straight t the kitchen, leaving her husband and the new couple behind.

“Hyung will not allow you. They just got together and they went through hell.” Yoochun followed and opened the fridge to get some water.

“Let’s give them more time. Let’s wait for Saki and we’ll do it.”

“Your idea scares me.”

Rei laughed. Actually, the idea made her so excited. Jaejoong will surely turned into a lion once the plan was executed but who cares? If he wants that relationship to continue, he has to abide with rules, rules that he made himself.

 

 Meanwhile, upstairs, the ‘new couple’ was sitting beside each other, holding hands. Mi Young was blushing madly while Jaejoong’s smile was perpetual. It was like he will never smile again.

No one spoke. Heart beats and occasional sighs filled the room. Jaejoong was so happy and swore he could stay that way forever. He was loving and enjoying the feeling. The feeling was so new to him. He never felt that happy and contented. Changmin was still mad at him, he knew it but that time, he didn’t care. In fact, he didn’t care about anything outside that room. He was floating on clouds. He never felt like that before. The feeling was so powerful and overwhelming that he felt his heart was about to explode. He had never been so happy.

He stayed that way and looked around her room and made a mental note to arrange that room to make her more comfortable. It was like déjà vu.  Rei Mi once stayed there and when Jaejoong accepted her, he also did everything he can just to make her feel comfortable. And he was doing the same but that time, for Mi Young. And he will be more than willing to give her everything, even the world.

He looked around that room to get some ideas when he accidently caught a glimpse of a picture slightly peeking under her pillow. He frowned and reached for it without letting her hand go.

His frown turned into a scowl when he recognized the picture. It was Shim Changmin. He didn’t know that Mi Young was keeping such thing and he suddenly looked at her with a hurt expression.

“W…what?” Mi Young asked, still blushing.

“What is this doing here?” He waved the picture in front of her with a puckered brow.  The picture of Changmin was the last thing he wanted to see that moment.

“Ah.” She smiled upon seeing it which added lines to his already crumpled forehead. “It’s Changmin’s”

“I know.” He said.

“He’s my friend.”

“So you keep all your friends’ pictures…under your pillow?”

“Jaejoong-ah. It’s there even before we… before we…” oh damn she stuttered trying to defend herself.

“Even before what..?”

She looked down and chose not to answer his question. He was provoking her but she will not fall for it.

“Just give it to me.” She whispered, trying to reach for it but Jaejoong quickly threw it on the floor, away from them.

“Jaejoong!” her eyes widened in disbelief. Changmin was her bias and he will not allow anyone to throw that picture that we worked really hard for just to have. She will not allow anyone even if it’s her… guy to take that picture away from her? She forcedly pulled her hand away and kneeled on the floor, picking the picture up like it was a delicate crystal.

“Yah…” She looked at him and saw the hurtful stares. She suddenly felt guilty.  “You said-“

“I said I love you.” she sighed. “But Changmin is my friend and it will never change. He holds a special place in my heart.” She admitted and that really made the man uncomfortable.

“I don't want to share.” He said, trying to get her hand back.

“You are not sharing. I said Changmin is my friend.” She took his hand and once again sat beside him. Jaejoong rested his head on her shoulders and Mi Young tensed. She was still not used to it and knowing Jaejoong? Gosh. The guys beside her whose head was comfortably resting on her shoulder once wished to kick her out. And there he was, fallen, hard.

“What are we now.” She heard him asked. What will her answer be? Or how will she answer that difficult question? She didn’t want to assume anything until the last minute. She wanted it to come out straight form his mouth. It will be more acceptable that way.

“You tell me. You stopped me from leaving. What are we know?”

“You are now my girl.” He leaned forward and looked into her face, memorizing her features. “And I’m yours.”

“Seriously?” her eyes sparkled and Jaejoong couldn’t help but laugh at her cuteness.  “Mine alone?”

“If you promise to get rid of that picture...”

She pouted. She didn’t want to but if she wanted Jaejoong to be hers alone, she had to choose. And of course, Jaejoong won landslide but never admiited it. SHe still wanted to be asked.

 She smiled and Jaejoong leaned closer, making her breathe unevenly. Gosh, his presence was undeniably great and melting. She wondered how she will survive his stares without her legs wobbling.

She knew that he will going to kiss her because their lips where just a breath away and couldn’t help but to feel excited about it but….. Some creatures stormed inside the room out of nowhere and they were called… Jaejoong’s sisters.

 

“Okay!” Saki clapped and smiled with Rei beside her. “Enough of this mushiness.”

Jajeoong glared at them and wanted to squeeze the life out of them but he had to stop himself.

“What do you want?” he hissed.

“Mi Young’s contract is officially over now right?”

“So? His eyes furrowed, clueless of what his sister were planning. But one thing was for sure, the plan is evil.

“So… she don't need to work for us. Mr. Lee will come back soon and Mi Yougn needs to pack her belongings so Oppa, you need to get the hell out of here.” Saki smiled but stopping herself for laughing. Jaejoong was so thunderstricken that he couldn’t reply fast.

“Mi Young, hurry. My husband's car is ready so you need to leave this house as soon as possible.“ Said Rei with a smile.

Mi Young was also dumbfounded. The two girls seemed so happy about the termination of her contract and that made her gloomy.

“Alright.” She forced a smile and the sisters winked at each other.

“Wait a minute. Mi Young is not going anywhere. The last time I check her contract will end in three days not now.” He was starting to panic and the two girls were loving it… but they had to keep a bland expression.

“I heard that Mi Young cancelled it a while ago and it is written on it that once the employer did something horrific, the employee has the right to cancel her contract which what Mi Young did.” Explained Rei while Saki nodded in agreement.

“Mi Young?” Jaejoong looked at his girlfriend disaaporvingly.

“What?” she replied with the same dreadful expression.

“Hurry Mi Young.” Yoochun batted in and Jajeoong immediately gave him the I’ll-kill-you-later-look.

He coughed and tried to ignore his hyung. “Don't worry hyung, Mi Young will not go back to Jeju.Someone hired her.”

That gave Jajeoong a temporary relief. “Who?”  A ghastly question followed that was answered with the same direness.

“Changmin.” Yoochun laughed and once again, hell was set loose. Jaejoong almost had a heart attack judging from his expression. Yoochun couldn’t help but smile. The girls were playing hard on their brother. But he couldn’t blame them though, a part of him also wanted to see how Jaejoong will react.

“Chill man. Mi Young will be working for us.”

“No!”

“Oppa!” It was Rei. “The contract is over so whether you like it or not, you will like it! Dealing with a stubborn lovesick brother is the last thing I want to deal with.”

“True.” Saki nodded.

“What?” Jaejoong couldn’t believe every single word that came out from Rei’s mouth. “Why don't we ask Mi Young first and let her decide?”

“Oppa, will you accept whatever her decision will be?” she challenged with a signature smirk.

“Yes!” He nodded.

“I doubt it.” Saki yawned and that unleash another round of hell from Jae.

“Sakura!” he yelled.

“Oppa, let me remind you that you actually forced her to be your girl despite the fact that she wanted to go.” Rei explained, trying to give some light to the cloudy mind of her brother but it seemed like it was failing.

“Right.” Saki again.

“And it’s not right for her to stay here anymore even if her contract is still on the process of fulfillment.“(eh?)

“And why is that?” he raised and eye brow and crossed his arms.

Rei purposely heaved a heavy sigh before dropping the unexpected bomb. “…Simply because you’re a ert.”

“Bwoh!” Jaejoong’s eyes widened and Yoochun burst into laughter.  Even Mi Young suddenly went into a full stop and blushed madly after her words registered on her. Only Rei can do that.

“So true!” Again, intentionally pissing her brother, Saki agreed to every thing Rei said, without smiling of course.

“Hey you two, will you stop this craziness before I kick you out of this house.”

“You can’t do that.” Rei.

“I can.”

“Oh Mi Young. Look, your boyfriend is kicking his sisters out of the house, so not gentle right? Will you still love her in spite of his callous attitude?”

“Callous?” Both Yoochun and Jaejoong exclaimed.

“Princess, can you at least use a less harsh word.” Her husband whispered afterwards. He could tell that Jaejoong was fuming and it could get worst any moment. He perfectly know how his hyung would like to release his anger and the thought of releasing it really distract him.

Mi Young secretly giggled upon hearing the word ’boyfriend’. Everything was so good to be true and if it was a dream, she wished not to wake her up. She also knew that his sisters were only playing on him but he seemed to take all seriously.

“Then tell me what word would perfectly describe my brother’s attitude? We are just trying to protect Mi Young here. Changmin Oppa is still mad with what happened and if he learns that Mi Young still stay here with Oppa, what would you think his reaction be? I don't even want to imagine it.”

“I understand but you are making it too hard for hyung. Cant we not wait until Mr. Lee arrives? One more thing, I don't think we really need a helper.” Yoochun exchange glances between Jae and his wife.

“Of course we do.” Rei smiled. “I want a new baby so need to start making one. YooMi needs a nanny."

“Bwoh?” Stunned, Jaejoong shoot some deadly glares to his brother-in-law. He was such a bad influence.

But Yoochun didn’t seem to mind instead he instantly turned giddy and said…

“Hurry Mi Young. Our house is waiting for you.” …Without trying to hide the excitement.

“You are crazy!” Jaejoong finally shot everyone up. “If you want Mi Young to work with fine but expect me to bug you everyday and I’m sure that baby making craziness will be impossible.”

“Oh come on hyung? Since when did you become this kill joy?” Yoochun protested.

“Ever since you decided to marry Mimi.” It was Saki.

Rei smiled evilly. It’s time to lay the cards straight. Oh she was seriously itching for it.

“Sure Oppa. But since I’m her new boss and she’ll be working at our house, I get to set the rules. And rule no. 1 is visits are only allowed once a week at a limited time.”

“…Very limited time.” Saki emphasized.

“You are kidding me right?” Jaejoong chuckled, trying to sink the information or maybe convincing himself that his sisters were only playing some pranks on him. But he was sent back to his trance when Mi Young finished packing and Yoochun gently guided her to the door.

“Wait!” he panicked. “You can’t just take her away.”

“Oh come on Oppa.” The mermaid smiled. “We just did.”

“No! Who will cook breakfast for us now? You know that we really need some help and Lee is arriving in three days. Three days Saki! How are we going to survive with that?”

“Oppa, Mi Young is resigning but you make it sound like you lost your hands.”

“Pathetic right?” It was Rei.

“I perfectly know that you know how to cook and if your laziness attack you, take outs will always be an option but Mi Young will not return to us as our maid. Get it? Or you want me to repeat it since you 're brain is not working properly?”

“I get it.” He hissed.

“Very well then.” Again, Rei smiled and clapped her hands excitedly. “Mi Young. Say goodbye to your boyfriend.”

But if Jaejoong and Yoochun think that Rei and Saki were the only ones who have bombs under their sleeves, it was a mistake. Mi Young next words shocked all of them and froze Jaejoong. Yoochun swore he saw his eyes watered upon hearing her statement. And it was…

“He’s not my boyfriend.” She whispered but heck it was too loud for Jaejoong’s ears. Too loud it hurts.

“But…” Saki and Rei looked at each other flabbergasted.

“Y-you hugged me back.. I… I.. thought…” Jaejoong mumbled totally not recovered.

“I didn't say yes.”

Then the two girls smiled evilly, again. Heaven was on their side.

“Oh… so since she’s not your girlfriend yet Oppa, you don't have the right to give us your inner diva attitude just like what you are doing now.”

But Jaejoong ignored Rei and looked at Mi Young with wretchedness and disappointment.

“Is it that’s why you don't want to throw that picture away?” He pointed at the photo lying on the floor.

“Jaejoong-sshi.”

“I don't want to hear it.” He cut her off.

“Don't you think you are too fast?” Mi Young gathered all the courage she can muster that moment and pour them all to the guy in front of her.

“Huh?”

“You owe me a lot you know. You dated me and I looked like a fool. You played a bet on me with the person I thought my friend and now you want me to act as your girlfriend after everything? Don't I get a say here? Mind involving me with your decisions because I think I'm in the middle of it but I was the last to know.”

“Mi Young….”

“Don't Mi Young me! I seriously wanted to beat the crap out of you!”

“Woah!” Yoochun’s eyes widened while the other two girls were so amused as they watched  the bickering couple bickers.

“But….” Jaejoong was lost at words… one thing that seldom happens.

“If you want me to be your girl do it the right way!” she said before heading out the door only to looked back and said….

“I would appreciate it if the visits will only be allowed once a month.”

“Sure!” Rei Mi laughed.

“Oh hell no. I'm sure you’ll regret asking for that Mi Young. You really don't want to see me?”

Mi Young looked at him intently and smirked.

“You want me to answer that?”

 

Jaejoong’s match was finally born.

 

 

That day went so fast for Mi Young and the rest. Rei and Saki were successful on despising and pissing their brother off. The couple gave Mi Young the guess room and she will be working as YooMi’s nanny since Rei takes care of the house. It was also a great opportunity since she can tutor her after school. Mi Young was happy as well as everyone… well except for Jaejoong.

Also that day, Rei invited a special girl to join them. Since Mi Young is Jaejoong’s girlfriend (well until she says yes), it was just right to know the basics….

 

The basics of being a DBSK girl.

 

The doorbell finally rang and Saki excitedly opened it. She almost screamed when she saw their friend who just arrived from overseas so the timing was just right. Mi Young, who was shyly sitting with Rei in the living room bowed as Saki introduced the girl with curly long locks and was about her height and  possessed a bright smile. She was beautiful and her tanned skin complimented her pretty face, only that her eyes were shadowed by her thick black rimmed glasses, shouting that she was genius.  Well… actually she’s a genius.

“Mi Young, I want you to meet Jaemi. She’s Yunho Oppa’s girlfriend.”

And Mi Young’s jaw dropped on the floor. So she was the girl Yunho risked his life for. The girl that made the leader fell on his knees and begged like a dog. Well… he can’t blame Yunho… Jaemi was a good catch minus the glasses.

“Nice meeting you Jaemi-sshi.” To her surprise, Jaemi hugged and squeezed her so tight like they knew each other for a long time. She smiled. Everyone was friendly to her and she loved it.

“No, nice to meet you Mi Young.” Jaemi started with her famous accent, making it obvious that she wasn’t from Seoul or to any part of Korea. “I heard a lot from you. Trust me Saki told me a lot.” She flashed her bright smile.

Rei and Saki laughed. Who would imagine that Saki and Jaemi were once enemies because of Yunho? And now, there were the best of friends.

“So shall we start the lesson?”

Mi Young was left dumbfounded. She didn’t have a clue of what they were talking about but she listened anyway as they said it was important… it was how to stay alive while being with their guy.

 

“Once you said yes Mi Young, you will surely gain half a million haters. “ Jaemi said seriously and the two just nodded.

“And w-why would they h-hate me?” the thought was scary… one hater is scary enough, half a million? She might just jump on Han River.

“Because you have the love of their life, the apple of their eyes, the icing of their cakes. DBSK's resident Prince.”

“Eh?” Mi Young frowned not getting the idea.

“You have Kim Jaejoong period. Maybe you still haven’t realized his worth and who he really is. One picture of you with him can ignite the flaming anger inside the fans' heart and world war will surely start so you really have to be careful.”

“Yeah… we all have been there. We fell for them even before learning that they are actually famous and then finally, when we were on our knees, we realized that half of the world’s population was after them and wants us dead.” It was Saki.

She squirmed. Uncomfortable with what she just heard. “That bad?”

“Worst.“ Rei batted in. “One simple trip to the market can cost your life. I was once hit by a flying apple out of nowhere when a sasaengs published a photo of me and Yoochun dating. And believe me, it was anything but nice.”

“Seriously?”

“I almost got hit by a car because one girl was so crazy about Yunho right? But unfortunately Yunho shielded his self for me. Crazy bastard but I love him more because of that.” Jaemi couldn’t help but giggle at Yunho’s heroic act. “And Kim Jaejoong is after you so you better be careful. I hate to say this but he's bad news."

Everyone saw the fear on her eyes and softly smiled. They were actually seeing there selves on her. It wasn’t easy being a DBSK girl. They have to deal everything with a fight in order to protect themselves and their guys. Hard as it may seems and sound but it was worthy. DBSK are showering them unimaginable love more then they could ask for. So they were happy.

“Don't worry.” Rei took Mi Young’s shaking hands and smiled. “We are here to guide you step by step and to be with you all the time once you decided to give that sweet yes to my brother. The ride won’t be easy as it looks but just go with the flow and I’m sure everything will work out fine. You cannot trust the world but trust the guys and happiness will surely come.” She said the two nodded din agreement.

“But… what will happen to Jaejoong if… if…” she couldn’t continue for the thoughts playing inside her brain were too morbid to be put into words.

But of course, the three understood.

“Some fans will hate him but I doubt if they will hurt him. You see, not all fans are cruel. Most of them understand and once they see that their bias is happy with the one he is with, they will surely shower you their support and love. They even give gifts during your birthdays and greet you on the street. Not all fans are dangerous.” Jaemi said.

“But what’s important is that at the end of the day, you know that his heart belongs only to you and to you alone. Nothing beats the feeling of being in love Mi Young. I know you know it. Heaven right?” Saki giggled as well as Mi Young. “So be ready to face hell when you say yes to the most valuable creature in the kpop world.”

“He’s that big?” Mi Young asked.

Saki can’t help but laughed. Remembering the time when she finally realized that her Junsu was that popular. “Yup yup.”

“And aside from fans, you should also have to understand their work. The dreaded word ‘schedule’ is no.2 to our enemy list.”

“S-schedule?”

“Ah huh.”  Nodded Jaemi.

“DBSK usually tours the world and that can last from 6 months to one year.”

“Seriously? You mean they were not with you all the time? How could that be?” asked Mi Young. Wow… it was really hard being a DBSK girl. She wasn’t one yet but she can feel what it feels like one.

“Oh Yeah.” Said Jaemi. “Being away from them is the hardest. Sometimes phone calls are not enough but as their girlfriend, you are expected to understand them to the full extent. We have to remember that they also feel the same.”

“Is it really hard?”

“It will test you tonight since it will be your first time here. If you really love Jaejoong Oppa, you will surely feel what we are talking about.” Rei said.

Mi Young sighed. Can she tell them that she was already missing Jaejoong and she badly wanted to tear up because she wasn’t by her side or they were not in the same house?  Homesickness struck her but gladly, the three girls were there to help. Jaemi and Saki were forced by Rei to stay there for the night. A pajama party was cooking and she once again felt sad, that means Jaejoong will be alone in that huge house of his. Oh dear… she was starting to regret her decision. She was losing hope but then Jaemi reminded her of something.

“Remember Mi Young, no matter how we miss them, we still have to show that they should be the one running after us. Especially in your case, show Jaejoong Oppa who is the real boss.” Jaemi winked and smiled.

“I would have to agree.” Saki seconded and Rei nodded in agreement.

"Now let me introduce you to YooSu and YunJae."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Sorry for updating super late… I read BY HOOK’s comments and I was shocked!!! I never thought that I actually did update everyday… oh my gosh I miss that time... but guess what, next chapter is half way done and hopefully it will be posted tomorrow and it’s title is CHANGMIN’S POV….

 

 

And wow… Naomi hasn’t come back yet but you want to throw her out…..

 

And here are my replies….

 

@starrylove oh glad you like it I thought Jaejoong was super duper mega ultra mushy ;p You’ll hate me with the next chapter.

@xtinamaria me too…. Super cheesy no? hay Jaejoong…. You are the death of me talaga…

@mieyLa Here it is my dear…. Ayan ah!!!

@ChunNong12 they kissed three times? Oh I lost count I thought it was only two… I think I need to read back this fic…. ^^

@HurricaneVenusx3 hi there… who’s evil? I have three on my list now… can you guess who they are? ^^

@candyandreas wow… if Naomi can read your comments, she will surely think twice about returning to Korea… haha…

@rheukkie oh hi there… miss you and college? Oh dear… been there done that… ^^

@Alzina I hope you’ll like this chapter. I really had a hard time writing this one… I really want Jaejoong’s sisters to torment them without looking bad….  ^^ next Changmin will be for Changmin and only him… goodluck to me…

@liL_bBy_G oh yah poor Minnie.. did I go overboard? You are right… lots of drama coming….

@lovkajaebling2 oh… one thing I can promise is that there will be lots of drama… haha… Naomi is still in US and you all want her out? Lol….

 

 

 

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seominpark
#1
is there a sequel?
ElfCassieYenJi #2
Chapter 55: wahh done again... so lovely..
yunjae78 #3
Chapter 49: U are bad!! I cried so much!! But i'm glad that he didnt die:)
calendaroflove #4
i thought that was barbie!
nuestlover3699
#5
:o I FINISHED READING. :o good story. REALLY.
ElfCassieYenJi #6
whahaha im done reading it... i really love this.. got addicted to your fics .!!! L(
ElfCassieYenJi #7
i really want to shout coz of the frsutration when i read the "The end " on chappy 49... yah.. you scared me to death >.<
koreankendi #8
Omo!!!
I feel sorry for jiwon and tge cops that died because f her. :(


BUT GOOOOOSH!
MOST SATISFYING ENDING EEEEVVVEEEER!!!!! ^_^

Good job mrs. Park aka mare!!! ^_^
i really love your story.
Thanks so much for making it!

Ps: yunbee naaaa!
Alzina #9
OH GOD...OH GOD...
WHAT CAN I SAY?!?!? plz, I don't know what to write her..honestly...
first of all, I feel bad for those cops who accompanied that witch who got what she deserved...RIGHTFULLY...huh!

man o man..i LOVE the ending...it was awesome! you completely nailed it with the dolphin's wedding..i didn't expect that one coming...

it was so funny! the constant bickers cracked me up for good...hahahahahahahaha

anyway chingu, AWESOME ENDING TO ONE OF THE BEST STORIES AROUND...a commendable effort...job well done! now looking forward to Yunho's story...hehe! Leader-sshi's turn now... :D

SO SO SO SORRY for commenting late. I read it once and then again read it again now...been busy this week...

see u around :D
xtinamaria
#10
just re-read the whole story and found this >>
@xtinamaria oh my gosh.. don't think anything erted!!!! You have a wild imagination I gotta say… it’s not what you think it was.

guess i was right afterall! hahahahhaha me and my erted mind. LOL