Chapter five: Rainy day

I walk around the expensive looking streets, the good quality clothing and just everything around me. I can’t believe I can actually afford all this now. Some of the clothes here look so warm, I want to buy just about everything!

I try on a couple of garments. I think I should buy this winter coat, it’s stylish, warm, and just about perfect for winter. I walk over to the cashier, ‘Thanks, that’ll be 2 million won.’ I place my hand in my pocket.

Nothing.

In my other pocket.

Still nothing. Right. I wasn’t even given money nor a credit card of some sort. ‘Um… I’m sorry, I’ll just put this back.’ I say. I’m so embarrassing. I don’t have a phone either, and even if I do, I don’t know anyone’s phone number.

I never had any friends.

Actually I used to, not for long though. I used to always work, I worked my of all the time and was always stressed out. It was hard for me not to talk to people without a boring, negative attitude. The group of friends I used to have always went out and had fun, talking about their day and just about everything that happens in their life, then slowly I became excluded. Until he actually came, not that I really liked him.

Before- three years ago _____________________________________________________________________________

‘Eh, during his period of time, I’ve been wondering, why are you always at home?’ Jaejoon asks, while lying on the couch like a lazy potato.

‘Is there a problem with always staying here at home?’ I ask, wiping the dinner table, before heading over to wash the dishes.

‘Well, apart from running the shop and staying at home, you pretty much have nowhere else to go. Don’t you get invited to anything?

‘I don’t have friends okay.’

‘Oh, I see you’re a friggin loner. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.’ He laughs, holding onto his stomach.

‘Yeah, whatever you say, don’t hang out with loners like me, you can just leave the house if you want to kay?’

‘It’s fun being here! So I guess I know more about you now. You’re a , and a lonely . Lul.’

‘You’re the homeless gay head for even wanting to live in this ugly, small house with me.’

‘I can accompany you babe.’

‘I don’t really need anyone to accompany me, I don’t need friends.’

‘Yeah, you don’t need friends, all you need is me. Han Jaejoon, your y boyfriend.’

‘y my . You and I have no relationship what so ever, and it will NEVER be possible.’

‘True dat babeh, even if you are the last female standing on Earth, I still wouldn’t want to make love with you. I’d rather marry a rock.’

‘Same, you’re the most disgusting cheapass living under my roof.’

‘And you’re the biggest for letting a man into your house.’

‘You’re the most feminine man I know.’

‘You obviously don’t know many guys.’

Which is true. I don’t know many people, but judging from the people walking on the streets, he’s pretty much the most feminine one.

‘Well if I’m such a for letting you live here, the exit is strongly recommended.’

‘You can be my .’

‘Eew.’ I reply, continuing to wash the dishes. Although I really don’t like this guy at all, there’s one good thing about him. He hasn’t excluded me in anything yet, and I guess for once I’m not as lonely. Not that I really give a , I still hate him and want him to leave, of course.

Now- three years later__________________