You hoped school would be a distraction from all your thoughts about last night’s incident , well it failed . Not even school and teacher’s lectures would pull you out of your packed mind , it’s not like you expected it to success too . It’s uncountable how many times the teachers have scold you for not paying attention in class . You were too bothered about last night , the incident between you and Kris . You rested your chin on your hand , and looked at no where just dazing away again . While letting out another sigh .

Last night was crazy , nothing you would expected from Kris . His cold stare , his furious glare , his tight grip , his loud yell was nothing like you expected in a relationship . The way he grip on you was tight and secure , a part of you is telling you he doesn’t want to let you go , and now you’re having a hard time figuring if it’s a lie or not . While you looked straight Kris’s expression from last night lingered in your head making goosebumps on your arm , his cold yet loud tone was still lingering in your ears . Even if you knew he only wanted explanation , his approach wasn’t helpful at all . You have never expected a yell from Kris , as your boyfriend . Or maybe it’s  a sign you should lower your expectation .

But still you knew your approach to him was totally wrong and off course . You yourself never expected a yell to come out from you , maybe if you hadn’t yell everything would be better . But still maybe if he gave you a text message , you wouldn’t be that worried and you wouldn’t yell . Maybe if you hadn’t tapped him on the back , maybe if he hadn’t noticed the mark . Maybe if he hadn’t yell back , you would be smiling like you normally would .

Maybe is all you could thought of , hoping to take back all your wrongs and start again in a good track . Thinking you could change the past when you already know it’s impossible . The past is the past , what matters is the present and future . But still , the past determines the present and future . You just couldn’t help but think about the past , hoping to change it all . Taking back all your mistakes so what is going on now would be better . You tilted your head slightly while missing his soft touch ,his smile that made you fall for him .

“Jang jihyun !” You snapped back to reality as you noticed the whole class now staring at you , sharing whispers to each other , snickering about you . The teacher in the front , shot you a glare before finally clearing to gain the attention of the class . Some students smirked and giggled seeing you being scolded , the 4^th time . Probably you should be in detention after class , but the teacher is being nice . You sighed and fixed your sitting position so you could pay attention to the teacher .

Finally the bell rang signaling school’s over for today . You packed your books and stuff them into your bag . Waiting for the whole class to go out first , you sit on your chair just staring blankly . Thinking where Kris would be now , or what he was thinking about . Is he feeling guilty like you or maybe , he hated you . Whatever he thought about , you grab your bag and stepped out of the empty class alone . You looked around searching for Kris or his friends , no luck . Letting out a heavy sigh you took heavy steps towards your locker in silent .

You open your locker door and put your books tidily , again the thoughts of Kris hit you . Your head felt dizzy and your chest tighten , it would happen when you were thinking about Kris . Until now you had no idea how to shove away that feelings or thought . Kris is like drug to you , it maybe to early to say that but it’s true . Everytime you think about him , your body would feel weird . It’s like he’s your personal drug and poison . A small smile formed on your face as you remembered the kiss you shared with him , that electric feelings , you missed it . You want it , you need it . You shook your head slightly and turned around just to see Kris followed by Xiumin and Baekhyun walking towards you . More like walking across the hall. Fangirls were following him from behind , squealing and whispering to each other , admiring Kris .You always knew Kris had fangirls and of course he would , he’s the absolute type of guy that would have fangirls. That perfect features , now he’s yours so you felt normal . Although you could feel a small jealousy in your heart , you managed to shove it away .

Slowly he walked nearer to you , instead on being happy or smiling to your boyfriend . You acted normal , like he was no one to you , you walked pass him without looking at him . Putting your best effort on the act . You looked straight , far from his eyes which was taking glance at you as you pass by him . You felt his cold aura brushing against you , his eyes glanced at you checking if you’re okay . He was relieved to find out you were okay , the red mark on your wrist was gone , your red eyes were gone . He sighed in relieved and walk away , putting back on his poker face . You felt his aura and an urge in you wanting that moment to last longer . But instead you kept on walking straight , finishing your act .

He walked further away from you , and somehow you missed that cold aura that just brushed against you . You missed his everything . You needed his attention , his affection . You needed him . His kiss , hug , words , just everything . You let out a sigh as you head out to the lobby to go back home .

Then you realized , there is a way to get it back . But this time you’re the one who should make the first move . A smile plastered on your face as you walked back to the mansion , knowing what to do .

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Kris is already back in the mansion , he drag his legs up the stairs to his room so he could rest . Slowly pushing his door he drag his body into the room . His room’s scent immediately hit him , giving him a temptation to sleep the day away . He took off his tie and ed a few buttons before letting out a sigh . He missed you , he missed your presences . he missed everything about you , even if he knew there’s a possibility he’ll never get it back after last night’s incident . He also know thinking negative thought would not get him anywhere near you .

He threw himself onto his couch and sighed , looking up at the ceiling feeling tired . Apparently the sleep last night wasn’t enough to shove away his tiredness and stress . After regaining back his sense , snapping back into reality and he grab his ipad to check his emails . He let out a groan as he open his emails ,all of them about the company and business , all crap from his parents. No matter what he has responsibility .One by one he checked those emails , hoping it would distract him from the thoughts of you . As he was so busy with those emails , he heard his bedroom door being opened .

There you were walking slowly , stepping into the room with a smile on your face . Checking Kris’s situation , he noticed your presence but decided to ignore you , playing it cool  . You shyly walk closer to him , noticing he was busy you pouted . You don’t want to disturb him it’s probably the only moment you had to talk to him . Letting go all your worries you walked closer to him until you were infront of him , facing him who was busy with his ipad . You smiled cheekily at him , trying to get his attention .

“Kris ?” You softly asked , trying your best on controlling your feelings . He rolled his eyes and look at you with his cold eyes . Slightly glaring at you and making you rather flinched .

“I’m going to make it fast .i’m sorry about last night , I was really unsensitive with you . I knew you were tired and I made it worse , so I’m sorry . I didn’t mean to yell at you , I was just worried . so…yup . I’m sorry ?” You muttered every word while looking away , playing with your fingers . Your heart was racing like crazy . It’s the effect you felt everytime you were with Kris , and you liked it , you liked the sensation . Even if he’s angry , you couldn’t deny those feelings you felt everytime he’s near you . You were addicted to it .

Instead on replying you with words his hand crawled onto your arm , pulling it softly . As he pulled you , you leaned forward just waiting for his reaction , closer to him. Slowly your face gradually got closer to his , and now your face is inches from his . You realized what he was trying to do and immediately your cheeks burned red , as his nose touched yours . You gulped as you felt your heartbeat kept on racing , in any second you knew your heart could jump out of your chest . Your eyes were set on his lips , that small y lips . He was leaning his head forward as his hand crawled up to your face , cupping your face and controlling your face’s movements . Putting you in his control . More like in an unfavorable position .

Before you could say a thing to stop him , he pressed his lips onto yours and that moment electricity run to your body . That adrenalin rush , that sweet sensation that made you has returned . Nothing could stop that sensation , nothing . Everything stopped , it’s like you and kris are the only peoples left in the world , nothing mattered anymore as you were with him . he was all you needed , and now you had him , what more could you ask for . He’s your everything , and you were his everything . His lips on yours on tell everything that nothing mattered as long as you’re his and he’s yours . His feelings ignited , and he felt alive once again . Your hand crawled onto his shoulder letting him take control of the kiss . You were in need of air , but no way you were letting go of the kiss . It was too good .

As he was in control he pulled you closer , deepening the kiss , making thousands of butterflies flying wildly in your stomach . You shut your eyes tight , letting every part of you feel the sensation . Your mind was spinning as he moved his lips putting himself in a better position . Of course you kissed him back .Catching all that good feelings he gave you , just the fact that his lips was on yours made you dizzy .

Kris stood up and slip one hand around your petite waist , while another hand cupped your face to get a better control in the kiss . You were gasping for air but he didn’t let go of the kiss , and you didn’t too . Electricity charged your whole body as he pulled you closer against his body . And now the normal kiss turned into a heated kiss . His lips toyed yours , everytime he moved to get a better position you would flinched from the good sensation you felt . having his lips moving on yours is just too good to be true . Of course you were addicted to it , it was easy to tell that his lips missed yours .

After a brief moment , he finally removed his lips off yours and letting you breathe . Gasping for air , you gave him a look more like a glare . He stood there , also gasping for air with a smirk plastered on his perfect face .

But again before your words could stop him he pulled you closer giving you a small peck on the lips and smiled warmly . More like ily . Your heart raced , pushing against your chest , threatening to jump out . You hugged him back and smiled , knowing all the problems between you and Kris has been solved . By a kiss , well at least it’s better that you expected .You wrapped your arms around his broad shoulder while his arms wrapped securely around your small waist. You didn’t hesitate to give him a peck on the lips , making him shock and looking at you in confused . He was rather astonished at your action , and he liked it. Instead on saying anything you stuck your tongue out , doing a mehrong and smiled like an idiot while staring at his beautiful face .

“thanks” he whispered with a husky yet y voice which sent shivers down to your spine . You nod quietly and smiled warmly . he pressed his forehead against yours , securing you in his safe arms .

“YOU TWO ARE DATING !?!?!?!? “

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