CH 058
Seaside Bay High!Sojin's pov
I could tell there was something wrong with Xero and his friends. I just accepted and walked to classes. Tonight... tonight I would stay at Uji's home. I'm a bit annoyed of it. I didn't feel like staying outside. Actually I should have stayed home... studying for the final exams. But I packed my things at these moment and sighed. My mother came in "You'll stay outside? Xero's home?" I shook my head in response "Uji's" "You two made up?" I shrugged lightly. I grabbed my phone and just left through doors.
Slowly I headed through the park. Xero didn't message me in a while. I dialed his number, but Xero didn't take it. I walked over a sports ground, at first I ignored it, but then I saw some people playing on it. I could recognize Jenissi so I stopped. Then I saw A-Tom, Hansol, Bjoo.. and Xero. I smiled wide and walked over. "Xero" I called. Xero glanced at me but then, ignored. I frowned lightly and waved to his friends. They saw me but no expression either. I turned and walked a few steps but then I decided to take seat onto the ground in front of the sports ground just next to their bags. They kept on playing soccer when I just rested my arms back using them as support. I sighed. They still not came over. Xero did not. I grabbed my phone.
>What was Xero these last days at school? I'm worrying.. he's barely talking to me. What to do?< I messaged Changjo.
>I don't know. We don't talk much.< his reply.
I frowned lightly and looked back up. I saw Xero and his friends talking so I wondered about what. Suddenly Jenissi pushed Xero into my direction so Xero made his way slowly. Not amused, happy but annoyed? I frowned lightly. Xero sat beside me "What are you doing here?" he started. No greeting, no hug, no kiss. I blinked and shrugged "Actually I was on my way to Uji, but then I saw you guys.. I hoped for a minute with you." I smiled lightly at him, but he didn't gave any nice expression back. I sighed. "Can you just go for now? We could talk later.." Xero said. "Then there will be no later.." I mumbled "Xero.. I tried to talk, call, text or something to you the past days. But you? Are you ignoring me? Why?" I pouted lightly actually mad, upset, sad and so many emotions at the same time. "I don't ignore you excatly. I'm just figuring out what I want." I blinked at his response "Figuring out what you want?" he nodded. I looked to his friends and frowned "I think we should have a real break from each others... what couples do sometimes." Something inside of me broke. I couldn't excatly explain what it was like but my words couldn't come out of my mouth. A break? My frowned changed already to a light shock. "Say something Sojin." Xero said. I shook my head and then looked at his friends before looking to Xero. He looked at me the whole time. "I..I.." I stuttered. What to say? "Xero, you know couples do this to break up?" Xero shook his head. I relaxed my face for a minute and pulled out of my bag an envelope. I held it to him "Please throw it away for me." I put on a clear fake smile. "Ok. We can break up right now, if you want us to." it was hard to held back tears. But no, not crying in front of his friends or him. "Or you have a week to figure out what you want so we can break up then or staying together." All expressions were lost on Xero's face. He just starred at me. "I'm not the girl who takes break from relationship. You want us or you don't. I love you so you got this week. But yes... I'm not waiting like forever." I looked at the envelope and a tear rolled off my cheek. I grabbed it back and wiped the tear away. "I throw it away by myself." I rolled my eyes and smiled wider. I don't know why, but this helped not to cry. Slowly Xero started "What about if I need longer to?" I shrugged lightly "School is only still two months. Afters you are moving ... I'm moving. At least we have time to spend together or to just move on." I rested my head onto my knees looking at Xero. He tried his best as well not to tear up at least. I got up "For this week I think.. we should go formal." so I bowed. "I guess... you don't need
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