Jaejoong followed yoochun's eyes sighed then said :

"whatever it is I am sure we will know in the end somehow "

yoochun nodded then said :

"oh jaejoong you missed amazing things … "

jaejoong smiled and said :

"im sure it was amazing but don’t tell me about it yet … I want to hear all about it when we are out of here "

yoochun nodded in understanding and said with a small smirk:

"so ~~~ how was your talk with risa… ALONE "

This time it was jaejoong who got up and walked to the book shelves while saying :

"nothing much ..we talked about books ..philosophy "

Yoochun sighed and said :

"I noticed you were talking about philosophy …but that was it ?"

jaejoong answered while still looking at the books :

"well that is all the things we had time to talk about before you three came back "

yoochun stood up ,threw his hands up in the air and said :

"why the hell did you two start talking about philosophy in the first place ?"

jaejoong smiled ,patted the books near him then looked back at yoochun and said :

"those caught her attention "

yoochun walked closer to jaejoong and looked at the books then said :

"ah~ all philosophy books "

Then he looked at jaejoong and said :

"I still don’t get it …you had time to talk to risa alone and you two talk about this ??"

jaejoong hummed while touching various books then he said :

"I guess she wanted to know more about yunho "

"yunho??"

"yeah …she asked about his books ..his philosophy …my opinion in both "

yoochun then suddenly remembered that yunho once was jaejoong's closest friend and they must have spent a lot of time together and normally that would mean that jaejoong  was effected by his opinions in life …

yoochun looked at jaejoong who was touching the books with so much tenderness and said :

"and that led to the glass talk ?"

jaejoong nodded and walked further then he turned around suddenly facing yoochun and said :

"yunho is not a bad person you know "

"huh???"

"I …*sigh* ..you know that I was a girl ..yoochun when I turned to a boy I cant say I was not confused …specially when I ended up in the same school and same class as aya …"

Jaejoong paused to take a book ,open it then closing it and putting back in its place he then looked at yoochun and said :

"that time having yunho helped a lot …at the time i was too weak maybe or even too naïve…having someone who experienced so much in this life and sees people the way yunho sees them made me tougher …he made me tougher …I wont say I believe in all things yunho does but more like thanks to him I know that the glass is not only half full but has an empty half …sadly though I don’t know if he got from me that  the glass has a half that is full …but …seeing that he didn’t hurt you and he is actually being patient with risa …maybe some of my thoughts actually reached him …"

yoochun nodded then said after a minute :

"do you …do you still think of yunho as a friend ?"

jaejoong looked at yoochun for a moment then said :

" I do "

It was a short answer but it was enough to shock yoochun …jaejoong seeing the shock on yoochun's face said :

" he did things I know ..but I know this will umm maybe hurt you abit …but if I can forgive aya I can forgive anyone else … like I saw the reason in aya's actions I also see maybe the reason in yunho's actions …he just want to get out of this world whatever it cost him …a thought I cant say is too strange for me ….and I cant also say that if you and risa didn’t exist I wouldn’t have wanted to go with him … or to be more exact I still sometimes feel like this world is too much for me …"

"but yunho ..he is possessive about you …he didn’t just hurt me and you but he is also acting like he owns you "

Jaejoong  had a small sad or maybe lonely smile on his face or atleast that is how yoochun saw it then he said :

"yunho is … he was living for a long time without anyone around him .so maybe having me around him ..understanding him and being his friend made him possessive about me as you put it .."

yoochun bit his lower lip thinking for a moment then said :

"but ….he looks like he think of you as more than just a friend …"

jaejoong lifted his right eyebrow and said :

"you mean ?"

"he means I am in love with you "

yoochun and jaejoong looked at the source of the voice and found yunho and risa …yunho smirked at yoochun and said :

"isn’t that right yoochun kun ?"

yoochun matched yunho's  stare and said :

"exactly "

Jaejoong was about to say something when yunho said :

" I do love him …but how exactly I love him is something I like to keep private ..*looking at jaejoong*…even from jaejoong himself .."

jaejoong looked at yunho staring at him for a while then smirked and said :

"that is only because you yourself don’t know ..isnt that right ?"

yunho smiled a small affectionate smile and said :

"maybe …"

After a minute he looked at yoochun again and said :

"but jaejoong has risa and he loves risa and as for me… I don’t think I know the way of loving an angel like jaejoong the way he deserve to be loved"

jaechun and risa were wearing matching shocked faces though for totally different reasons…

Top coughed softly and everyone looked at him …he bowed and said :

"I was going to bring yoochun kun's orange juice when I noticed everyone is here so I brought the same for everyone is that ok ?"

yoochun snapped out of it and said :

"no I think ..i think we should get back home ..we all tired and we have school and … homework .."

yunho nodded and said :

"top ..take yoochun and risa back to whatever they want to go  and –"

"what about jaejoong ?"

yunho looked at yoochun and said in a serious voice :

"I have something to talk to him about …"

yoochun looked at jaejoong who nodded and said :

"I think I have something to talk to yunho about too "

yoochun nodded and looked at risa who had her head lowered the whole time and said :

"where do you want to go ?"

"lets get back to school …I left my stuff there .."

yoochun nodded while feeling abit worried about the way risa was acting but he brushed it off till they are alone so he can know what happened between her and yunho then he looked at top and said :

"top san ..can you drop us off at the school ?"

Top nodded and signaled for yoochun and risa to get closer and after touching both of their shoulders they disappeared into thin air which left yunho and jaejoong alone in the room ….

jaejoong looked at the books one last look then back at the sofa and said :

"so ?"

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In a blink of an eye yoochun ,risa and top were on the roof top …

"we are in school "

Top said that in his normal polite tone so yoochun said :

"why are we not in the music room ?"

"the room is busy ..i don’t think you can explain to the students in the room how you appeared out of nowhere …and I think you need to think of an excuse for disappearing out of school in the first place .."

yoochun and risa exchanged a look then yoochun smiled a nervous smile while risa smiled a small smile back …yoochun said :

"o-ok ..we will think of something …I don’t think it’s a problem "

The three were surprised with yoochun's cell phone ringing …

Yoochun got his cell phone out of his pocket ,looked at it then at risa then back at it …

"its jaejoong"

Risa looked at the cell phone with interest ..what could have happened ?...they were just there …

yoochun answered the phone saying :

"hi jaejoong …what is it ? ..oh ~ that is right …do you want me to send it with top ??...*looking at top*….ah ok ….dont worry about it …ok see you tomorrow .."

yoochun closed his phone while smiling then sighed in relieve .risa asked him :

"what is it ?"

"he asked me to bring him his note book …he forgot it on the desk ..he will take it from my house tomorrow .."

"why not send it with top ?"

"I don’t know ..i suggested it but he said he will come to my house tomorrow anyway so he will take it then "

Top lifted his eyebrow at the talk but inside of him he sighed ….he was almost sure that jaejoong was going to go to yoochun's house tomorrow just to take the note book himself and not ask top to bring it to him ..

Top said politely:

"so I can go now right ?"

yoochun looked at him and said with a smile on his face :

"yes …thank you "

Top smiled back ,bowed and said :

"no problem at all "

Then he disappeared in the thin air ….

yoochun said while looking carefully at risa :

"then ? what happened between you and yunho? what did you want to talk to him about ?"

She looked at him with the same smile on her face then she turned around heading to the door while saying :

"I will tell you later …now lets go to the class …"

"risa …."

She looked back at him ..he was looking at her with a serious and abit scared look in his eyes then he said :

"promise me you will tell me "

 She laughed nervously and said :

"sure I will ..dont worry …now lets hurry up .."

"ok…"

He said that then they both walked down to the classroom where he held the door knob then stopped …risa said :

"what is wrong ?"

He looked at her and said :

"the class is not over yet ..we cant walk in …we have to wait outside …"

She looked away sighing ….

She will have to talk now …sighhhh… her heart started beating faster …how would she tell him ??? WHAT would she tell him ??....

He smiled nervously and said :

"lets go sit down there near the fence.."

She nodded silently and walk beside him while sighing ….  

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jaejoong closed his phone and put it back in his pocket ..yunho said :

"is everything ok ?"

jaejoong said while sitting next to him :

"yeah ..that was a necessary step "

"I noticed you don’t use top anymore "

"yeah …kind of …and I also need to go to yoochun's house tomorrow anyway .."

"why?"

jaejoong looked at yunho's face for a minute then smiled and said :

"you will be busy and tomorrow is the weekend …"

Then he smiled and said :

"it could be my last days with him "

yunho didn’t comment …he didn’t like it but he didn’t comment …

jaejoong looked at yunho then got closer to him and said :

"so~~~ what did you talk to risa about ?"

yunho looked at him with the corner o his eye and said :

"is that more important than the painting ?"

"come onnnnn you know that the painting is important tooo"

"important TOO??"

"yun chan you are staling …why don’t you want to tell me about risa ?dont tell me you scared her or threatened her .."

yunho smiled a weird smile ,looked down then up again and said :

"nothing important ..we talked about aya ..me …and you .."

jaejoong's eyes widened and he said :

"what ? what did she want ? what did she tell you?"

"I cant tell you …she asked me not to "

jaejoong sat back with wide eyes then looked at yunho with suspicious look and said :

"risa asked you not to tell me ?"

"yes"

So said yunho calmly …jaejoong said :

"and since when do you do what they ask you to ?"

Yunho sighed and said :

"actually jaejoong its not something important and I really don’t want to bother you with it …that is why I was happy when risa told me not to tell you the details of the conversation .."

jaejoong gulped wondering why then he said :

"was there in the conversation something …something bothering ? …something maybe can hurt me ?"

"I don’t think so ..but aya's talk might interest you abit "

"then why ask something like that ??"

So said jaejoong while pouting ..yunho smiled and said :

"I think she want to tell you herself "

jaejoong looked at him surprised and said :

"really ? then its not something horrible .."

"defiantly not "

"thank god "

"but she didn’t say that either so don’t forget to ask her next time you meet her "

jaejoong nodded his head …he felt abit relieved ..he was expecting yunho to try and escape answering him …but he didn’t expect that that is not because of risa but because of yunho himself …

yunho looked down and then at jaejoong in the corner of his eye and said :

"so what did YOU and risa talk about ?"

jaejoong smiled at him and said :

"you "

yunho looked up and lifted his right eyebrow while saying :

"me ?"

Jaejoong  nodded and yunho murmured :

" even with yoochun you were talking about me …doesn’t kids your age have anything better to talk about ??"

jaejoong smiled and said :

"actually it was a philosophical conversation in the first place …we were looking at those books while talking .."

yunho exploded laughing suddenly which made jaejoong  ask :

"what's with you ?"

"whats with me ? jaejoong you were with your girlfriend and you were talking about me and philosophy ?"

jaejoong's ears reddened and he murmured :

"she was the one who opened that subject ..maybe she wanted to know more about you .."

"maybe she was looking for something to talk about with you  …maybe she was waiting for an answer like 'you are the biggest mystery in my life ' or 'your love broke all my rules and got me back to zero point ' or something like that .."

jaejoong's ears reddened more …maybe ..but he never thought like that …he was just being him self…he too wanted to talk about somethings other than that with her and yunho noticed that so he said:

"and you told her ? what did you tell her about me ?"

Jaejoong sighed ..yunho was talking normally ,lightly ..like a chit chat …he doesn’t really care about how risa sees him or her opinions of him …

jaejoong said while moving his toes on the rag absent mindedly :

"things in general about you .. things I always tell you about your self "

"then slowly you went to the glass talk ?"

"exactly "

jaejoong then looked at yunho and said :

"you know yun chan ..i know you love me and you know I love you too ..but could you stop calling me an angel? Specially  infront of them ? "

Yunho didn’t answer in the start but then he looked away from jaejoong and said :

"but I didn’t lie …I was serious in what I said "

"and I appreciate that ..you have a special place in my heart ..actually special place doesn’t begin to cover it .."

yunho smiled and said :

"then ?..then what is bothering you ?"

"somehow when you call me an angel i…I fell like a girl when im a guy "

"why ? cant a guy be called an angel too ?"

Yunho then got closer to jaejoong and said jokingly :

"aren’t I an angel ?"

Jaejoong smiled …yunho knows that everyone sees him as a devil …he looked into his face long and hard then smiled and said :

"yeah ..you are my guarding angel "

Yunho's eyes widened and said :

"you …."

But he didn’t answer …jaejoong looked at him like he is expecting him to continue …but yunho only smiled and said :

"shall we go see the painting ?"

jaejoong looked at him for a moment then smiled and said :

"sure thing "