Risa's pov:

My fingers tapped along the melody Jinki played on the keyboard, his warm voice humming softly to the notes he played. I sat on the couch and closed my eyes as I listened to the song, his voice complimenting it greatly.

It made me feel calm and yet it was still bittersweet.

Jinki started to sing after playing it once and it was a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics.

He had his eyes closed as well, only opening them sometimes to look at the keys he was pressing down, just to make sure he was playing right and wouldn't make a mistake, and sang with his all.

It was like when he's on stage.

The way he gave his all, poured all his feelings into a song, made it only better, prettier and more loving.

"It's beautiful."

Jinki smiled gently at me before looking at the lyrics that were svribbled down on a paper.

"Will you be coming to our anniversary concert?" Jinki asked, making me tilt my head as I looked at him in question.

"Eh? I don't know, I have filming and other schedules." I sighed, finding it sad myself.

Now that I have given in to my own feelings, everything looks more easy, which certainly isn't really the case.

"Come if you can." Jinki smiled softly before pressing down some more keys, randomly though this time. He touched them lightly, soft notes filling the room as we just enjoyed being with each other.

"I'll watch your drama." 

I chuckled and shook my head.

"No, don't! It's embarassing!"

Jinki grinned playfully and turned his body to me as our eyes looked at each other directly.

"You"re always thinking like that but you're surely not. I love looking at you and if I can't see you for real, then i'll have to see you through your drama." 

I pouted and let Jinki play with my fingers.

It made me think of the time right before our break up and right after it. I used to try and look him up because we barely saw each other because his SHINee's hectic schedules, slowly finding it like poison, only getting more depressive from watching him on the screen instead in front of me.

That is still a fear for me.

What if thigns get more busy again?

Will we dirft away again...?

"Should we fool the guys?" Jinki suddenly smirked playfully making me feel excited.

He was p