Risa's pov:

I looked in front of me, Kibum oppa walking silently next to me.

We were quiet and my thoughts wandered off to what we talked about.

Lee Jinki.

We broke up.

We're not lovers anymore, no, we're friends now.

*Flashbacks*

I looked at my phone and sighed, pulling my knees up and laying my head on it.

Days.

It's been days since Jinki contacted me.

We've dated for two years and now we barely have time to speak to each other.

A sigh escaped me as I stood up and went to take a shower before crawling in my bed and trying to sleep.

It was then that my phone rang.

Snapping my eyes open, I quickly answered the phone.

"Hello?" I asked enthousiastic.

"Oh hi sweetie, are you sleeping already?"

My excitement dropped again when I recognized mom's voice.

"Hi mom, no I was just getting ready. Just took a shower." I answered, looking at the picture of me and Jinki on my nightstand.

"Aaah, I was afraid I woke you up. Sorry for calling so late. I forgot about the time difference."

"It's alright mom. Is something wrong?" I asked.

"I wanted to ask if you got your package? Your dad and I send a box with some snacks and food from over here.3 mom's warm voice said.

I smiled and clenched on my phone tighter.

"Thanks mom. I didn't get it yet, I'll make sure to look out for it. How are you and dad?"

"We're good. It's quiet without you here. How about you? Are you eating enough? Sleeping enough? Don't overwork yourself." I heard mom's worried voice say.

"I'm doing great mom. Don't worry. It's my job after all."

"Haha, who would have thought that my daughter would become an entertainer? A beautiful model." mom laughed softly, warming up my heart.

"Thank you mom."

"Well, I won't let you stay awake. Quickly go and sleep. We can talk later. Goodnight, sweetie."

"Goodnight mom. Give dad a hug!"

"I will, bye."

"Bye mom."

I looked at my phone and smiled before it disappeared again, my expression blank.

I'm doing... great...

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"Tae oppa, you have become so handsome." I chuckled as I ruffled his hair.

He laughed cheerfully and nodded his head, striking a pose, making me laugh.

I looked around, finally seeing Jinki's head popping out.

He saw me and gave me a warm smile, hugging me tightly.

"How are you, Risa?" he asked, looking at my face.

I smiled and just nodded my head. "Good."

He hummed as we walked inside SHINee's dorm.

The other members greeted me excited, but Jinki he...

We haven't seen each other for two months and this is how he reacts...?

"Don't be sad."

I looked up, finding the owner of the voice. "Kibum oppa..." I mumbled.

"He's really tired. He has a tougher job than any of us sin