Risa's pov:

"Stop smiling like an idiot."

Jinki only beamed brighter as he played with my fingers, both of us sitting on the ground, in front of each other and just enjoying being with each other.

I know that I had been denying for a long time, but having him suddenly be like this in front of me again, seeing him more and more, made my heart weak and remember how much I love him.

"It's because I'm happy." he confessed and pecked my lips softly, making me blush and look away.

"Thank you." he added, making me look back and smile softly, shaking my head and play with his fringe.

"Just know that you're still not forgiven for what you did to me."

It was like Jinki wanted to say something, but he bit his lips and nodded his head.

"Oh, I know. And you know that I'm not going to let you go ever again."

The way he said this to me, made my heart beat faster than it should and made me think that maybe being so close with him isn't good for my heart.

"Why...?" I asked and he knew exactly what I was asking about, giving me an apologetic and guilty expression.

"It's difficult to say, I was in a slump and I was depressed, tired, physicialy and mentaly..."

Then why didn't he tell me?

Why didn't Jinki come to me when having such hard times...?

Flicking his forehead and making him pout cutely was something I missed.

This guy... There's no way you can't love him.

"But let's take it easy, oh?" I muttered, making my lover frown.

"What do you mean?"

"Let's do this slow. We've been apart for some time and to just be like befor