Chapter 30: Pretending…
THE BLACK BOOK (EDITING)WOOHYUN’s POV
I can’t control my feelings anymore so I ran to my room and cried. I was crying so hard. I don’t care if I’m losing my cool because of crying too much. Who cares, nobody sees me anyway. I was burying my face on my pillow when I heard someone knocking on my door.
I ignored it. I know it was Celine since she was the only one with me in this house at this very moment. She knocked again. I don’t have time. I don’t care about her.
She opened the door. I know even though I can’t see her. I do not want her to see me weak. That would just make her proud and happy, that until now I was still madly in love with her.
“What do you want?” I hissed at her. Does she really want to see me weak. Is she laughing at me now? This is all your fault. I hate you Celine!!
“Why are you crying Woohyun-ah?” she asked me. Why does she sound so comforting? I wanted to hug her tight, but that is a bad idea. How would the person causing me to be miserable and broken comfort me? That’s absurd! But why do I feel like I need her. I miss her. But I hate her and that would never change.
“It’s non-of your business. So will you just leave me alone? I don’t want to see your face! OUT!” I yelled at her. Indeed my hatred for her is stronger. After all she is a liar who broke her promises, ruined my trust and above all killed the old me.
Why can’t she just leave?!!!!
I turned my back on her and laid down on my bed again, covering my face with the pillow while I was still crying. Even a guy like me who acts tough has his limitations. I also do feel that the pain she causes me is too much already. It seems like it has been killing me. Slowly.
I can hear her footsteps approaching me. But I do not care!
I felt the bed plop down. Celine must have sat beside me. Why is she doing this to me? She is just hurting me more. Please!!! Just please Celine get away from me. Stop hurting me, I might not carry the pain anymore. I felt her warm arms wrapped around my waist. WHAT THE HELL IS
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