Realization

Playing the player

You woke Baekhyun up shortly after you had already dressed up for school. You had to run an errand by the café before school and you had to do it before school began. “Where are you going?” Baekhyun asked while rubbing his eye.

“I need to go run an errand so I need to leave earlier. I made breakfast, it’s on the table, don’t get late for school.” You answered and hurried to put your shoes on.

Baekhyun opened the door for you. “I’ll see you later at school?” You nodded and hurried down the hall to the elevators.

Baekhyun locked his door and headed for the kitchen where you had placed food on a plate for him. And for the first time since you stayed with him, he felt quite lonely in his office-tel.

 

 

You were already in your seat when Baekhyun walked into class. “Hey, how’d it go this morning?” He whispered and you kept your gaze out the window.

“The funeral’s today.” You mentioned and he gave a light gasp.

“Oh.” He gulped. He didn’t know what to say anymore and he wanted to console you but he didn’t know how. The teacher walked in and closed the door behind him.

 

Baekhyun felt slightly uncomfortable during the whole class and he couldn’t concentrate well while he worked. He wanted to ask you for help but he didn’t want too. He didn’t know how you were feeling at the moment and he didn’t want to interfere your thoughts. You were already done working and had already packed your book together with your notebook. Baekhyun felt useless beside you when he knew that you were probably sad on the inside. When the teacher said the lesson had ended everyone packed up but you were out the door even before he opened his mouth.

 

You were gone the moment Baekhyun walked out of the classroom but he saw you with Kai once he got to his locker, you were in his arms while he was leaning on the wall embracing you. He tried not to look at the two of you when he placed his books back in his locker. He hated the feeling he got when he saw the two of you together and he tried to get out of there as fast as possible, even ignoring Suho who tried greeting him.

Baekhyun was already in the classroom, even before you, he stared out the window like you usually do and was in deep thought. The bet ends very soon, was it next it week Kai said? He leaned back in his seat and sighed out. His mind became a mess everytime he saw you and Kai together, was he consoling you? Have you even told him about your brother and your friend’s trip to china? How much did Kai even know about you? Baekhyun had a feeling that he knew you more about you than Kai and it somewhat made him feel a little better.

 

You didn’t come to class making Baekhyun feel lonely. Were you with Kai? He didn’t even want to know anymore. When lunch came he met up with Suho and the rest of the gang. You weren’t with Kai when they walked into the cafeteria. Baekhyun noticed that Kai seemed a little out of it when they sat down with their bricks on their usual table. “Something wrong dude?” Chanyeol asked before he started eating.

“Huh? Oh, no not really. I met up with Hyorin yesterday though.”

“Oh, right! How’d that go?” Chanyeol asked before taking a gulp of water.

Kai snickered. “I think she’s into me.”

“But are you into her?”

“Do you even remember how she looks like?” Kai asked and turned to Chanyeol. “How could I not be into her?”

That was just a part of what Kai was thinking of to be honest. He was thinking about why it felt so familiar when he was with you. Maybe he really was so into Hyorin he was thinking about her when he was with you. He was even starting to like your kisses since it reminded him of Hyorins. Maybe he was just going crazy.

 

 

You were lying in the nurse’s room on the bed while everyone was having lunch. Your brother just called you right before the funeral began and you talked a little with Lay. Like you expected he did really sound down and you tried to console him as much as you could. You bid them good-bye right before the funeral began and wished that you were there to hug your friend.

Your brother said that he’d keep you updated with the business meetings when he could and you told him not to stress out about it and take time to relax while he’s there as well. You yourself noticed that you were opening up a lot to Baekhyun and the boys, but you were doing it just because you knew that the bet would end soon. You even thought of them as your friends now and but you had to reveal yourself sooner or later even with what’ll happen later on. If you and them will still talk or not is mostly up to them, but you were betting on that they wouldn’t. From the beginning you had been playing with them as well too so you weren’t that much better than Kai.

 

Baekhyun didn’t work much during class because he couldn’t concentrate. His mind was filled with you and even though he tried to stop thinking about you he couldn’t. He only answered four questions for the past hour and class would end soon. Baekhyun had felt a heavy feeling in his chest since he saw you with Kai before. He’s gotten it before too, he knew that, but it wasn’t as painful as today and he didn’t know why.

Class ended and he slowly packed his books together before leaving last out of of the classroom. During free time he was sitting in the library, where you and they boys used to sit when you tutored them all. He hadn’t been here for a while and he smiled at the first memories he had with you here.

“Hyung?” Baekhyun looked up and saw Sehun holding a couple of books peeking out from behind a shelf. Suho and D.O followed out right behind him.

“Sehun?”

“What are you doing here, Hyung?” Sehun asked and took a seat in front of his hyung, followed by Suho and D.O.

“I-…” Baekhyun sighed. “I’m just thinking about stuff and trying to rest my head, you guys?”

“We’re just going to study a bit and just relax.” Suho answered and opened his book. Baekhyun nodded and turned to the window again leaving his friends to study.

What’s happening to you, Baekhyun? He kept asking himself that question every since he’s gotten these weird feelings. He had an idea to why but he didn’t want to go there. Baekhyun felt broken when he found out you had accepted Kais bet, which he thought you didn’t know of, he felt worse when he saw you and Kai together for the first time.

He felt worse and worse everytime he saw the two of you together. He didn’t like it he hated it. Just when Kai was about to end the bet had you opened up to him much more and he didn’t want your friendship to end, ever.

Baekhyun wondered if you’d even consider talking to them afterwards and he highly doubted it. He suddenly thought about your errand today that you said that you had to later tonight. What were you going to do? Would you be ok? Are you going to meet anyone? How late were you going to be out? He was thinking about staying up late to wait for you, to make sure you’d make it through the door ok.

Baekhyun, are you perhaps…? Baekhyun unconsciosuly shook his head making Sehun look up from his book and look confused at his friend.

He even dreamt about you, not that he was complaining about it since he actually liked them. He had a dream a couple of nights about that he was the one going out with you instead of Kai. That he was the one getting to hold you, touch you and kiss you. And everyone in school didn’t mind and that his friends supported them. Baekhyun even asked you to stay with him a bit longer even after your brother came home from China. He’d meet your brother and your brother would accept the two of you dating making him overjoyed.

That’s when he woke up and noticed that everything was a dream. He couldn’t help but feel sad about it and he’s tried many times to go back to sleep to try and continue those dreams, but he couldn’t. Baekhyun remembered this one dream where you said that you’d show him your eyes for the first time and he grinned widely because he’s been waiting for that to happen for god knows how long. But what made him wake up in shock was that as soon as you took of your glasses. He saw Hyorin.

He couldn’t explain why that happened and he wasn’t sure if he wanted to find out either. Maybe it was because you were dating Kai but Kai was more interested in Hyorin? And it made him see the two people Kai was currently two timing.

There was another dream, which was more like a nightmare for him. After the bet had ended you broke all contact with him and you went back to how you were before he started talking to you. He tried to talk to you but you didn’t even look at him and the worse part is that you even transferred school to China. When he went to the café he noticed that it had closed down and turned out abandoned until someone wanted to buy that space and tear the building down. He went to your house and also noticed that there was a whole new surname on the Stonewall and that you really did move out of the country. That was when he woke up in cold sweat, panting even.

He felt his heart twist in pain making him grimace. He didn’t want you to get hurt. He didn’t want you to stop talking to him and hating him so much that you’d move out of the country. He wanted you to stay with him, here, maybe even together with him in his office-tel but not on the loft alone, together with him in his room.

Baekhyun started to think about all the times he felt himself blushing when he saw you. How you were the only female to make him feel like that, looking as red as a tomato. He remembered the first time you gave him a small smile and he felt his heart skip a beat. It became much worse when you smiled at him, a real smile for the first time. That made him lose his mind in that moment. He just wanted to see how your eyes looked like when you smiled. That night he picked you up from your house when he held your hand and you didn’t say anything. Was it because you didn’t have the strength to say anything or you didn’t mind at all?

Not to mention last night, last night when you kissed him on the cheek right before you left for bed. Thinking about that made his face slightly heat up. Did he really do well helping out yesterday? If he had to admit, he felt that he did well himself. When he saw you working at the café it was like you were a whole new person. Not the cold person you were before but a very open and happy person. You communicated with everyone in the café as if they were your friends and everyone seemed to love you there unlike in school. Your staff obviously loved you and looked up to you and your brother. Everyone in the café seemed so close to eachother making him slightly jealous since your whole staff was all male and they were all skinship lovers in seemed. You’ve only hugged him once and it was a back hug from the night he brought you to his place and he wanted you to hug him like you hugged you staff, or his friends. He even felt weird when he saw you hug his friends and he couldn’t help but wish he were they at those moments. And he couldn’t get the thought out of his head when he heard Zelo say that he’s slept beside you before! He wanted to ask him but Zelo kind of creeped him out in a way; maybe it was just because of that boy’s height that intruged him.

Baekhyun wondered as well when you’d leave him and go back to your house. He didn’t want you to leave him because he’s gotten used to your company in his usually lonely place. He loved being woken up by you and seeing your face the first thing in the morning instead of his alarm clock. He loved eating the food you cooked for him because he got tired by making boring cheap dishes for himself everyday. He loved having someone else over instead of it always being the guys or usual visits by deliverymen with his food, but that doesn’t count or? He loved talking to you right before he’d sleep, that basically completed his day and that you were the last person he saw before he’d sleep. He’s never imagined how a girl smells right after a shower but now he has and he loved it, especially from you with your apple scented products. He loved it that you loved cheese and bought atleast three different stuff that contained cheese when the two of you were out grocery shopping. He loved lending his shirts to you now because he found you irresistibly attractive in them and loved seeing your bare legs that you always showed off at his place. He loved seeing the first snow with you. He loved-

 

“I think I like her.”

His friends looked up at from their books with confused faces. “Uh, like who?” Suho asked and raised an eyebrow.

Baekhyun turned to them with the most serious expression and tone they’ve ever seen and heard from their friend. “Heesung. I think I like Heesung.”

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Keep saying that i'll go on an hiatus for my finals but end up updating anyway, pssh.

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chrldonr
#1
Chapter 67: please update
luvyuh4evr
#2
Chapter 67: Hiatus????
luvyuh4evr
#3
Chapter 67: Kyaahhh~~~ >_< squealing on the inside so much! I want them to be together! ;-; plssssss
pinkypn #4
Chapter 67: I'm just waiting for them to finally get together
Cindyw_diaz #5
Chapter 66: AWWWWWWWWWWW SO MUCH CHEESINESS
luvyuh4evr
#6
Chapter 66: Awwww their date~~~ they got couple things~~ >_< Team BaekSung! <3 <3 <3 can they be bf and gf already ;-;
dawnkim #7
Chapter 48: Author-nim, do you have like insta or twitter?
chrldonr
#8
please update
growlingtinkeobell
#9
Chapter 65: author where are you? i miss the story. :'(