~Yumi~

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The sounds, the staing, trees breaking, the sound of running and the screams of dying vampires were heard allover the place. It was as if a coldhearted bloodwar, just with vampires instead of humans

I could´nt adjust myself, my feelings heightened and my brain working fully as I tried to locate where the guys were, whp and what I could do to help. It shouldn´t be hard, I´m a vampire!

A sudden scream from Yunho startled me and suddenly my emotions took over, my insticts made me move, and my body obeyed every single thought that was inside of my brain . I couldn´t feel anything but rage, anger and an explosion of wanting to kill, the satisfaction of wanting to kill. I heard myself growl and in a second I had pierced the vampire with a stake right through his heart against a tree. All this in 4 seconds. Amazing

The feeling of killing was satisfying, and I couldn´t help myself but liking it. The vampire took his last breath and I looked around as I grabbed the stake he had in his hand and I heard a weird giggle from my own mouth and suddenly after a few seconds I had staked another two, these two attacking and hunting Junsu down. The emotions was overwhelming and I found myself embracing it. The adrenaline was allover, my head was full of excitement. I wanted to feel it again, the thirst to kill. I ran again and I was fast, I enjoyed and I couldn´t help but think of this as a game.

I spun around and I came eye to eye with a vampire that was 2 feet away from me. He threw a stake at me but I stopped it, caught in my own hands before it was even able to pierce me. I chuckled and in a swift move, I was in front of the vampire and I staked him. He growled out of pain and I twisted the stake, just to make him suffer a little more. He bended down onto his knees in front of me and collapsed

I grabbed another two stakes I found on the ground and started to run, killing. The word was echoing inside of my head and I couldn´t think of anything but killing. I saw a vampire run, he saw me and my thrist after him burst. I ran after him and I had no thoughts in sparing his life. It was weird, echilirating and amazing and the adrenaline was going through every vein of my body

I finally managed to catch up and I staked his leg and he screamed out in pain. I bended down and took a hold of his throat and I raised him easily like a feather. I saw the fear in his eyes and I chuckled

"YUMI YUMI!!!"

I didn´t hear it. Someone was calling but it sounded from afar. I pushed the vampire against the tree and with my right arm I was suddenly inside of his body and grabbed his heart

"YUMI!!!"

I growled as I dropped the vampire heart onto the ground and I was locked with the tree against my back as I saw JaeJoong staring at me

His eyes were dark too but he was still himself. I heard myself growling out of anger

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! LET ME GO!" I said angrily

"YUMI GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF !! THIS IS NOT YOU!"

His frustration and anger was heard and suddenly I felt something weird inside of me

Regret.. Guilt.. and shame

I felt myself getting back to myself and I tried to gasp for air as I saw the vampire in front of me. I had killed him.. and before that I even tortured him

I stared at my hands that was now fully covered in his blood. I swallowed hard

"Jae.. I didn´t.. I"

"Hey hey... Hush.. I know.. it´s your feeling.. it has been heightened.. You´ve only been into this life for a few hours.. almost 2 days. It´s okay"

"No no no I killed him.. and the other and.. and.."

I heard myself sob, quietly, panic rising inside of me and shame taking over. An explosion of regret and shame washed over me

"Yumi, listen to me!"

JaeJoong took a hold of my head and forced me to look into his eyes

"It´s the hunter. Not you. It´s a part of you. You have to balance it" He said

I shook my head

"I lost control I.. didn´t feel like this earlier Jae.. I "

"Hey .. you´re gonna be okay" He whispered

I swallowed hard as he hugged me

I heard vampire running. And they were talking. I soon recognized the guys scents and in a few seconds they arrived

"Nice . You´re now an official true hunter" Kibum smiled

"Shut up before I break your neck Kibum" JaeJoong said angrily

"Oh come on. It´s not like she killed good guys. They´re the bad ones remember? THey wanted to kill you guys. Or.. all of us.. or whatever" Kibum rolled his eyes

"Dong... donghae?" I stuttered

"Ran. What a chicken. Seriously? He started a fight without being able to finish it" Kibum said

"You´re okay?"

Changmin´s soothing voice made me calm down even more, stopping myself listening to Kibum´s idotic words and sarcasm and everything that he was able to blurt out

I shook my head saying no, I wasn´t okay but as I stared down at the body I felt myself feeling becoming more and more excited. It was fun. It was fun

A sudden laugh was heard from me and I was even amazed at myself. The guys stared at me confusingly and I couldn´t stop myself

"Her emotions are heightened. All of her feelings are. She doesn´t know what to say or feel. She can´t control it until she has sorted them out" I heard JaeJoong say

I couldn´t stop myself from laughing and as I looked down on the body I couldn´t even feel myself pitying him for being dead

"No No No"

The emotions suddenly turned and I felt myself beind sad. Regret and shame washing over. Not only that but then I felt the chest was about to burst

"Hey hey... you´ll be okay" JaeJoong said

"Jae I.. killed someone. Without even blinking. I KILLED SOMEONE" I screamed

JaeJoong took me into his arms and I confusingly let him do it. What was I feeling? What was wrong with me and all these stupid feelings. One moment I was feeling like crap, then sad, anger, rage and now tears and shame?

"Let´s find Yoochun and Yunho. See if they was able to track Donghae down" I heard Kibum mumble to Junsu and changmin

"Go.. I´ll take care of her" JaeJoong said to the guys while swaying me, comforting me

I didn´t feel it at first but I was starting to do it now

The feelings of a hunter, a ripper... A cold hearted murderer

It was taking over

And the worse part was, I didn´t know how I was going to be able to stop it