Morning sweetness

Souls of the Damned

~JaeJoong~

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I tried to resist myself but it was impossible. I tried to not think of it but it was also impossible. How much further was she planning on going? How much further was she willing to take this? Did she know the risks? Did she know her life was in danger?

Did she know that I AM the danger?

The answer was No, no doubt.

I kept looking at her, her beautiful hair shining the light, spread out on the pillow as she looked up on me with her glowing eyes, full of curiosity and love.

The taste of her blood was better than I imagined. I wanted more. But not just the blood, but the entire her. How long hasn't it been since I felt like this? It must have felt crazy when I was a human but now, I could enjoy more, feel more and remember everything so clearly that I was wondering if I really deserved this. The vampire who had killed so many innocent lives, the vampire who was born into this world to kill, to execute. Was I really allowed to love someone? Did I even have the right to?

"What are you thinking?" She asked

I looked down on her, her fingers caressing my upper body as I trembled just because the warmth from her fingers was felt to my skin.

"What did I do to deserve you?" I whispered as I looked down at her

She chuckled

"You must have been a great person in your human life" She whispered

"I wasn't"

She lifted herself up on her elbows and then she got up on her knees, trying to come closer to my lips

"Even if you weren't, you were meant for me"

Every tiny nerve inside of my body exploded as I kissed her again. Passionately, excitedly and full of desire. I can't even start describing the feelings that was making me feel like this.

In a second I ripped my dress shirt  that she was wearing into pieces and I slowly leaned forward as I felt her moving with me. I wasn't sure if this is what she was thinking of, what she wanted. I was afraid that I could lose the control, just one single mistake and I could destroy everything

But if I already passed the hardest test there was for me, what could possibly be harder than that?

"Are you sure.. you want to do this?" I whispered, stopping halfways, not wanting to look at her if this wasn't what she wanted, wasn't ready for

"I'm more than sure" She smiled lovingly at me as she caressed my hair, pushing it back as she caressed my cheek with her index finger

"I don't want you to do anything that you're not.. ready for.. And I don't want you to regret this" I said seriously

"I want this" She whispered

Suddenly she kissed me and I heard her heart beating faster and faster. I started to wonder if this was really happening. Centuries of waiting paid off.

For the firsty time in so many years, I started to be thankful instead of regretting. It was because of me becoming a vampire that I was able to meet this girl

Centuries of wandering around and waiting, I must have done something good on the way

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~Yumi~

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I felt him trying to resist it. I felt him trying to control himself.

He started to kiss my neck and I couldn't describe the wonderful feeling when he was so tender, easygoing and so careful with me. It almost made me feel like I was made out of glass. If he did anything wrong, he could easily break me.

I then suddenly heard him breathing hard and he then stopped and was quick with standing up on his knees, staring up in the ceiling as he tried to control himself

I knew what just had happened.

My pulse was beating hard against my skin and he felt it, sensed it, wanted it. I swallowed hard. Maybe I was making it harder for him than I thought I were?

I took him slowly down, his face still in his vampire shape and I was able to force him down right beside me

We lied there, looking into each other's eyes. His teeth was so sharp, it felt like it could go through anything. I touched his face once again and I heard a low, satisfied growl. I chuckled at it but it became serious soon again

"You're okay?" I whispered

"I'm losing it" He whispered in pain

"Don't.. hold it back"

He stared at me and soon his face became normal

"You're committing suicide" He whispered, staring at me disbelivingly

"I trust you with my life Jae" I said and looked at him

I saw his shoulders lowering and understanding disaplaying in his eyes as well as pain

"Why?" He whispered

"Because I love you .. and if I can't trust you with my life, then what am I even doing here?"

He swallowed hardly

"Make love to me" I whispered and caressed his face

He closed his eyes as he trembled by my touch and I saw his eyes changing, shifting constantly as he tried to stay composed

"Scream, do anything if I hurt you" He whispered and looked at me

HIs teeth appeared once again and I sat up, him following me. The moonlight were right on me and my hair was starting to get messy. I pushed it back, pulling my fingers through my hair and I was holding the blanket hard onto my body.

I moved my hair onto my right side. My long hair stretched all the way down and as the moonlight was shining on me, I saw him coming from the dark, full of excitement but also with fear. I smiled at him as I waited. My heart was beating faster and faster and as soon as he put his hand right where it was beating, a sigh was heard.

He then opened his eyes and came closer, kissed me tenderly before moving down onto my neck. The strap that was attached to my bra was moved by his finger and he kissed my shoulder, brushing it slightly which made me tremble.

I then heard him breathing faster and he was starting to lose it. I leaned more to the side, revealing the entire neck of mine and as he got closer, I soon found his hand crawling, looking for my own. He found it, took a hold of it and was holding onto me dearly as his lips got closer to my neck

I waited

 

Soon I could hear him stretching his neck out, his face changming and he was calm, using the entire strength of his , trying to not make this painful. I was prepared for the worse but the pain never arrived. I heard something weird and then his finger somehow dipping something onto my body.

I waited

 

And then I felt it. It made every single nerve in my entire body stiff but when his teeth got through I relaxed and enjoyed it. A long sigh was heard from me and his hand took a hold of my hand harder. I then felt his left arm, holding the rest of my body and he slowly made me lie down on the bed, I didn't hear any sound from him while he was drinking but I could feel the entire body of his tremble. My heart was beating faster, my heart was excited and I was amazed. Soon enough he let go and I then heard something and I opened my eyes, forcing myself out of the trance he had put me into and I saw him biting his arm as he dipped his lips into his own blood and then he kissed me.

There was no pain, only pleasure and delight

And then he lost the control

His kisses became more intense and I started to feel nervous, my feelings taking over and I had no longer control over my body. I wanted every part of him, I wanted to feel and I wanted him with me. Our bodies as one

He caressed my legs, it so easy, so carefully that the entire body trembled at his touch. I felt aroused by the excitement that was devouring me and the pleasure that was taking over.

I felt him kissing my neck, moving down to the collarbone and his left hand was playing with my back, as I felt him becoming more excited as well

I felt him my bra and I couldn't hold back anymore. Neither could he...

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I felt someone caressing my back as I was resting my head tiredly onto the pillow. But I felt happy. Even in my sleep I was happy. The fingers that were playing with my back became clearer as the time passed and I started to feel that I was waking up

I opened my eyes, first the left and the right and I looked around to see the sunlight being prevented from coming in through the curtains.

I rolled around to see JaeJoong looking down on me, smiling at me sweetly as he kissed my nosetip

"Morning beautiful" He whispered

I smiled back at him

"Morning to you too" I whispered

"You know it's already 2 pm right?" He asked playfully

I opened my eyes fully and stared at him

"You're lying" I said, hoping that it didn't sound like a question

"I'm not" He smiled innocently

"Why didn't you wake me up?!" I said and sat straight up in the bed, holding the blanket close to my body. He chuckled

"Because someone was really tired.. since.. yeah.. something happened during night"

I felt myself becoming embarrassed in no time and my cheeks were already on fire

"I'm just kidding" He said and pushed me down onto the bed and kissed me lightly

I rolled my eyes

"You just want me to blush right?"

He nodded happily

"I find it very amusing and very beautiful on you my beautiful girlfriend" He whispered

I couldn't resist his charms and of course I had to give in , in the end. I locked my arms around his neck and smiled happily at him

"What's for breakfast?" I asked

"How about me?" he smiled

I shook my head

"Waffles.. please?"

"With me on top?" He asked

I rolled my eyes

"I'm craving for waffles okay?" I laughed

JaeJoong nodded and got out of bed after kissing me on my forehead and I was late with realizing him being . I covered my face in no time under the blanket, hiding myself as I heard him chuckle from the bathroom

He then came back without me hearing him and he was now dressed in a black tanktop and a pair of gray loose pants. I swallowed hard

"Come down when you're ready" He whispered

And then he was gone, leaving the warmth from his lips on my cheek

 

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loveydovey #1
Chapter 84: juat realised u updated months ago.
yay!! gomawoyoo......
i'll keep waiting for ur update coz i like this fic so much. :)
hazel_marie13
#2
Chapter 83: Happy you updated :) Jaejoong opens up more about the castle and his life especially his family and relatives :) So sweet of Jaejoong to say those words :) Will surely wait for your next update to know what will happen next! Update soon :)
CassieIndo #3
Chapter 82: still no update..and this is my thirteenth times re-read this story..authornim,,pleaseee if u have a time.. just update 2 or 3 chaps will be enough for half year..pleasseee im begging you T_____T
CassieIndo #4
Chapter 82: Reread again and still not update T____T maybe this is my tenth times reread this story...i love this story so much...please update thia authornim....pleaaaseeee T___T
CassieIndo #5
Chapter 82: Authornim,, when will u continue this story..im totally in love with this story..please update authornim... pretty pleaaaasseee π_π
loveydovey #6
U wrote a very incredible vampire story. Please update more~~
joeybelle #7
Chapter 82: Ahhh! I need to know what happened in Jaejoong's past! Update soon! <333
hazel_marie13
#8
Chapter 82: really curious on Jaejoong's past & also about the castle so will surely wait for your next update so update soon :)
hazel_marie13
#9
Chapter 81: really curious on what is there on the castle & also on what will happen on their trip so I'll surely wait for your next update! update soon :)