~~JaeJoong~

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"No No No No"

I kept mumbling it over and over and as I tossed the man away from her I caught her before she hit the ground and as the blood kept oozing out from her heart I knew that this time, she wasn't going to survive

I pulled the dagger out and she didn't even blink, take her last breath. Her head fell backwards with her eyes wide open, tears that was falling from them. 

"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I growled angrily

I pulled her close, close to me and I hugged her, probably squeezing out every life of her at the moment as I heard from a far away place.

"WHO ORDERED YOU TO DO THIS?!" Junsu said angrily

"I.. don't.. know" The man said confusingly

"So you just killed an innocent girl cause you felt like it?!" Yunho said

"He's been compelled" Yoochun said

 "Kill him" Kibum said

Not one single move

"I'll do it if you don't" Kibum hissed angrily

"Feed.." Yunho suggested

We were all murderes now. We didn't care. The second time for the night, she was taken away from us and I couldn't even bring myself to start thinking, imagining and breathing. I couldn't do anything

"Jae.." Changmin whispered

I looked up and stared at him as he had blood all around his mouth

"What?" I whispered angrily

"Let her go, she'll heal" Changmin sighed heavily

"He's right.. you should go and.. feed" Yunho whispered

I know revenge wasn't something that was written in our books. We weren't the type of people who would do that and we don't kill innocent people. But at the moment, I just felt like ripping that body into pieces.

"She's.. gonna wake up as a vampire" I whispered angrily

"We didn't.. see it coming" Kibum whispered

"We didn't even give her.. a choice.. She wasn't able to choose or to decide.." I whispered

Changmin took Yumi away from me and covered her in his jacket. Me on the other hand was pulled away from her by Yunho and Kibum and then I ran off, into the woods to feed. To lose control. To be.. the real.. me

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~Yumi~

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Something was wrong. Terribly wrong. I didn't know what but it was wrong. So wrong that every nerve, every part of my body was feeling it. My body doesn't function like it should. My body doesn't.. feel right.  I was not cold but neither warm. Something was coming through my nose. Scents. So many different scents. 

And my ears.. so many sounds. 

I found the muscles of my eyes and I opened them immediately only to find myself in a dark room, with the desk light as my only light to guide me. I sat up slowly and looked around. No one was here and.. there was nothing familiar with this room. I swallowed hard and felt my throat supressing it at first but then my saliva slowly going down. I touched my neck, as if I was in pain. 

I couldn't really tell if it was pain.. or if it was something else. It felt sore somehow. 

My hands started to search my body, as if it was automatic and I felt myself having a hole in my left chest. I removed my shirt that I was wearing and saw the wound. I saw something weird in the light. My skin was moving. Slowly. As if it.. was repairing itself. 

And then I felt it. My hand was resting on my chest, on my left side where my heart was suppose to beat, to let my body function, to let every part of my body have blood. Nothing was felt there.

My memories started to appear, one by one. My eyes kept widening, my mouth shaped into an O but nothing left my mouth. Not a sob or even a gasp. Just silence. 

I got out of the bed and looked for the closest door. I found it, the bathroom. I switched on the lights and looked at myself in the mirror. I was still me.. but my skin.. it was lighter. If my heart was able to beat, it would probably be racing now. Maybe faster than racing. I opened my mouth to see my teeth.

They were normal. I then immediately thought of my face, of JaeJoong's face. And the other guy's faces. How they looked like in the presence of blood. Would I change in front of my own blood?

I rolled up my left sleeve and with my nail, I tried my strength. I risped a small wound on my wrist and there was blood but I didn't feel anything different. 

Something weird happened inside of me and I then felt an urge growing. I got out of the bathroom slowly and looked around in the room. I kept wondering where I was in the back of my mind but there was something else in here. My eyes soon landed on a bloodbank. I kept staring at it but there was no desire to drink it.. yet

"To complete the transition, You have to feed on human blood. Or else you'll die"

The sentence kept echoing inside my head, remembering JaeJoong's words. Suddenly every memory was becoming clearer. I could even count how many days it had been already since we first.. met. Our kiss... Him feeding on my blood.

I spun around to face myself in the dark mirror in the corner and the scent was familiar to me. I smelled it and recognized JaeJoong's cologne. 

I froze as my ears were able to hear from a faraway place. Someone was coming. And he was moving fast. 4 seconds

The doorknob was heard and soon the door opened. I recognized JaeJoong's scent as he stepped in and I felt him looking around

"Yum..i?" He whispered

He stepped inside the bedroom and I saw the worry growing on his face

"Yumi?" He asked louder

I closed the door with my right hand and appeared and he spun around faster than the light and looked at me

He didn't say anything but kept looking at me and I didn't say anything either because I didn't want to start. I knew where this was taking us. And I knew I had a choice to make at the moment. I had never thought about myself becoming a vampire before but now when this.. had happened, I felt the sorrow and the sadness of knowing that the choice I once had was taken away from me. 

"Yumi.. are you.. feeling okay?" He asked carefully

I didn't answer

I tilted the head carefully to the side as I thought about it. Every memory I had ever since I was little, memories I thought I had forgotten since humans aren't able to remember anything, kept appearing one by one. I could hear every sound in the house we were in and I could hear the wind flowing through the trees, making them move and I could hear JaeJoong breathe. Even though it was not required in order to let him survive. It must be something that he does automatically

"Yumi? Talk to me" He whispered and took one step towards me.

My sudden instict backed away from him and I kept staring at him

"Hyung!"

I was fast. After standing right next to the door I was now in the other corner of the room. All of the guys stepped inside, one by one

"Stay back!" JaeJoong stopped them

All of them looked at me and Yunho even the lights. At first I wasn't able to look and had to close my eyes since it was so light but as the eyes started to get used to it, so did I

"Yumi..." Changmin whispered

I saw the beauty of them all. The kindness, the concern and the love they all had for me. Everything they had for me, I had it too. I felt the same. My precious boys. 

"Yumi please talk to us. Everything is okay" JaeJoong pleaded

"Has she shown any signs of .. being uncomfortable or?" Yoochun asked

"No.. she.. " JaeJoong started but then quieten

They all looked at me

"Yumi? Talk to us" Kibum said

I closed my eyes for a brief second and I touched the wound. I looked down for am minute, not being able to find it anymore. It must have been healed

"Yumi.. do you know.. what is going on?" Yunho asked

I looked at them for a long time, trying to remember how to open my mouth, but there was no movement

"Yumi? You're not feeling alright?" Junsu asked

I looked around in the room, trying to recognize this place once more but nothing appeared. I tried to recognize every scent of them, whose scent which belonged to who and after 2 minutes and 3 seconds I was able to. 

Their worried looks were still on me

"Yumi? Do you know what is going on?" Yoochun asked, him being the one stepping forward this time but it was a very light and careful step

"I.. am transitioning into a vampire" I heard myself say