~JaeJoong~

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I stared at her as she kept looking around and then her hands started to search her body and she tried to control her breathing

"YUMI!" Changmins houted

She reacted

She was crying but I don't know if it was out of relief, sadness, pain or whatsoever. 

"It's impossible" Yunho whispered behind me

"I'm.. I'm.. "

"Hey Hey.. Shh Shh.. You're okay.. You're... safe" I said and walked towards her, not being able to keep myself away from her anymore

"I was.. dead.. She .. Yuri..She.."

Yumi kept looking around in the room, her panic kept rising and she was losing it

"Yumi.. Yumi!! Look at me!"

I took a hold of her face and forced her to look at me

"You're okay. We.. all are. Yuri.. is dead" 

I saw the panic, the glow of panic in her eyes disappearing slowly and her shoulders sank a bit before she threw herself in my arms and I was quick to embrace her tightly as I kissed her hair and just held her tightly next to me, assuring that I wasn't dreaming

When I finally let her go Changmin rushed forward and hugged her tightly and Yumi responded while crying. It was so overwhelming, All of it

"I don't.. understand" Yoochun whispered

"Me neither" I said but still happy

Yunho and Junsu rushed forward and hugged her tightly as well and Yoochun joined in. But the silence came when Kibum stepped forward. I saw his facial expression. He was probably blaming himself, or he did at least since he wasn't able to protect her

They looked at each other for a long time before Kibum took her into his arms and hugged her tightly, Yumi sobbing

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~Yumi~

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When kibum let go of me I walked over to the bed slowly, sat down with the guys right behind me. I tried to understand what have just happened, what I had been through and how I could still be alive because... she killed me. I felt it. When she pierced it into my body

"She's.. gone isn't.. she?" I asked, the fear of her being alive shaking me up

"She's dead.. Staked and burned" JaeJoong said and bended down onto my height, his knees on the floor

"It was.. terrible. The hate, the range, the anger. Everything and she used that just to kill me..and.." I stuttered

"She's dead.." JAeJoong said, assuring me again

"If I.. was dead.. Jae... how can.. I sit here.. and still..."

I didn't even dare to think the words. I didn't even dare to think of it

JaeJoong looked at me for a long time and then he spun around and looked at the other guys. No one had an answer. I swallowed hard

"I.. can't.. be" I whispered slowly

JaeJoong took a hold of my hands and held them tightly in his own

"I don't.. understand either.. I held you.. when you.. took your last breath and..."

I was interrupted in the middle of the sentence cause Yoochun stepped forward

"Yumi.. "

She looked at him confusingly

"What's wrong Yoochun? Is She hurt?" Changmin asked

Yoochun shook his head

"Can't you hear it?" He asked

"Hear what?" I asked

"Just listen" Yoochun said, his eyes changing from confused to shock and then to wonder. His eyes were happily smiling at me

I didn't understand anything but then the guys quieten and so did I. And then they listened. Kept listening and I then felt it.

My right hand let go of JaeJoong and I put it over my chest, right where the heart was.

"It's... beating" I stuttered

The guys stared at me and I stared back at them

"This .. means... that you weren't.. really dead.." Yunho said shockingly

"Her heart was still beating" Junsu said

"But...very weak" Yoochun said

I stared at Kibum who looked at me weirdly

"Kibum?" I asked and stood up and looked at him

He shook his head in shock and then looked at me

"I.. held you earlier.. and I accidentally.. let my blood drop onto your face.. and lips.. and.."

JaeJoong was fast. He was right in front of me in a second and he then hugged Kibum hardly

"You kept your.. promise"