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Mr. Handsome Arrogant and Ms. Wild Beautiful

 

Jaejoong was still in the midst of the meeting about his upcoming movie.. It has been 2 hours since the meeting started.. He keeps glancing at his wrist watch, impatiently waiting for the meeting to end while focusing his ears and mind to what the writer and the producer were saying..

"Jaejoong-ssi.. Are you okay with the role??" the producer asked him..

"Ne.. I want to play that kind of role.. Its refreshing and I like the storyline.." he stated..

The producer and the writer beamed in satisfaction and they looked at his manager..

"If you're okay with your role.. Then, we need to arrange now your schedules so you can start taping both your upcoming movie and drama next month.. You still have two vacant weeks.." his manager explained as he looked at his folder where Jae's schedules was written..

Jae nod and gave them a reassuring smile..

The meeting ended after another 30 minutes and the producer, writer and some staffs left the conference room..

"Thanks for coming today Jaejoong.. And I'm sorry again if I bother your time with her.." his manager said apologetically..

"Its okay manager-hyung.." he gave him a reassuring smile..

"I know you're worried about her but I believe that you can protect her like what you said.. Just wait for a few more days and you can talk about that in the public and your decisions.. You may go now since the meeting ended.." his manager patted his shoulder..

He bowed at his manager before he headed out of the room.. He heaved a deep sigh and glanced at his wrist watch.. The sun was already setting down so he hurriedly ran out of the company and drive his way.. He decided to confess his feelings for Jasmine today, once he got home.. He realized his true feelings for her during these short moment of not seeing her after spending this day as her real boyfriend.. s were right, he have to confess before its too late..

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"Jasmine.. I know you asked me to be your boyfriend for one day but... Aish!!" he said in a serious tone but stopped as he thought his words were corny in her ears..

"Jasmine-ah.." he said her name affectionately and smiled but quickly faded..

"Aniya.. She'll find it weird.." he sighed..

"Yah!! I told you I can be your man forever!! So lets just-- arrgg!!" he groaned in frustration..

He keeps mumbling and practicing how to confess to her as his eyes focused on the road back home.. A shop caught his attention on his way..

"Aish.. I dont even know how to confess to her.." he ruffled his hair and took a deep breath..

He looked back at the flower shop then to the street lights that turned green.. He drove his car and took a U-turn back to the flower shop.. He parked his car in the dark side of a building.. He wore his scarf, cap and shades and covered his lips with his scarf.. He poked his head out of the car to see if there's some people.. He sighed in relief when he saw no one, only the cars driving its way on the road, and carefully headed outside his car.. He keeps glancing side to side and to his back as he walked hurriedly to the flower shop..

The florist stared at him strangely as Jae scanned the flowers inside..

Jae beamed when he saw white and pink tulips and roses, Jasmine's favourite flowers.. Eversince she came into his life, he always observing her without her knowing it.. He once secretly went inside her room in her first week staying in his house.. He examined her things to know if she'll keeping some of his things and sell it to his fans but he didn't found anything suspicious.. He found her things very simple for a woman, she can be satisfied and happy with just small things.. He felt so bad and guilty for being suspicious of her.. He was oblivious that his mind was making a mental note everytime he got to know new things about her, her favourites, likes, hates and other things.. At first, he found it annoying but at the same time, it amused him..

"Ajumma, can I have this tulips and roses in one bouquet??" he asked as he pointed to the white tulips and light pink roses in the pot..

The florist smilingly nodded and started to pick the flowers one by one..

"Kansamnida.." he smiled and bowed politely.. "Ah.. I'll help you to pick.." he started to pick the pink roses that blooming slightly while the florist was picking the tulips..

He handed her the pink roses that he picked and watched the florist arranged the flowers..

"Wait.." the florist stared at him confused.. "Ahmm.. Please wrap it in a pink wrapper and tied in a red ribbon.."

"Aigo.. Your girlfriend must be so lucky to have a boyfriend like you.." the florist said and smiled while arranging the flowers as he said..

He sheepishly smiled and rubbed the back of his neck..

 

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Jasmine put the pen down in the table.. She just finished writing a letter for Jaejoong and one for his mother since she cant say straight the things she wanted to say to them..

The sun was already setting down and this is the time where all reporters and his fans were already gone outside.. And in an hour, Jae will be at home..

'Mianhae Jaejoong-ssi..'

She glanced at her luggage and heaved a deep sigh.. She looked around her room with a heavy feeling.. She headed out of the room and her gaze shifted to Jae's room.. She carefully opened the door of his room and headed inside.. It was the second time she went inside his room.. Her gaze stopped at his big picture frame on top of his bed hanging on the wall..

"He really changed it.." she chuckled as she stared at his picture..

 

* FLASHBACK *

"Yah.. You still haven't change your phone's wallpaper..I told you to change it!! Its annoying!!" Jae complained as he glanced at her phone on the mini table..

She chuckled and immediately took her phone to her chest..

"You dont care!! Its my own phone and Hongki is not annoying.. HE'S THE CUTEST GUY ON EARTH~!!" her eyes sparkled and curved like a smiling moon followed by a low squeal..

He clenched his fist and gritted his teeth while glaring at her hearing her saying those compliment to Hongki..

"Change it!!" he demanded..

She stuck her tongue out to him..

"I said CHANGE.IT!!" he gritted his teeth and glared at her..

His glares can scare the people around him and made them back away but to her, its nothing.. He is even more scared at her eyes that sends daggers to him but he didn't want to lose so he fought her glares by his glares..

He tried to snatched her phone out of her hands in her chest..

"YAH!! WHERE ARE YOU TOUCHING ME??!! YOU ERT!!" her eyes widened in shock..

"Change it or else I will break this phone of yours!!" he threatened as he tried to pull the phone out of her grasp..

"Why do you even care??!! Its my own phone not yours!!" she said irritatedly as she held her phone tightly while glaring at him..

"Because I said not to look at the other man so change it now!!"

"Shireo!! Why are you so desperate to change my wallpaper?? And you're the one who should change the picture hanging on your wall!!"

"Picture??" he frowned thinking what picture it was.. He loosened the hold on her phone and tilted his head as he stared at her curiously..

"That picture of yours hanging on top of your bed showing your biceps and those abs or whatever you called that.." she looked at his body in disgust but blushed as she saw his collar bone, biceps and muscular chest that is still visible in the shirt he wears.. She gulped and tried not to show him that she's blushing..

'Oh my gawd!! My eyes!!' she mentally slapped herself hard as she keeps denying that she was enjoying the view..

"M-M-MWO??!!!!" his jaw dropped and looked at her in disbelief.. "Yah!! Do you know how many women drools on me because of my hotness??!!"

She snapped out from her daze and chuckled.. "You dont have to remind me those things.. I already knew that long time ago.. But I cant feel your hotness.." she said nonchalant to cover her lie.. She looked at his face staring blankly at her then to her phone on their hands.. She quickly pulled her phone out of his grasp and put it inside the pocket of her trouser.. "And I wonder what's on your mind hanging those kind of big picture in your room.. You're not drooling and imagining things on your own body, aren't you??.." she added sarcastically and eyed him suspiciously..

"Aish!! This girl is really getting on my nerves!!" he mumbled gritting his teeth.. "What picture should I hang there then??" he gulped nervously and looked away but he was curious to hear whats she's going to say..

She tilted her head and think.. "Just put any picture of yours showing your bright smile.. That will do.."

Her eyes widened in surprise when she felt his lips on her cheek.. She twisted her head and saw him smirking..

He stuck his tongue out and ran away from her while laughing..

"Yah!!"

* END OF FLASHBACK *

 

She wiped the tears that fell from her eyes.. She gulped the lump on and sniffed.. She headed outside of his room and closed the door.. She put the two letters on the floor infront of her door because she knew he will come in her room first if he didn't saw her once he get home..

Jiji walked towards her meowing as she headed downstairs.. She carried him and smiled as she caressed his neck..

"Jiji-ah.. Are you hungry??" she walked towards the kitchen cabinets while carrying Jiji.. She took his food in one of the cabinets and put it on his bowl.. "Mianhae.. I wont be able to feed you again next time.. Be good to your boss, okay?? Just ignore him if he keeps annoying and irritating you like he always did to us.." she caressed his head and stood up..

She walked to the kitchen and put a note on the refrigerator then to the table.. She headed to his mini bar and put a note in the refrigerator then to the rack where his expensive alcohols neatly arrange.. She looked around the house once more as she reminisced their memories.. Every part of his house were full of their memories..

'Goodbye Jae.. Thank you and I'm sorry.. I will miss you.. I will really miss you..'

She took her luggage and a took a last look inside his house before she closed the door.. She carefully opened the gate and this time, she didn't feel happy and excited because she can sneaked out for a day but forever, maybe.. She immediately slid out her body together with her luggage and carefully closed the gate.. She tried to step her feet away but she felt like the house was pulling her back.. She glanced at the house for the last time and took a deep breath.. She managed to step her feet away from his house without looking back.. She continued to walk and walk with her mind in an abyss.. She didn't noticed that she already passed many stations of the bus stop far from the subdivision.. She sat on the bench in the waiting shed of the bus stop and stared at the dark sky..

'This is the best for us.. I want to stay with you but I have to leave..'

 

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Jaejoong hurriedly went home.. He headed out of his car with a paper bag of chocolates and a bouquet of flowers in his hand, hid in his back.. He carefully opened the door and beamed when dim lights were on.. He quietly headed inside and looked for her.. He didn't found her anywhere downstairs so he decided to go in her room.. He excitedly went to her room with smiles plastered in his face.. He put his ears against the door while carefully opening the door.. He frowned when he noticed something under his shoes, two envelopes.. He took it and stared at it curiously..

"Baby~ where are you?? I'm home now~" he called as he opened her room.. He frowned when he saw her room was dark.. He headed inside and turned the lights on..

He pout when he saw no one.. He decided to go in the other part of his house but before he could exited her room, he felt his stomach flinched and his heart tightened in fear.. He looked at her room as he gulped nervously..

Some things were missing inside.. There's no perfumes, powder and lotions in the mirror table, no picture frame in the lamp table, no laptop on the desk, no stuff toys and picture frames in the shelf..

"Ja..Jasmine??" he called her as he tightened his hold on the paper bag and bouquet in his hands..

He looked at the two envelopes in his hands.. He nervously opened one with his name written on it.. There were checks and money inside, she didn't take any of his money that he paid on her..

 

Jaejoong-ssi..

First of all, I would like to apologize for all the troubles that I caused you through all these times.. And I want to thank you for letting me stay here.. Thanks for always making my fears and pains go away.. You always stayed by my side whenever I feel scared and hurt.. I really appreciate you for coming into my life.. I will never ever forget the times when we always fought verbally and physically.. Its silly but I really enjoyed hitting you ^^V.. I will cherish all those memories deep in my heart..

To be honest, I really hated you after that day when you asked me to lie and pretend to be your girlfriend but as time goes by, I wish that were not just pretending.. Thank you for granting that wish even just for one day..

I was serious when I said to not come and find me.. Its not that I dont want to see you again.. I know your dream is important to you.. You already suffered a lot of hardships just to pursue and reach your dream, I dont want to be a nuisance and ruin your life and career..

Keep your faith and beliefs.. Everything will be back to its place one day.. Keep smiling more but if you're in pain and hurt, you can cry, show it.. For me, a man's tears is more precious than his smiles because it tells how he really feels inside without pretendings.. But keep smiling whole heartedly, araseo??

Sorry if I just leave like this.. I promise you that I wont tell anyone that I stayed with you..

Thank you and I'm sorry..

P.S.,

By the way, I'm back as your fan again.. I'm back to support you whatever happens.. Please be happy..

Sincerely,
Chocolate Cockroach Girl
Jasmine
 

The paper bag and bouquet dropped on the floor.. He dashed outside his house and ran to the neighbors.. He didn't care if they recognize or saw him as he continued to run passed the people and searched for her.. He was hoping that she haven't gotten far..

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Jasmine was still on the waiting shed.. Buses and taxis stopped at her spot but she didn't ride any of it.. She heaved a deep sigh for the umpteenth times as she stared at the keys in her hands then to her luggage beside her.. She sighed again and put the keys inside her bag.. She stood up from the bench and took her luggage.. She decided to finally cross the road and go to her destination..

The street lights turned red..

She looked to the way back to his house and sighed again..

'I guess this is it.. Goodbye..' she bit her bottom lip as she felt the pang in her chest getting tighter and deeper..

The street lights turned green but she didn't noticed.. She stepped her feet to the road with her head lowered down..

A loud horn was heard..

She tilted her head and a light flash blinded her eyes.. Her eyes widened in fear and before she could stepped her feet away..

Her sight became blurry and went black..

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A/N: Sorry about this chapter..
But its time for them to...........
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davian
#1
Chapter 69: I read this and still I am reading it all over again. this OMG
hazel_marie13
#2
Chapter 69: That's so sweet of fans to do those fan projects and as well as Jaejoong during the concert :) Funny how things ended up on the waiting room and can't wait on what will happen bet Yunho and Jin Hyuk! Finally Jaejoong proposed and it's a very sweet proposal! They are now already engaged and will surely wait for your next update to know what will happen next on this good story of yours so update soon :)
Jun_KOI_Mi
#3
Chapter 69: awww, what a beautiful reunion concert and of course the proposal
Kpopcrazygal #4
Chapter 69: Aww. Jae proposed. I wish to have a boyfriend like him. Authornim can i take him. Thanks for the update.
Bigeast88 #5
Chapter 20: I like this storry!! Teheeehe
Your writing style is funny tho XDD
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 68: So cute and sweet how Jaejoong went with her on the concert but still so cute even with his aggressiveness, possessiveness or jealous side but still never failed to protect her :) Good thing good things are happening from the DBSK who decided to reunite after the Homin left SM even though they suffered hardships but just like what Jasmine, at least they are together :) Chae Eun became girly? I really can't wait for Yunho and her to meet and also for more cute and sweet moments between Jaejoong and Jasmine so will surely wait for your next update! Update soon :)
DolphinWorld
2005 streak #7
Chapter 68: Haha... Jealous Jae! Such a cute chapter ^_^ and I think the next chapter would be even more interesting. Btw sorry for asking stupid questions like this. But is the "Jin Hyuk" mentioned in this story is Choi Jin Hyuk? Anyway, can't wait to read more. Please update soon :)
AmyDick #8
Chapter 68: Finally, an update. Hahaha the next chapter seems fun..
hazel_marie13
#9
Chapter 67: The scenes with the kids is really cute especially Min who gets annoyed feeding the kids and he can't eat! Yunho already seeks help from Jasmine, could it meab he realized he wanted to pursue her not only to apologize? Really curious if Yunho will be able to see her since she may be on States. Like the conversation between them while they are talking to one another especially planning their future :) Like also the sweet and cute moments of the couple :) Hoping for more on your next update! Update soon :)
DolphinWorld
2005 streak #10
Chapter 67: Hello there author-nim ^_^ you came back with a hot chapter? Wah~ when I started reading this chapter, Suddenly I seemed all lost at the sudden appearance of the kids. And Yunho is not getting paired up? *sobs*
Now enough of my drama... can't wait to read your next chapter. Please update soon ^_^