HYUN JOONG POV

He was conversing so serious with nicole when suddenly nicole grab him and kissed him,,

He was shocked but he manage to pull himself away from nicole,, He step back to get

away,,, Just a moment after, They heard the sound of the door closed..They looked at it,

He thought of young saeng immediately so he ran towards the door and opened it,, he

looked outside and saw young saeng walking too fast,that he was already far turning to the

right where the elevator at..He run trying to reach young saeng but he failed when the

elevator was closed already before he press to open..he rushed up to the stairs that was

just near the elevator,, so he manage to get into 6th floor just seconds after the elevator

opened and young saeng walked a few steps...

"Young saeng ah...he called and grab young saeng's arm to stop him...

"Young saeng just face him and look at him straight from the eyes,, there's no tears coming 

out but it was obvious and can see clearly to his face that he wants to cry and he wants to

get mad but he cant do it,,

"Let me explain first...dont misunderstand everything,,,i will tell you everything...hyun

joong said worriedly about what young saeng was thinking since he isnt crying just like

before...

"De? ahmm,,, young saeng blinked his eyes couple of times and doesnt know what words

he will formed from his lips...he bowed his head..

"Look at me,,, just listen to me huh? hyun joong said bending his body and head to see

young saeng's face that was facing the floor..

"Just a moment nicole came and saw hyun joong pleading and pleasing young saeng trying

to explain...she stood up quietly few steps from them hiding on the side wall before

turning left,,he listened  and she make sure to hear everything..

"Young saeng ah,,, please dont show me that kind of face..nicole is nothing to me,,,she

made the moves not me...

"Hyun joong,,,.. is it because of nicole that's why you are rushing to go to your unit? wae?  

is there something going on that i shouldnt know? why did she kissed you?

"no there's nothing.. i just dont want you to get involve with my problem to nicole,,, she

was strange lately,, i dont know what's happening to her...hyun joong explains..

"you dont want me to get involve..?. do you think i am not involve?...you're setting me

aside?

"No its not like that i just,,,,hyun joong stopped..

"i am involve in this Hyun joong, so i must be aware..we both know that your

girlfriend is definitely not a girlfriend, it is ME,, your so called girlfriend is a guy and that's

me hyun joong.. young saeng said in hard words emphasizing every words...

"I know but we cant both tolerate this kind of issue it will just affect us,our relationship,,,

you saw what nicole did a while ago..i know it,,and i hope you understand me...

"Yes i saw what,,,he sighed,, what that stupid girl did to you,, she kissed,,she kissed you

and she.....young saeng hold his breath,,you must told me earlier what's going on between

you,,I know... bit by bit nicole already knows things about us,, i know she was suspecting

already,,,how can we avoid her if you just keep everything from me..young saeng said

and tears starts to form on the side...

"Let's talk the rest inside...hyun joong cupped the face of young saeng tried to prevent the

falling of tears and embrace him for a while,,, kaja....he held young saeng's hand, looking

around and walk towards their unit..

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NICOLE's POV

"On the other hand nicole still eavesdropping and got surprised of what she heard,, she

was stuck to where she was standing and feet seems to pinned in the floor, clearing his

mind about the words she had heard...She walked to the elevator heavily after the two

left.. she pressed her floor but still wondering in shock...and cant believe what she knew

just now...

"She went home to her unit, sitted at the couch as she enter and remembering

everything..

"I am right... they are in a special relationship? he talked alone..

"hyun joong oppa really get into this relationship? and,,and it is young saeng oppa?

"He cant accept my feelings because of him?,, is he the one he mentioned before? the one

he was looking and waiting for?

"HUh...she smiles disappointedly..oppa,,  you are choosing a guy over me? kurae.. i will

tell everyone about this. you have to end up your relationship to him...

"ani.. does jungmin oppa, hyung jun oppa and kyu jong oppa knows about this?..what a

good friends tolerating this kind of relationship...?

"She continue to mumble,,,Ani i need a better evidence before revealing it..i must keep it

first..oppa you will definitely need to fall to me...she grinned alone..

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HYUN JOONG & YOUNG SAENG POV

As they get in, Young saeng proceed immediately to the bed room and layed down

forgetting the foods he cooked and prepared at the dining area..

"Hyun joong went closer to the bed, layed beside him facing the back and embrace him,,

are you mad? he asked..

"Do i have the right to be mad now? young saeng asked back..

"I dont know,,, i want you to understand me and listen my words...

"Why she was doing this now? can you tell me? young saeng asked expecting explanation

from hyun joong..

"Nicole just confess to me that she likes me...he answered and starts to explain..She was

asking me to accept her feelings..She became that obsess since she saw us at the

riverside.She wants me to accept her as my future fiance and accept the marriage that our

parents was planning since long ago..But believe me we already talked and agreed to

oppose into the decision of arrange marriage when the time comes...

"But why is she acting like that and now confessing to you that she likes you? young saeng

questioned again 

"I dont know it either,, she suddenly change her decision and asked me to just accept the

fact that we are getting married, but believe me,, i cant accept her.. i love you and i

wont end our relationship..i've waited years before i met you and to be with you..i always

wait for that time that's why when i saw you i didnt waste my time to get you...that's

how much i long for your love...

"But nicole is interrupting,,, sooner or later she will know about us,,young saeng gloomily

said.

"I dont care if she interrupted,,as long as she will not speak to anyone...hyun joong said..

"young saeng then face hyun joong and said,,,im afraid,, i wont be ready if we end up our

relationship...

"No dont say that,, we will never end up just like that,,we've gone through to a lot of trials for how many years i wont allow anyone to ruin it,,

"But what about nicole?

"we can get out of this.. just trust me...i just need you,,i dont need anyone except you,,so

please dont loose your hope and trust on me..hyun joong said..

"i trust you and i love you that's why....young saeng said huskily,,,

"Hyun joong hug young saeng tightly and made a peck on lips after,,young saeng's tears

starts to wells up..Hyun joong wiped out the tears and kissed him passionately,,

"While they passionately kiss each other,, thoughts on their minds ust keeps popping out.....

YOUNG SAENG POV (thought)

I love you hyun joong ah.. dont loosen me on your hold..i need you beside me,, my

heart needs you that much,, i cant afford to loose you no matter what....you made me,

that's why i am here with you beside you, kissing you like this,, holding you tight, living

with you, struggling with you, you completed me,, i'd rather disappear if you unhold

me..i know from the start what will happen to us but i accepted you till i tied myself

into you. i know time will come we will need to unhold each other,,you thought me

everything..i love you.... 

"I LOVE YOU HYUN JOONG AH..he said in between the kiss with soft tone while tears

keeps falling...

HYUN JOONG POV (thought)

*i will always love you young saeng ah,, please just hold unto me tightly,, dont unhold if

i lossened my hold on you,,just hold tightly so that i could gather all my strength to

hold you back tightly..This could be difficult now,, too hard to overcome but i need you

beside me,, my heart needs you too much,,trust me, believe me,,i need your strength, i

need your cooperation. i need your will and i need your love...i wont loose you no

matter what,, i wish we will go through this and overcome it,, easy or hard i will do my

best to keep this relationship...

"I LOVE YOU TOO....he response and smile as young saeng release the kiss after long

minutes and give him another kiss on forehead and took a rest holding each other..

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...eotteokke? what will happen next,, need to think well now... can i ask you guys? can you imagine if this relationship is true? wakakakak,, i cant imagine but fanfics made me crazy..the truth cant imagine how young saeng and hyun joong be in a relationship like this...kekeke..

"Just  a share of words.. you cant find love easily right? till trials came..i was once fell in love,, i thought its love actually but its not.. i cursed every moment i spend with such relationship i had,, and i had been stupid over love... thats why i love the song BEC. IM STUPID...hahaha well for such an advice... Just give up to the one you love if he is loving someone else.. dont try to be martyr.. "DON'T LOOK TO YOUR RIGHT SIDE IF THE ONE STANDING TO THAT SIDE IS ALSO LOOKING ON HIS RIGHT SIDE,TRY TO LOOK ON YOUR LEFT SIDE WHO KNOWS THAT PERSON ON YOUR LEFT SIDE IS LOOKING ON HIS RIGHT SIDE...