FRIENDS POV

It was late in the evening hyun joong made a call to jungmin.. saying that he was worried about young saeng? on what he was trying to do now..being so tired mentally could make the person weaked..

"Jungmin called his friends to gather,,they even called nicole,,somewhat they thought she could be a help..

"They met at jiyoung's pub...they talked privately at the private room of jiyoung and kyu jong...

"They were all silent at first..

"Jungmin talked and told them what hyun joong had said to him on the phone and how he was worried about young saeng..

"I felt bad...i am young saeng's bestfriend but i can't do something..kyu jong face palm himself...

"Jiyoung comforted his husband,,don't blame yourself...

"What do we do now? we can't even enter to their house,,, hyungjun talked...

"I don't know too..i felt really bad for our friends..is it our fault that we didn't even opposed to their relationship? jungmin suddenly  said...

"Mwo? yahhh,, you mean you regretted it? you mean you regret about us too? hyungjun exclaimed..

"Mwo? aniya.. our situation is different,, they were seriously been through with their relationship.. unlike us,, we don't even have the confident about us but they do have it!,,..jungmin defended himself..

"yahhh is this the time to argue now? huh? they are in really hard time now..can we just think of how can we help?! kyu jong yelled...young saeng will really do something if he can't able to take it...he is weaked,,,we all know that,, hyun joong just make him strong,, hyun joong is the only stregth he have,,,if you continue to argue now,,,then just leave.!.kyu jong teared all of a sudden...

"Oppa...jiyoung rub kyu jong's back, up and down to calm him..we shouldn't arguing now,, they need us...

"Mianhae..the two apologize...

"I think i know who can help out.. nicole spoke up...

"de? all gave a pardon look...

"Ms.choi is his fiance....nicole said..

"Ms.choi? ahhh the secretary? jungmin remembered...

"Then? hyung jun asked..

"Maybe we can tell her and she can go to young saeng oppa's house and make a visit to him...nicole suggested..

"But.. how can we reach that girl? kyu jong asked...

"i have her number. i registered it when we were called at the company before...i don't know if she hadn't left the country yet..

"Give me the number.. kyu jong reach his phone and dialled the number of ms.choi..

"It rings... kyu jong waited...no answer...

"she isn't picking up..but the number is still active,, it means she is still inside the country...

"call her again oppa.. jiyoung suggested..

"For the second call....de yeobeoseyo... someone answered behind the call..

"Ahh ye.. this is young saeng's friend..

"De? waeyo?

"ahmmm we need your help....

"What can i do?

"Young saeng seems to be in deep depression now and he might give in...we need your help..can you?

"But..we were, i mean,,

"Please this is just urgent,

"Ok...what do you want me to do?

"Can you visit him at home,?,,just pretend you don't know anything and if they asked you,,, just make an excuse...just visit him and check if he is ok..

"when?

"Can you do it tomorrow morning?

"Ahmmmm ok...since my flight is at night so maybe i can do it...

"You're leaving?

"Yes....

"Ok,,then please do it before you leave...

"arrasseo...

"Kamsahamnida....

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HYUN JOONG POV

"he can't sleep,, he felt uneasy,, keeps worrying on young saeng,,, everytime he close his eyes,, it was like a nightmare that he was seeing young saeng smiling but his face look so sad,,he keeps on reaching him but he can't everytime he walks forward to get him seems someone is pulling him away from him...

"He get off out of his bed and went to his balcony and saw the dark sky,,,the moon is hiding behind the dark shades of clouds..

"What are you doing now? he asked..

"Are you sleeping now? he asked again

"Can you answer me..i want to hear your voice..behind the dark sky something fell on his face...a flakes of snow then suddenly it poured out...

"He went in and grab his coat,, the coat he bought long time ago,,,the coat that they  both have...it was his present for young saeng,,they have the same style..he went out again and face the pouring snow,, he wore the coat and felt the warm of it,,,

"Suddenly memories came back to him..the time they bought it,, from the moment they met,,till they met again at school,, their naughty thing at night,,on how he ordered food for him,,on how they secretly started their relationship..the jealousy, the arguments that goes into fight,,nonsense quarrels about something,, the sensitivity of young saeng,,on how he able to please him inspite of being a cold person..the smiles, the tears,,the reconciliations..all of that was remembered,,,

"he was crying,, hiding the tears under that white snow..no one would know how he was hurting right now,,no one could understand why he was hurt that much..

"Young saeng,,, my only young saeng,,,do you remember,,,? ahh  you didn't know,,,that i am looking at you while playing that piano with my friend heechul,,you wouldn't know how attractive you are that time...he talk alone...

"And do you know how long ive waited before i metyou again? i told you right? and i was so happy the time you entered that classroom,,you look so serious,, no expression,, cold person,, i felt it that time that you are the one i am waiting for the long time, the person i prayed to see,,until i knew your name and confirmed it was you...he sniff...

"Do you know how i confirmed,, because the time i saw you performed,, i asked heechul what is your name,,he said,, HEO YOUNG SAENG..since then i never forget that name,,i was smiling that time,, priceless,,till heechul got curious and told him about how i admired you...

"I am really happy you transferred in our school..you look so cute,,, that's when i decided to protect you...i did,,,i did,,,but why are we suffering right now?? why we are so distant to each other? why the space between us gor miles away,,why we need to sacrifice like this? i will never forget the memories of you,,,how could they tell me to forget you?

"He wiped off his tears..I love you so much,,,i don't know what were you planning,,,with your words,, you made me so worried...this is the first snow that i haven't able to hug you...he cried more and tightened his grip on the coat that he wore...

"HE saw the portrait that young saeng gave to him,,, his things from his unit was packed and gave to him..he grab and held the portrait and get the secret letter behind it,,,there is still the mark of tears,,,,he remembered his tears falls on that letter while reading it..the tears of happiness on how young saeng express his love through those words written on that letter...he read it once again and burst into soundly cry...

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YOUNG SAENG POV

"He was drinking, he drunk the whole 3 bottles and asked the maid to get another...the maid obeyed as her master commanded..

"He continue to drink.....kim hyun joong...heo young saeng, kim hyun joong,,heo young saeng, kim hyun joong,,,he repeatedly mentioned their names, he chuckled and questioned himself,,,why this two always together?

"He gulp his soju..i know the answer.. he smiled and face the bottle...because they fell in love to each other...it's so weird right? he laughed..

"aniya it's not weird,,, it was just normal..kim hyun joong loves heo young saeng and heo young saeng loves kim hyun joong soooo much,,,do you know that? he smiled but tears was falling while poking the bottle..

"He rubbed his chest as he felt it was hard to breath..he was hitting his chest,, yahhh andwae,, im not yet done drinking i still have one bottle so get some air ok? he poked continuously his chest...

"Hyun joong ah,,

"eo!!! he stood up and went to the door of his balcony..it's snowing..waahhhh it's so cold....he said and went to his dresser and grab a coat,, he saw the one hyun joong had bought for him, the same coat as with hyun joong..he wore it..

"Ahhh it's so warm now..yahhh do you know how happy i am when you bought this for me?

"Aniya,,it's not because it was so expensive,,,because you bought a pair of this,, because we could wear it together..he gulp again...

"Do you know that first time i enter your classroom? i notice you that time,, you think i don't know? you were staring at me,,,i thought im gonna melt that time..but of course i didn't show it..i felt something that time but can't tell it..then i knew you were my room mate...i was so thankful that time, you are my room mate,,you were so gentle,,never harrassed me,,,,am i right?

"Ooopsss i remember that,, when we were locked at the old music hall,, it was your special place you said,, you are trying to kiss me,, i was so shocked but i regret that you didn't do that since you don't want to force me...

"You confessed to me,, and i am glad that time,,, and you kissed me that fast...it's too weird to think but im falling for you,, ahhh ani that i am already in love with you,, that's the right words,,, aniji?

"I missed your naughty face everytime you tease me..i am you breakfast right,,,he laughed,,,are you starving yourself now,, because your favorite food is too far from you...he pouted..

"He sniff...there so much memories that i cant forget,,how can they command me to just forget you,, tell me huh? answer me..how can i,,,,maybe if die i can forget it,,,ahmm ani,,, i will never forget you,,the way you cared and even served me? he sighed deeply while wiping off his wet face due to his tears..

"tears keeps flowing as he was gulping his bottle...he went in and sitted to the bed...he felt so weaked in his body and can't even get enough air...it was already 5am in the morning when he fell down on the bed and the bottle he was holding fell down to the floor,,he got so exhausted again and drunk too much..

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ok here is the continuation,,,keke,, i made one as you have requested,,,,it's really emotional but since we were nearly at the ***,, dont want to mention it,, it makes me sad,,,i am missing this story already....enjoy....