No one POV

After that day, Mir was fearless to kiss Joon’s cheek. He kept doing it whenever he has the chance. Even though Joon felt uncomfortable because of his feelings, but he liked it anyway.

But that excessive and careless touch made both built a needy feeling inside.

Joon desperately wanted to tell his true feelings but he afraid he gonna face a rejection. Maybe, Mir was just doing some brotherly skinship. No sweet feelings involve. That made him scared.

Mir also wanted to spill out his feelings but knowing Joon for a long time, he can tell Joon is a straight one. He afraid the latter gonna felt disgust when he confessed.

And yet one thing, both of them afraid to lose each other once the truth spoke. They didn’t want to lose a strong built friendship between them.

So those two just carelessly doing some skinships, to ease their needy feelings inside.

But they never realized each touch, sent shivers to the other one.

Joon POV

I really feel miserable now.

The feeling inside me really can’t be controlled. I don’t know why but I felt a really strong attraction towards Mireu whenever he touched me and that made me wanna feel him too.

I know it sound y and killing me inside but I’m afraid to lose him if I confessed my feelings. I really don’t know what to do.

Mir POV

I admired his figure from far. He was sitting on the couch.

I felt confused now. I really treasure all my time with him. I swear I want to stay beside him forever. But this needy feeling…

I want to confess desperately. But how? I can’t…he may end up avoiding me.

I want to be with him. I don’t want to lose him.

But this needy feeling really killing me…

I need him now.