+Joomi+ It’s hurt but I have her
(BxB) DestinyCheondoong walked into Mir’s room. The latter was covering his face with the pillow on the bed. His laptop was in front of him.
“Mireu?” Cheondoong sat on the empty space. Mir hummed.
Cheondoong looked on the screen and sighed.
“Are you watching that again?” Cheondoong asked. Mir shook his head.
“Don’t lie to me. I know you’re watching the first episode again.” Cheondoong said. He pulled the pillow a bit. Mir clutched it tighter.
“I’m not…” His voice cracked.
“I told you, not watching it again. Because I know you will be crying over it again…” Cheondoong said. Mir bit his lips. Cheondoong removed the pillow and now, he can see Mir’s puffy eyes.
“See? Stop torturing yourself, Mireu.” Mir sat on the bed.
“I…I don’t know.” Cheondoong sighed.
“Mir, don’t cry anymore. You should learn to be stronger. And face the truth now.” Mir sniffled.
“I know…but seeing him smile like that, the smile he never show to us or even me…it’s hurt me, hyung.” Cheondoong sighed and pulled Mir into his embrace.
“Mir, I understand your feeling. How precious he is in your heart, but…”
Cheondoong lost his words. A part of him wanted to tell Mir to forget Joon, a part of him said no. He, himself was confused of he wanted to say. He didn’t want to sound selfish but on the same time, he knew the best thing to do is forgetting.
“Hyung, I wish I could erase him easily…but…” Mir sobbed more.
“Hush, Mir. Don’t think about it anymore. Be strong.” Cheondoong hugged him tight. Mir returned the hug while his shoulder moved along with his sobs.
“I’m here for you, Cheolyong…” Mir nodded a bit. Cheondoong placed his chin on Mir’s shoulder. His palm patted Mir’s back.
Joon turned away and leaned against the wall when he saw Cheondoong was hugging Mir. Somehow, he felt his heart tighten.
‘Stupid heart, don’t waver. I already say goodbye.’ Joon said to himself. He walked to the couch.
He took out his phone and playing with it. The wallpaper of her made him smile a bit. He actually took the
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