“welcome home!” Junhyung said as you stepped back your feet inside your apartment for the very first time. You chuckled at his behavior.

“Whoaa..it feels like home”

“Silly, of course it is, it’s your home” he said as he brought your luggage in. you walked inside and checking each room.

“Yah…Junhyung, I don’t think it’s my home. It’s your home!” you yelled as you saw so many stuffs of him in your house. “You sold your house or what?” you , Junhyung only gave you a face, didn’t want to reveal that he’s worried at you so much so he didn’t want to come back to his home, but you already knew that fact.

You fall your body to the couch and hold Yong tightly. “Annyeong Mr.Yong, I miss you” you said to Yong.

“You don’t miss this Yong?” Junhyung said, sat beside you.

“Aish…of course I miss you so much” you snuggled in his arm. His hand automatically caressed your hair gently, made you snuggle more to him. Both of you were drowning in silent.

“Happy now? Don’t let that tears come down again..even a tear” he said

“I can’t promise you that, I’m human too” you said, made him chuckled. Suddenly his phone rang. He pick it up right away, you could hear a girl voice from the other line.

“A new girl?” you shoot but he just shrugged his shoulders. “Yah…why you broke up with hara?”

He let out a deep sigh “Are you trying to make me confess to you again?”

“Junhyung-ah…”

“Hahaha…I know, take it slow” both of you back to a silent again, but it felt awkward this time. And your phone rang. He turned his head to you as you answer the call. It’s from Doojoon. Junhyung knew it, so he walked him self to the kitchen, trying to find something he could drink.

“Doojoon?” he asked when he realized your presence in the kitchen. You nodded slowly.

“I missed Han River much. want to join us?” you bite your lower lips, afraid, worried. He turned his back to you and smiled.

“I have to work, enjoy your time with him” he smiled, fake smile as he took a gulp of his coke.

“o…okay…” you were about to leave but.. “Junhyung…are you…okay?”

“Is there a reason to make me feel not okay?” he said. You were about to say but at the same time you received a text that tell you Doojoon was waiting for you. “Just go…no need to worry me, go walk with him, you missed him badly didn’t you?” he smiled again, sincerely.

“I’ll go..then, see you”

“goo…enjoy your date” with that you left him. he took a peek of you and Doojoon from your window. He’s happy for you and him, but deep inside, there’s something couldn’t be denied, heartbreak. Grabbing his back, he went to the studio.

***

Few days after

“Hey..what are you doing?” Taejoo took a peek at what he’s doing. “writing a  new song in a comeback time?” he said as he took Junhyung’s book lyric. Without a word, Junhyung played the demo he made. At the same time the rest of beast member walked in the studio. They heard it. Their eyes widen as they listened more and more to the song. They knew what the lyric’s about.

“Hyung, let’s sing it in our comeback concert” Dongwoon suggest made Taejoo and Junhyung surprised.

“Whooa..you all guys here? That’s good idea, but..i think it could be awesome if we sing it as duet track. Yoseob…dongwoon…ahh…kikwang…” he tried to find the perfect voice to sing that song.

“Doojoon” Junhyung said. “I want sing it with Doojoon” he stood up and walked towards Doojoon who were standing at the door frame. “Take care of her, won’t you?” he said as he handed Doojoon the lyric.

“I will.” He smiled, Junhyung smiled back at him and left.

I am a man, so I don’t cry, I swallow all my sadness
I quietly close my eyes so that no one notices
I am a man, I love you but for you, who is putting on such a happy smile next to him
I will quietly close my eyes

I am a man, damn it, love again
I am a man, I’ll accept it, I won’t hold onto you or be clingy
You don’t need to worry too much
You can go to the places that we used to go often
You won’t see me there because I don’t go there
Just keep all my stuff, you can throw it out or do whatever you want with it
Uh don’t worry bout me, maybe you felt bad for me
You call me to ask how I’m doing with a worried voice
But I’m not happy to get those kinds of calls baby
I’m with a different girl baby
So I’m sorry but don’t call me no more
I hate it when I think about your face on the other line
Erase, erase, I’ll forget, I’ll erase you along with the burning smoke

I am a man, so I don’t cry, I swallow all my sadness
I quietly close my eyes so that no one notices
I am a man, I love you but for you, who is putting on such a happy smile next to him
I will quietly close my eyes

As much as we were so deep, I will cut you off completely
I’ll place the slightest feelings of lingering attachments on top of the torture rack called Hope
Though it may look fine on the outside, there are holes in the bottom of this boat, I can’t go aboard
Even if it’s forced together, I’m too dull and you’re too sharp
Go, just walk, walk, walk, walk and go
I will quietly close my eyes, even if you, who was once warm like the sun, are coldly leaving, cause I am a man
I will quietly erase you, so I won’t reminisce about you and the times that can’t be turned back, even the smallest memories

I am a man, so I don’t cry, I swallow all my sadness
I quietly close my eyes so that no one notices
I am a man, I love you but for you, who is putting on such a happy smile next to him
I will quietly close my eyes

I don’t wanna go back, it feels like everything has gone back to its original place
I’ll let you go like a man so not even the smallest lingering attachment remains

I am a man, so I don’t cry, I swallow all my sadness
I quietly close my eyes so that no one notices
I am a man, I love you but for you, who is putting on such a happy smile next to him
I will quietly close my eyes

“Love hasn’t always has a happy ending, but I do believe pain won’t last long.”

"I'm just done listening to their song. Hha, such a ... i don't know how to describe my feeling again." She smiled. "But...i'm glad Junhyung's my best friend, i wouldn't be like this if he's not him. i knew i've broken his heart but..i don't feel like i deserved that precious heart. Someone better will. Doojoon....still, i didn't what i have to talk about him. He still the same. Ahh...may be i should choose Junhyung than him, he loves soccer more than me i thought. ani, i'm kidding i love him. i'm happy we're happy now. after all of this time..." she sighed "Okay, forget it but the only thing i wanted to say to you was...don't be afraid to "fall", because if you can't get up by your self, someone else will help you. there's a fall in fall in love, love needed to see whether you dare to fall or not, so love will be able to know if you deserve that "love" it self." she nodded in her own words 

"Ahh...okay, i'm talking nonsense now" 

"Jaagiyaaaa....." Doojoon shouted

"Nae...second!"

"once more, about Seunghooo...has he told you his secret? ngg..actually i've known it all. i knew that he's falling and i knew he's the one who helped G.Na. I saw my picture and Doojoon when i borrowed his laptop in Japan." she smiled "I couldn't believe it...but hey, it's over, without him, i wouldn't know that i do love...ahh you know who? it's embarrasing to mention his name" she blushed.

"Who? you love who?" A male voice heard, he already in her room.

"Yah! Who said you could come in?? go...."

"Mwo?? wae?? it's gonna be our room anyway" he smirked

"Aishh......"

"Okay, everyone, i have something to do with this girl. so see you!" He said

"Something what? We're going to attend G.Na Unnie's engagement party"

"Yep, she finally find her love...just like me" he said as he winked at her.

"Yah...stop, don't wink!" but he ignored it, he winked too many times. "Aish..i have to go now, or this guy will just wink and wink. thank you, for reading my story, my love story" she said.

"..our love story" Doojoon corrected.

"Aish..whatever..let's go"

"Call me baby first, darling, yeobo..." he said but she just left him. "yahh...jagiyaaaaa." doojoon yelled, "Aish...how could she leave me like that? okay, i got to go too, i need to chase the love of my life! you too, chase them, don't let them go! okay? annyeong!" he winked as he chased her.

That's how the story end. Not everyone have a happy ending at the same time, but when the time is come, they'll end their story happily. Annyeong! *bow*