Chapter 32

I Am A Man

“Did he hear me?” you mumbled to your self. “i hope he did”

“Yah! You’re here not for confession, let’s get in!” Ji Eun yelled at you. Turned around you saw her smiling with two cups of coffee in her hand. You smiled back at her, both of you walked into the building and you told her what’s goin on yesterday with Doojoon.

***

Doojoon’s side

When he was about to go, he could see you turned around at his direction from his rearview and seemed like you were saying something but at the same time his phone was rang. Shoo the mind about what you just saying, he took his phone and frowned seeing the caller ID. G.Na.

“What do you want?” he said coldly.

“Aish, is this your way to treat your girlfriend to be, Doojoon-ah?” she said on the other line. Doojoon didn’t say a word. “Anyway, i just want to know, has my official boyfriend to be has decide what will he do? Hmm?” no answer. “No, you don’t need to answer it now, but you have to think about what i have said. Okay? I know you’re a good leader, baby. See you.” G.Na said as she hang up the phone.

He hit the steer wheel. He hate his state right now. He has to choose, he has to make a good decision for everybody. Being a leader was a burden sometimes for him, but he did it well till now and he have to and will be do it well till end. Stopped his car on the side of han river, leaned his head at his seat, his mind took him to that day.

FLASHBACK

“Ohh...Doojoon, sit down” the CEO said. “There’s something i want to say with the two of you..”

Doojoon obeyed wha the CEO said, he took a seat beside her. A girl that ever be the most important girl in his life till she cheated on him and choosed someone else.  That girl gave him a sweetest smile, a smile that once gave him butterflies in his stomach, but he just ignored her. He put his attention to the CEO who was busy on the phone in front of him.

“ahh..now you two were here, so i want to discuss about the next strategy to make your comeback success!” he said proudly, seemed like he has found a briliant idea. G.Na joined him smiling.

“CEO, what’s strategy?” He said curiously.

“okay, G.Na has made her comeback an it grabbed a big succeed, and you with the boys will do a comeback to, so i have decide to...” CEO smiled widely before continuing his words. “pairing you two!” he clapped his hand, smiling widely seemed so sure his strategy would be succeed.

His words sounded like a thunder in his ear. He didn’t believe at what he just said. He sat there with his mouth opened slightly. *____-ah* your name was all he could think that time.

“Doojoon, what do you think about it?” CEO asked him, slapped him back to the reality.

“Of course it’s a good idea, CEO” G.Na answered for him, Doojoon shot her a death glare.

“Hahaha! I know that, i put my hope on you two, i know you will do it well so it will bring good to the company, two of you, B2st’ comeback and everybody” he laughed. But he stopped when he saw Doojoon drowned in his mind. “Doojoon, what’s wrong? You don’t agree with this?”

“I....”

“Ahh, I know, both of you were on the relationship before, i don’t want to get in your private bussiness but i hope you can do it as a proffesional, just like virtual relationship. If it’s okay with you?” CEO asked him, little bit feeling guilty asked him to get a virtual relationship with his ex-girlfriend after what’s goin on. Doojoon didn’t answered him, he didn’t know what he should do.

“Ah, okay, let me know your decision then, you have three days from now” he said again after seeing Doojoon just keep quiet in front of him. “Okay, you can go now.”

A hand grabbed his arm when he was about to get out of the CEO office. He gave the owner of the hand an annoying looked.

“What?”

“Ani, i just want to help you made your decision” she smiled innocently.

“Leave”

“aish, don’t be so cold to me Doojoon-ah” she pouted “You love her, right? i know that, i know it well  but ahh...how can i say this, you were a leader, and you have the half of the boys’ dream on your shoulder. You want to bring B2st to the top right?”

“What are you trying to say?” he said coldly.

“Mmm..you don’t want to ruin their dream just because of your slefishness right? and i know you’re not a selfish guy” she smirked as she finished her words. “Think about it Doojoon-ah” she walked away.

End of flashback

“The boys dream were on your shoulders” G.Na’s  text repeated on his head. Today was the day he would gave CEO his decision. *I can’t be selfish, i can’t ruin the boys dream and CEO’s hopes*

He took his phone, and dial a number. “CEO, i agree. But don’t tell the boys, i’ll talk to them” he said. He could feel his heart cracked at that moment he said that words. The thought of you filled his mind, the way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you pout, the way you walk, the way you cry, the way you kissed. *I’m sorry ____-ah, i have been selfish, asked you to love me though i know you love someone else and now i’ll leave you. You can be with him now, i hope you will be happy* a tears rolled down to his cheek as he closed his eyes.

***

It has been a week, it feels like Doojoon has dissapeared from this earth. He didn’t call you, even text you. You knew that he and the boys were busy preparing his comeback, you knew it from Junhyung. Just like the old times he was always text you when he’s done with his practice. He told you that Doojoon was well so you could calm a bit. But still, facts that you knew his state from someone else is hurting. *Did he really have a second to text me? I miss him so much* you crawling to the other side of your bed as you stared at your picture with him on your phone. *Yoon Doojoon babo babo babo babo ba...*

Your phone suddenly ringing. Junhyung.

“Hmm...?”

“Yah! Is that your way to greet your bestfriend?” he nagged.

“Aish, hello, my bestfriend, what’s happened on earth that make you call me?” you said gently, you could hear him chuckled at the other line. Adorable, it sounded adorable. He’s not a kind who will laugh easily. But once he laughed, it sounded so adorable till make your heart fluttered.

“Good girl, ahaha, listen, we were going to have a comeback stage at Doojoon’s birthday, do you want to come?”

“REALLY?” you yelled,

“Yah! Don’t yelled you can make me deaf!” he nagged again. “Do you miss him that much?” he blurted out. You could hear a sad tone on his voice.

“huh? I..”

“ani, forget it! We’re planned to give him surprise on the back stage, come and join us?” he said as casually as he could. He didn’t want you with Doojoon, because he loves you but knowing that you love Doojoon much, as a good bestfriend and the one who wished for your happiness, he supported you with him.

You nodded your head hard “YES! YES! YES!”

“Yah! I told you, don’t yell!”

“Ahh...i’m sorry, but...if that’s okay? I don’t want you all get troubles becau...”

“No, you won’t. You knew CEO and he knew you too, he even like you than me”

“you’re my bestfriend ever, Yong~” you sang happily.

***

Junhyung’s Side

“you’re my bestfriend ever, Yong~” you sang happily.

“Yah, you only have one bestfriend, of course i am the best” he said confidently. “i’ll call you later, key?” he said as he hung up the phone.

“Hyung, are you calling ____-ah?” Dongwoong asked him as he walked back to the boys. Junhyung nodded. “Yah! Why you have to call her on the corner of the room, Hyung? I want to hear her voice too” Dongwoon pout.

Yoseob slapped his head slightly to remind Dongwoon about the plan, Junhyung have a duty to tell you the plan.

“Hyung...why..” Dongwoon winched in pain. Yoseob gave him a shut-your-mouth to him made him remember the plan and shut his mouth.

“it’s my bussiness, Dongwonnie” Junhyung said coldly.

“Ahh...I miss ___-ah much” Gikwang said to cover the awkwardness and Dongwoon nodded as agreement.

“yeah, but she missed someone else” Junhyung said as he shot a death glare to Doojoon who were already stared at him. Junhyung knew that Doojoon didn’t call  you for a week and he knew it well that you miss him badly, but he didn’t do anything. Beside his heart couldn’t stand the jealousy, he didn’t want to get into deep to your relationship with him.

“Wait, Hyung, aren’t you dating her? why i never see you call her lately, are you two fighting?” Gikwang blurted out, but Doojoon only left the boys without a word.

“Yah..what’s wrong with him?”

“Hyung is not like Hyung” dongwoon said.

Junhyung saw Doojoon curiously. *I can feel something’s wrong* he said in his mind.

***

The day B2st had a comeback stage was come. You wear the dress Junhyung sent you a couple days ago. It fits you perfectly. He did know you inside and outside, You looked stunning in that dress. You and the boys were planning to surprise him at the backstage and you were the one who had been missioned to buy a cake for him. As you arrived at the building, you sneaked carefully so Doojoon won’t see you. just like what the boys’ told you, you were waiting for them in the dress room.

*ahh, dugeun-dugeun* you could feel your heart was ready to jump from its place. You would see him, you would see the man you have missed so much. Not long after, you could see someone is coming, you hide yourself quickly.

“___-ah” that’s Gikwang

“Ah..it’s you, i thought it’s Doojoon” you let out a loud sigh.

“Junhyung hyung was managed to bring him to an empty room”

 “Palli” Yoseob commanded.

“Quick” you saw Junhyung was panting hard from running.

You and the boys were arrived in front of the room. Suddenly the boys left you.

“Goodluck ____-ah” Yoseob said as the leave you.

“Yah!” Junhyung covered your mouth when you yelled.

“low your voice” he whispered.

“I thought we will surprise him together” you whispered.

“Take your time” Gikwang mouthed. You smiled at them, you didn’t know they have made this plan for you. The boys hide themselves not far from you as you opened the door and sing.

“Haaappy...birth...” you stopped singing as you saw something you swore you didn’t want to see twice in your life.

“Did he hear me?” you mumbled to your self. “i hope he did”

“Yah! You’re here not for confession, let’s get in!” Ji Eun yelled at you. Turned around you saw her smiling with two cups of coffee in her hand. You smiled back at her, both of you walked into the building and you told her what’s goin on yesterday with Doojoon.

***

Doojoon’s side

When he was about to go, he could see you turned around at his direction from his rearview and seemed like you were saying something but at the same time his phone was rang. Shoo the mind about what you just saying, he took his phone and frowned seeing the caller ID. G.Na.

“What do you want?” he said coldly.

“Aish, is this your way to treat your girlfriend to be, Doojoon-ah?” she said on the other line. Doojoon didn’t say a word. “Anyway, i just want to know, has my official boyfriend to be has decide what will he do? Hmm?” no answer. “No, you don’t need to answer it now, but you have to think about what i have said. Okay? I know you’re a good leader, baby. See you.” G.Na said as she hang up the phone.

He hit the steer wheel. He hate his state right now. He has to choose, he has to make a good decision for everybody. Being a leader was a burden sometimes for him, but he did it well till now and he have to and will be do it well till end. Stopped his car on the side of han river, leaned his head at his seat, his mind took him to that day.

FLASHBACK

“Ohh...Doojoon, sit down” the CEO said. “There’s something i want to say with the two of you..”

Doojoon obeyed wha the CEO said, he took a seat beside her. A girl that ever be the most important girl in his life till she cheated on him and choosed someone else.  That girl gave him a sweetest smile, a smile that once gave him butterflies in his stomach, but he just ignored her. He put his attention to the CEO who was busy on the phone in front of him.

“ahh..now you two were here, so i want to discuss about the next strategy to make your comeback success!” he said proudly, seemed like he has found a briliant idea. G.Na joined him smiling.

“CEO, what’s strategy?” He said curiously.

“okay, G.Na has made her comeback an it grabbed a big succeed, and you with the boys will do a comeback to, so i have decide to...” CEO smiled widely before continuing his words. “pairing you two!” he clapped his hand, smiling widely seemed so sure his strategy would be succeed.

His words sounded like a thunder in his ear. He didn’t believe at what he just said. He sat there with his mouth opened slightly. *____-ah* your name was all he could think that time.

“Doojoon, what do you think about it?” CEO asked him, slapped him back to the reality.

“Of course it’s a good idea, CEO” G.Na answered for him, Doojoon shot her a death glare.

“Hahaha! I know that, i put my hope on you two, i know you will do it well so it will bring good to the company, two of you, B2st’ comeback and everybody” he laughed. But he stopped when he saw Doojoon drowned in his mind. “Doojoon, what’s wrong? You don’t agree with this?”

“I....”

“Ahh, I know, both of you were on the relationship before, i don’t want to get in your private bussiness but i hope you can do it as a proffesional, just like virtual relationship. If it’s okay with you?” CEO asked him, little bit feeling guilty asked him to get a virtual relationship with his ex-girlfriend after what’s goin on. Doojoon didn’t answered him, he didn’t know what he should do.

“Ah, okay, let me know your decision then, you have three days from now” he said again after seeing Doojoon just keep quiet in front of him. “Okay, you can go now.”

A hand grabbed his arm when he was about to get out of the CEO office. He gave the owner of the hand an annoying looked.

“What?”

“Ani, i just want to help you made your decision” she smiled innocently.

“Leave”

“aish, don’t be so cold to me Doojoon-ah” she pouted “You love her, right? i know that, i know it well  but ahh...how can i say this, you were a leader, and you have the half of the boys’ dream on your shoulder. You want to bring B2st to the top right?”

“What are you trying to say?” he said coldly.

“Mmm..you don’t want to ruin their dream just because of your slefishness right? and i know you’re not a selfish guy” she smirked as she finished her words. “Think about it Doojoon-ah” she walked away.

End of flashback

“The boys dream were on your shoulders” G.Na’s  text last night repeated on his head. Today was the day he would gave CEO his decision. *I can’t be selfish, i can’t ruin the boys dream and CEO’s hopes*

He took his phone, and dial a number. “CEO, i agree. But don’t tell the boys, i’ll talk to them” he said. He could feel his heart cracked at that moment he said that words. The thought of you filled his mind, the way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you pout, the way you walk, the way you cry, the way you kissed. *I’m sorry ____-ah, i have been selfish, asked you to love me though i know you love someone else and now i’ll leave you. You can be with him now, i hope you will be happy* a tears rolled down to his cheek as he closed his eyes.

***

It has been a week, it feels like Doojoon has dissapeared from this earth. He didn’t call you, even text you. You knew that he and the boys were busy preparing his comeback, you knew it from Junhyung. Just like the old times he was always text you when he’s done with his practice. He told you that Doojoon was well so you could calm a bit. But still, facts that you knew his state from someone else is hurting. *Did he really have a second to text me? I miss him so much* you crawling to the other side of your bed as you stared at your picture with him on your phone. *Yoon Doojoon babo babo babo babo ba...*

Your phone suddenly ringing. Junhyung.

“Hmm...?”

“Yah! Is that your way to greet your bestfriend?” he nagged.

“Aish, hello, my bestfriend, what’s happened on earth that make you call me?” you said gently, you could hear him chuckled at the other line. Adorable, it sounded adorable. He’s not a kind who will laugh easily. But once he laughed, it sounded so adorable till make your heart fluttered.

“Good girl, ahaha, listen, we were going to have a comeback stage at Doojoon’s birthday, do you want to come?”

“REALLY?” you yelled,

“Yah! Don’t yelled you can make me deaf!” he nagged again. “Do you miss him that much?” he blurted out. You could hear a sad tone on his voice.

“huh? I..”

“ani, forget it! We’re planned to give him surprise on the back stage, come and join us?” he said as casually as he could. He didn’t want you with Doojoon, because he loves you but knowing that you love Doojoon much, as a good bestfriend and the one who wished for your happiness, he supported you with him.

You nodded your head hard “YES! YES! YES!”

“Yah! I told you, don’t yell!”

“Ahh...i’m sorry, but...if that’s okay? I don’t want you all get troubles becau...”

“No, you won’t. You knew CEO and he knew you too, he even like you than me”

“you’re my bestfriend ever, Yong~” you sang happily.

***

Junhyung’s Side

“you’re my bestfriend ever, Yong~” you sang happily.

“Yah, you only have one bestfriend, of course i am the best” he said confidently. “i’ll call you later, key?” he said as he hung up the phone.

“Hyung, are you calling ____-ah?” Dongwoong asked him as he walked back to the boys. Junhyung nodded. “Yah! Why you have to call her on the corner of the room, Hyung? I want to hear her voice too” Dongwoon pout.

Yoseob slapped his head slightly to remind Dongwoon about the plan, Junhyung have a duty to tell you the plan.

“Hyung...why..” Dongwoon winched in pain. Yoseob gave him a shut-your-mouth to him made him remember the plan and shut his mouth.

“it’s my bussiness, Dongwonnie” Junhyung said coldly.

“Ahh...I miss ___-ah much” Gikwang said to cover the awkwardness and Dongwoon nodded as agreement.

“yeah, but she missed someone else” Junhyung said as he shot a death glare to Doojoon who were already stared at him. Junhyung knew that Doojoon didn’t call  you for a week and he knew it well that you miss him badly, but he didn’t do anything. Beside his heart couldn’t stand the jealousy, he didn’t want to get into deep to your relationship with him.

“Wait, Hyung, aren’t you dating her? why i never see you call her lately, are you two fighting?” Gikwang blurted out, but Doojoon only left the boys without a word.

“Yah..what’s wrong with him?”

“Hyung is not like Hyung” dongwoon said.

Junhyung saw Doojoon curiously. *I can feel something’s wrong* he said in his mind.

***

The day B2st had a comeback stage was come. You wear the dress Junhyung sent you a couple days ago. It fits you perfectly. He did know you inside and outside, You looked stunning in that dress. You and the boys were planning to surprise him at the backstage and you were the one who had been missioned to buy a cake for him. As you arrived at the building, you sneaked carefully so Doojoon won’t see you. just like what the boys’ told you, you were waiting for them in the dress room.

*ahh, dugeun-dugeun* you could feel your heart was ready to jump from its place. You would see him, you would see the man you have missed so much. Not long after, you could see someone is coming, you hide yourself quickly.

“___-ah” that’s Gikwang

“Ah..it’s you, i thought it’s Doojoon” you let out a loud sigh.

“Junhyung hyung was managed to bring him to an empty room”

 “Palli” Yoseob commanded.

“Quick” you saw Junhyung was panting hard from running.

You and the boys were arrived in front of the room. Suddenly the boys left you.

“Goodluck ____-ah” Yoseob said as the leave you.

“Yah!” Junhyung covered your mouth when you yelled.

“low your voice” he whispered.

“I thought we will surprise him together” you whispered.

“Take your time” Gikwang mouthed. You smiled at them, you didn’t know they have made this plan for you. The boys hide themselves not far from you as you opened the door and sing.

“Haaappy...birth...” you stopped singing as you saw something you swore you didn’t want to see twice in your life.


Annyeoooong....ahaha, i update it again after yesterday i updated it, huhuhu

this is as my apologize because of i couldn't update a week ago because of something. 

i hope you love this. *bow*

 

btw, guess what did she see! she has watched it once on her life~

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I should hide this chapter and unhide it in a thousand years later but i'm babo, i forgot to mark the hide box x))

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Silly_Popcorn
#1
omg i rlly luv this story! this was so adorable and so heart-tearing! this was beautifully written!!! thank u author-nim!! i hope u have more time to write more stories :)
nessa2 #2
Chapter 5: Come here again to reread this wonderful story.. How i miss my beast..
sandraruby12 #3
Chapter 51: Omg this story is da bomb!! Wonderfully written, amazing plot twist omg i'm definetly voting up his story!! Keep it up authornim!!
EuminL #4
Thanks for this wonderful story. I love the ending!
mefika
#5
Yeah...i luv the ending....:)
mnwrhx #6
Chapter 54: GREAT STORY AUTHOR-NIM! Thank you capturing the essence of B2ST members and the wonderful storyline! You jjang! Fighting for next stories! <3
doitdu
#7
Chapter 54: omg i just read this chapter... i didn't know there was a chapter after that seungho's secret chapter...
xxivart unnie jjang! thank you for the beautiful ending ((and ended with doojoon hehe)) good job!!
shujun #8
Chapter 54: daebak!!! unnie chincha jjang!! ^_^
really love it!!! <3<3<3
hwaiting!!!
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