It has been more than 3 months Kai left the hospital and stayed with his parent instead. Since he was discharged from the hospital, he was getting weird with his new habits. He more preferred to lock himself inside his bedroom.

He never cared about himself, no more. His long hair has been abandoned without any haircuts. He never shaved his moustache and beards either. He looked ugly and it seems a grandfather looked more handsome that Kim Jongin is. Kai never care about his appearance. He spent most of his time in the bed, crying, regretting and mourning over his dead daughter. He has been forbidding everyone not to come into his room. He liked the darkness more since his life was more similar to the darkness of the room. No light, no bright.

Ever once Lady Kim too insist to come into Kai’s room but later, his son has chased her away while shouting like an insane. Well, who to blame, his son already insane after his wife and his children left him.

Lady Kim and so do his husband was really depressed by seeing Kai’s behaviour. They couldn’t stand any longer. It seems like they did owned Kai’s body but not the soul along. Kai’s soul was dragging away with Ji Hyun. Thus, Kai looked awful.

One morning Mr. Kim entered Kai’s smelly bedroom. If Kai wasn’t his son, of course he will not enter the bedroom. Mr. Kim assumed that Kai’s current behaviour has something to do with his paralyze and he couldn’t walk but even the doctor has said that Kai’s paralyze is temporary and he could walk again as the time passed by. 

“Kai, I hope you will build a little patience in you. Did doctor have told you before that your disability to walk is temporary? You must be strong as you are, Kai. I know you will be just fine.” 

It takes more than ever for Kai to talk or to give out any responds. He just is lying on his bed, blinking his eyes occasionally.

“Kai, please at least speak a word or two to me!” command Mr. Kim.

“I never care about my disability to walk instead I care a lot about Kyungsoo, about my children include Ji Hyun. I’m regretting everything but I can’t do a single thing to Kyungsoo to prove that I still want him as my wife, Ji Hyun as my daughter and still Ji Hun as my son. I want them stay close to me. That’s only thing I care about. Please, dad…. Show me some ways to make Kyungsoo come to me.”

“But Kai, this is wrong! How can you torture yourself, this way? If you think by this way Kyungsoo will return back to you, you are wrong! If you think by locked up yourself in this room will get your wife and daughter back, again, you are wrong!"

"But, Kyungsoo doesn't want to meet me again. He even hates to look at me. He hates me, dad..." sobbed Kai in his father warm embrace.

"Give him some time, okay? But, during the time you wait for him, you need to recover from this temporary paralyze first." said Mr. Kim to give at least mental support to his son.

"Dad..., I only need Kyungsoo's smiles and Ji Hun's cute giggles to help me recover from this. I never get the opportunity to look at Ji Hun since he was born to this world. Am I that unworthy even to touch and see my own son? Is there no space for Kyungsoo to accept my apologies?"

Mr. Kim Sang Hoon couldn't utter any words yet. He just patted softly at his son's shoulder assuring him that everything will be alright as time passed-by.Recently, Lady Kim's health is also affected by Kai's condition. She couldn't see how her only son tortured himself and even blame himself for everything. Which mother's heart is not touched when she sees her son has lost his sanity.

Each time the raining is pouring down heavily outside, Kai will go insane, again and again. With the help of the wheelchair, Kai dragged himself out from the mansion and drenched himself with the raining while calling and ranting for his wife's name. Lastly, he will cry at the end of shouting and didn't bother to stay away from lightning.Ever once Kai had lost his control, he even banged his head to the nearest wall. Luckily the maids saw him. If not, Kai probably has died by now.

Lady Kim even knelt in front of her son, begged the sanity left inside of Kai to stop this stupid thing and never repeat this kind of act again but Kai refused to listen. He said, this is the karma that supposed to slap him hard after he had did despicable things towards his wife until it almost kill his wife and the babies.This time, Lady Kim has ready to accept the fate to whatever had happened to her son. If that's the payback her son deserved, then, she has nothing to stop the nature's play card. But, as a mother, she couldn't take any longer to see her son lived in miserable, so, she has decided to meet up withKyungsoo either her in-law agreed or not.

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Kyungsoo was still mourning over the die of his daughter but he knew, he needs to continue his life for his son sake. Ji Hun has fall asleep while Kyungsoo was still busy to look at his family's photo album. It has been more than a year his family has ditched him and he just could only contact his younger brother, Kyujong. Kyujong has accepted to study in Seoul National University.

Kyungsoo's heart started to bleed again each time he reminiscing the time his family has ditching him after the shameful incident happened. A tear finally drops from his eyes but quickly he wiped the