Its funny cuz I think I'm more in love with the idea of you than you yourself because even my littlest expectations of you are always shot.

- semperfi  

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(Mysterious GUY POV)


I was deligently working on my work inside my hotel room when suddenly, the door burst open. I look up to find my bestfriend panting.


"What's wrong?"


"I.. I saw her."


"Who?"


"Your d-dongseng."


"Where?" I walk over to him.


"At the supermarket."


With his words, I instantly turn white. I didn't know if I should be grateful that she was alive or shock. So many thoughts rush into my heads.


Of course I should have known Jonghyun was speaking nothing but truths but the fact of everything didn't add up.


She was suppose to be dead fifteen years ago or so to speak.


"What are you going to do?"


"I'm going to find the family that picked her up."


"How? Jonghyun didn't have any luck in finding them."


"I have my resources."


I will find them even if I have to dig through hell. I want to know who took her and why they did it even if that means to be sleep deprive.


(END POV)


Jonghyun felt less cautions being around Se Kyung now that his heavy burden was lessen. He knew he wouldn't be able to keep the secret for long but he hope, it'll be able to hold long enough until she was out of her danger zone.


"How are you feeling?" Jonghyun ask Se Kyung who was pretending to read a book.


"Fine. Why?"


"So why do you always pick up a book, pretending as if you were reading it?"


"For the heck of it."


He tsk at her.


"Come here." he patted to his lap.


Se Kyung's eyes twinkle as she close her book, placing it on the table on her way to Jonghyun. He pull her into his lap, wrapping his arm around her waist.


"You smell good," he take a small swiff of her smell.


"You on the other hand need a shower."


"Indeed I do."


They sat there in silence, hearing the nothing but roaming noises coming within their house.


Jonghyun place his hand on her stomach.


"You look so normal."


"Not surprise to find me fat huh?"


"You know I will love you regardless of your weight." Jonghyun tap her nose.


She laughs.


"It'll show sooner. I'm going to be fat soon."


"That will never be a problem."


"To you it won't but it will for me."


"Why?" he look at her.


"That means I have to buy new set of clothes and all of those stuff," she sigh heavily.


Jonghyun chuckle.


"You're that worried?"


"Yes.."


"It's the joy of being pregnant," he sing.


(JONGHYUN POV)


Work was extremely dreadful for me these past few days. I should be grateful it keeps my mind wondering elsewhere but it didn't help. Instead, it stack more stress for me.


"Is there a way to postpone this trip?"


"Why sir?"


"My wifey is in her early months of her pregnancy and I would like to stay and watch her for the meanwhile."


"Well.. I think I can figure something out."


"Thank you."


I sigh, brushing my hair with my hand in frustration. I was in no mood to travel around when my wifey is pregnant. Plus, her birthday was just days away.


"There's a call for you," she interrupted my thinking.


"Thanks."


I pick up the phone, knowing who was on the other end.


"How are you Jonghyun?"


"Good. You hyung?"


"Never been better."


"Any luck?"


"Not yet. I'm trying to track down their credit card but it seems that their last usage was a month ago."


"Hm. By now they should be in a different location."


"Yes. I'm hoping I can get better news tomorrow."


"I.. I want to make her a surprise party.. Will you come?"


He went quiet for a long time. I know it's hard for him to meet her, especially after all these years. I too was freaked out when I found out.


"I don't know Jonghyun.. Half of myself want to meet her.. the other half is afraid."


"I at first want to keep you away from her but.. You're her oppa after all. What right can I do that to her, especially to you."


"Thanks Jonghyun. I don't think now is the perfect time to meet her."


"If you don't show up, I will understand."


When I was young, I use to hang out with hyung a lot. He was my big influence until that tragic day came. It not only took hyung from me but someone important as well. I felt like a part of me left me a long time ago.


It was worse than when Yuri decided to cheat on me.


"Jonghyun," my wifey calls me.


"Hm?"


"What are you thinking so deeply?"


"Ah. Nothing much. Why?"


"Just curious why my husband is so full of thoughts these days."


I smile at her, pulling her for a warm hug.


"You're warm." I mummer.


"Tch. You're only saying that to make me feel better."


"It's true." I close my eyes, leaning my head against her stomach.


She touch my hair, combing it back and forth.


"Dabin asleep already?"


"A while ago."


"Tired?"


"A little but I'll survive."


"We should get you some rest than."


She made a small grunt before breaking the hug. I smile at her. She help me get out from the seat as we both head into our room. She fluff her pillow before sleeping on it.


"Something wrong?" I ask her, noticing how she keeps fluffing her pillow almost everyday.


"No. Nothing."


"You keep fluffing your pillow like it doesn't suit you."


"I don't know what's wrong with me lately," she sigh.


"Want to tell me about it?"


"It nothing really. Just my annoyance." she half laugh.


"You're getting cranky each day."


"Blame him." she pointed to her stomach which you can barely see anything.


"Aww. You hear that? Your mommy is blaming you for her weird behavior."


She laughs, swinging her hand at my arm.


"Want me to read you a bedtime story as well?" I joke.


"Want to die?" she ask firmly back.


"N-no."


"Good night." She went under the cover, hiding from me.


I chuckle, pulling the blanket away from head.


"I'll keep you company."


I climb next to her, pulling her to my embrace. I held her, caressing her arm as she nuzzle against my chest.


"Soon you're going to crave some weird food."


"I can't wait for that to come." she tease.


"It's going to be a hell for me." I laugh.


"I'm anticipating it to be hell for you."


"You're a meanie."


"That's why you marry me." she tease again.


I laugh.


"You're right. I must be out of my mind to marry you." I chuckle.


"Hm." she slowly drift into her sleep.


(END POV)


"Dabin!" Key squeal as he enter the house.


"Key appa!" she instantly ran to him, hopping into his arms.


"How's my cutest daughter doing?"


"Good. Did you bring me anything?"


Key laugh.


"Is that all you can think of?"


"I don't know," she look rather confuse.


Key laugh even louder.


"You're here. Come sit." Se Kyung motion him into the livingroom.


"I'm to baby sit her for how long?"


"I don't know. Jonghyun call home saying it was urgent."


"I'm curious what it is." Key put his lips together.


"Where are you going umma?"


"Oh. Appa and umma needs to go do some things. Key Appa is going to baby sit you today okay?"


"Yeah" she clap her hands in excitement.


"What does our little Dabin want to do?"


"Draw!"


"Draw? Okay."


Key follow her into her room to draw some pictures out of crayon. Se Kyung dress warmly, waiting for Jonghyun to come home.


She didn't know what's the urgent but she did as he instructed.


"Did you wait long?" Jonghyun ask once Se Kyung hop inside.


"No. Key just arrive a minute ago."


"Ready?"


"Yep."


They rode away, far from Seoul. Se Kyung ask him where he was taking her but he kept it quiet throughout the whole ride. His answers were either, someone far or you'll know later.


She gave up, folding her arms close to her chest, staring out into the road.

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