Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

- Unknown  

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(Se Kyung POV)


"Yuri.." he drunkly say as he stumble in Key's arm.


"Hyung, pull yourself together." I can hear Key tell Jonghyun who was very drunk.


"Ha-ha." Jonghyun fake laugh.


I help Key carry Jonghyun up to our room.


I didn't know Jonghyun was this heavy. He looks rather skinny. Hm.


"What happen?" I ask Key when we finally lay Jonghyun down.


Jonghyun was moving historical in his drunk state.


Key sigh heavily. He must had a day of hell.


"I don't know what's wrong with Hyung, he call me up to go drinking. It's been so many years since I've seen him drank like this."


"Is it because of..." I trail off not wanting to say her name.


"I don't know what happen to be exact. Don't worry too much of what he says. Sometimes he's a little crazy." Key say as he patted my shoulder.


"Yeah.."


"I'm going to head out. Don't walk me out." Key tiredly say.


"Sorry for all the trouble."


"I'm use to it." was all Key say before I heard the door shut.


I sigh.


"I'm tired of you.." Jonghyun mummur.


"Jonghyun ah.." I call him as I slowly try to get him out of his coat.


"Don't touch me!" Jonghyun flinch back which surprise me.


He got up from his sleeping position, staring right at me with his deadly glare.


"I.. Hate you!" he yell.


"Jonghun.. Wh-what are you talking? You're drunk.." I try to calm him down but it didn't work.


"Get away from me!" he slowly got up.


He try to walk but fail.


"You're not in the right state of your mind." I try to stop him from leaving the room.


He angrily flinch back when I touch his arm.


"I said let go! What don't you understand?!" he scream at me.


I was scared.


What was I suppose to do?


I can't just let my drunk husband walk around, he'll hurt himself. I have to calm him from whatever that's making him mad.


It took him quite a long time for him to finally open the door.


He wobbly walk out of the room wandering into the hall.


He held onto the wall as he walk down the hall to support him from falling down.


"Jonghyun ah!" I trail after him.


"Where are you going huh?"


He didn't answer me but to continue walking down the hall.


"Let's go to sleep huh? You're drunk. It's not good for you to wonder around like this. You'll get hurt."


"I don't care!" Jonghyun push me away.


Suddenly, I heard our door ringing. Someone is here this late? I wonder who it was.


Guiding Jonghyun, he finally slam himself down to the couch.


"Stay here okay Jonghyun? I'm coming!" I call.


Rushing to open the door, I was surprise to see BoA at the door.


"Unni.."


"Are you alright?" BoA ask me as I let her in.


"I'm fine.. What are you doing here?" I ask her.


"Where's Jonghyun?" was all she ask me.


"In the livingroom."


She enter the room to find a drunk Jonghyun laughing to himself.


"Jonghyun!" she yell at him.


He slowly look up at BoA. She had a mad face.


"Noona?" was all he can say.


He remembers her? How come he doesn't listen to me?


Does he not remember me when he's drunk?...


"What the hell were you thinking?!" she scream in historical.


"You're here.." he laughs.


"Get up right now." BoA commanded him.


"NO!" Jonghyun snap back.


"What did you say?"  


Her voice was fill with anger.


"I said NO!" Jonghyun scream.


I was scared and shock at the same time. I don't know what to do.


"Get up this instance." BoA tug at Jonghyun.


He flinch back, pushing BoA down.


"Unni!" I help BoA up.


"Unni.. Just let him be. He won't listen to anyone.." I softly tell her.


Jonghyun got up from his seat.


"You are annoying!! Stop bothering me!" Jonghyun wobbly walk away.


"Unni, I can handle him. You go home."


"You can't handle him when he's this drunk. No one can." BoA admitted.


We chase after Jonghyun who was heading to the kitchen.


"Jonghyun, do you want a drink of water?" I ask him from afar.


He nod his head.


I hurrily fill the cup with water and handed it to him.


Jonghyun took a small sip from the cup before he angrily threw in on the ground, crashing it into small pieces.


"JONGHYUN!" BoA scream at him.


"What the hell are you doing?!"


"Water taste like crap!.." he wave his hand around.


BoA was losing her patience with him. I too wanted to give up but because he's my husband, I had to take care of him.


I slowly approach him.


"Jonghyun ah.. Let's get you out of your clothes huh?"


Once again, he flinch back.


"What don't you get?! DON'T TOUCH ME!" he scream at me.


"What is wrong with you?" I finally scream back at him.


I had enough. He's drunk.


"What's wrong with me?" he laugh at his own words.


"Stop it. I've had enough. You're crazy." I yell at him.


"What? Me crazy?" he glare at me.


"Se Kyung, get away from him now!" BoA warn me.


Before I could make a move, Jonghyun angerily grab me by the arm.


"Wh-what are you doing to her Jonghyun!" BoA yell at Jonghyun.


"Ouch. Let me go Jonghyun. You're hurting me." I softly weep.


"It hurts? Does this hurt even more?" he put more pressure as he squeeze my arm.


"Ahhh!" I scream in pain.


"JONGHYUN! Let her go!" BoA try to stop Jonghyun.


Still in his posession, he threw me across the room.


As he threw me, I bump my head next to the counter when I landed on the ground. Jonghyun walk out of the kitchen, leaving me and BoA behind.


My head hurts and my arm is aching in pain.


"Se Kyung!" BoA came rushing to me.


"Are you alright?" she help me up.


"I'm fine." I assure her.


"You're.. You're bleeding!" BoA scream.

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Scary Jonghyun.. Brave Se Kyung.. Mad BoA.. lol
Just writing this chapter gives me goosebumps. Jonghyun is way too scary when he's drunk.