A/N: Very short update again....

Mishil’S POV

I’m still in a confuse state about what just happened at the play or in the past few days. I rolled on my bed and wait for the sun to rise. I don’t care if I get dark circles on my eyes but who could sleep about that sudden kiss. And what did I just do? I s my hands on Kai’s neck as he kissed me that day?

“Argh! I’m starting to get a headache now!” I pulled my hair as I groaned in frustration. I pulled my knees and put my chin over it. Then I reminisce the words I’ve said on the play. It really felt so real. As I started to close my eyes then the memories keep flashing on my mind again. It is not what happened in the play. It was my past memories. The kiss. So definitely, Kai is not my first kiss. I remembered the feeling again but I can’t remember the face again. I sighed thinking of that person whom I don’t know.

I slumped my back on my bed trying to calm myself. But still I can’t sleep. Then suddenly I can feel the sun rising. Its rays is already entering my window. Since I can’t sleep, I woke up now and went outside. As soon as I step outside, I saw Kai also going outside of his room. We are both startled as we saw each other. “Oh!” We both said in unison. “Goodmorning!” We both said again.

“Wow! I guessed you woke up early.” I said.

“Ah y-yeah.” He said looking away. I just think he blushed. I wonder if he can’t sleep too. Is he thinking about the kiss too?

“I-I’ll c-cook breakfast now.” I said stuttering. Now what? I’m stuttering now?

“Do you want me to help you?” He asked trying to look down.

“S-sure. You can prepare the table now.” I tried to smile to hide the awkwardness.

Minutes had passed and we both ride the bus to go to school. We take the seat the very back. At first, we sat in silence and then he initiated the conversation first. “Are you serious about what you said last time?”

Now how I wished I never said those words. Why did I said those in the first place? Well, it is not that I regret that but it is totally embarrassing right now. I was carried away by his looks yesterday. His words took me that’s why it slipped on my tongue. I could keep that thing until I returned in heaven but then I’ve already said it. When he noticed that I am not yet speaking he called me again. “Mishil?”

“Y-yes.” I said shortly. I was hoping that he would never asked for more. God, If I could tottaly blush right now, I bet I’m red as tomato now. Why am I not blushing in the first place when my heart thuds loudly.

“So do you mind if we start like this?”

“Start what?” Suddenly the bus came to halt. I took my bag and rode off the bus.

“Starting with this.” He said then he slipped his hand on mine. I suddenly felt the warmth of his hands against my cold hands. I stared wide eyed as he interlaced his fingers on mine. No words escaped my mouth then he dragged me inside the school. So what is the meaning of this? Are we a --. Then my thoughts were interrupted as there is someone who came towards Kai snatching him from me. Then I realized its Boyun. Boyun kissed him in front of me. She s her hands on Kai’s neck. I did not dare to look again since I can’t comprehend what’s happening. Awhile ago, we’re into boyfriend-girlfrined thing or it is just what I thought. I ran away from them and the last thing I heard is Boyun’s words. “I forgot to congratulate you baby yesterday. You’re acting is so good.”

I ran far away from them and I was totally mad. Stupid Kai! I forgot that he still has his girlfiend. Stupid Mishil! You’ve fallen from him.

As I ran, I suddenly feel the hot wind on my skin. I stopped. I looked sideways. “It’s weird.” I tried to step again to attend my class. I don’t care if I left Kai there with his girlfriend. I suddenly felt it again. It is like the hot wind surrounds me. It makes me dizzy. I looked around me and my vision started to blur. My vision started to be okay again when someone spoke at my back.

“Mishil are you okay?”

A/N: So for that past few chapters the POV is Author’s POV but now it is back to Kai and Mishil’s POV. Continue to subscribe and support. I wished I could read lots of comment. Please upvote if you like it. Thank you once again. I’m back to reader mode again. Kekekeke!