Junsu walked out from his room when the clock shows 8 p.m. He still feels weak. He stop when he in front of Jaejoong room. Junsu feel something that pulling him to enter Jaejoong room. He slowly opens the door and welcome by a dark. He peaks his head trough the door and look around for Jaejoong presence.

He walked slowly enter the room and close the door. He start his adventure when he already at centre of the room. His eyes look around corner of Jaejoong room. ‘So clean and neat’ Junsu though. He know Jaejoong don’t like his room messy.

Slowly his legs drag him to bookshelf at the corner. As he in front of bookshelf he looks at the book. Almost the entire book about medics...About anatomy and physiology, neurology system, medicine dictionary and book related with medics.

“He takes a business course or medic? The entire book all about medic and fill with my course” Junsu feel weird about his hyung hobby.

He walked again and now he stops in front of closet. He feels curious about the closet and he want to know if the closet full with clothes or something else. Before his hand reached to closet he hears a firm voice from behind.

“What are you doing here?” Junsu becomes scared when he hear the questions.

“Jae hyung...I...I”

“Hyung ask you what you doing in my room?”

Jaejoong voice that was like thunder causing Junsu more scared. Plus with Jaejoong face like tiger wait for his predator.

“Get out now” Jaejoong directing by pointing toward the door wide open.

“Hyung...I’m sorry...I not malicious...” Junsu was cut Jaejoong voice.

“I say get out...You don’t understand what I say huh?” Jaejoong voice that are loud make Junsu trembling with fear.

Suddenly momeries when they kids back into his memory. Memory Jaejoong scold to him for a small matter.

“What you looking at? I said you GET OUT...Listen here...You do not have the right to enter my room understand! Everything in this room is my right...Nobody has the right to touch or enter this room except me”

Feeling sad and fear that was Junsu feels right now. His tears begins make away from his eyes. While his eyes never leave Jaejoong.

“I thought hyung has changed. But you’re still same as before. You didn’t never be changing” Junsu shouted. His face was wet by tears. He immediately runs out from room.

 Jaejoong silent for a while. Junsu scream and tears make him back awake. He immediately pursue Junsu and prevents him from closing his bedroom door.

“Su...Junsu...Wait” Jaejoong called as he hold the door from close.

“I hate you” Junsu said between his sobs.

“Su...Please...I’m sorry. I do not intentionally” Jaejoong success push the door and enter the room.

Junsu immediately went to corner at lean his back on wall. Jaejoong approaching Junsu and try to touch Junsu.

“Don’t touch me...I hate hyung...Hyung always make me cry...from we’re kids you always make me cry”

“Su...Please forgive me. Hyung know that was my fault” Jaejoong kneel want to be same level with Junsu. Jaejoong himself could not bear with the sadness and tears when he hears what Junsu said.

“I know hyung hate me...Hyung always angry at me when we still kids” Junsu bow his head.

“Su please...Hyung never hate Su. Hyug love you...Hyung love more than everything” Jaejoong expressed his feeling without he knowing. More important now is Junsu willing to forgive him.

“No...Jae hyung never love me...Just mom, dad and Junho hyung love me. Hyung never love me...I know I just...”

“Su...Please...Don’t say that...Su don’t understand...understand hyung feeling. But it’s ok...Forgive me please” Jaejoong don’t realize that he was crying.

Junsu shocks when he drops of liquid on his hands. He looks up to Jaejoong and sees that his hyung is crying. Jaejoong shoulders shaking from cry. Slowly his hand makes way to wipe Jaejoong tears.    

“Please Su...You can hate me...Scold me...Do anything you want to me...Hyung just want you now that hyung love you more than anythings” Jaejoong looks into Junsu eyes.

“Jae hyung...I forgive hyung...I never want to revenge on hyung...But I want hyung know that everytime hyung scold me, ignore me...I feels so sad...I feels that I don’t deserve in this family”.

They sit there in silence. Only their sobs and hiccups can be heard. After a while Junsu get up from floor and walk to his drawer. He takes something and go back his previous place in front of Jaejoong.

“Hyung want candy?” Junsu shows a jar of candy in front of Jaejoong. He smile make Jaejoong stop his tears.

“Give me one” Jaejoong reached out his hands want to take the candy only make Junsu pull back the jar.

“Who say I want give it to hyung? I just ask hyung. If hyung want go to buy” Junsu get up and walked to his bed. Jaejoong smile when he see that Junsu want to cheer up him.

“Yah...Hyung just want only one” Junsu run when Jaejoong approaching him.

“I don’t want give it to hyung” Junsu scream when Jaejoong chased him around the room.

After a few minute they chasing around Junsu lay down on his bed while his smile never leave his lips and close his eyes. Jaejoong smile at edge of the bed when he see Junsu became smile again.

*Drama again~~