C.2 I’m Leaving

I hugged daddy tightly followed by Leo then Michelle. All of us were teary eyed however none of us let a single tear fall. Somehow in my train of thoughts, being a rock star means shipping myself to Paris all alone. I’m a train wreck. Lucky for me, I packed a year’s supply of painkillers. At least this train wreck has some sort of control over her stupidity.

It was only when I was out of sight did my dumbness hit me like a damn unnecessary brick wall. Squatting down, I wailed like a freaking 5 years old who lost her parents. The only problem, I’m not five and I didn’t lose my parents. I am losing my life though. Somebody should inform them

The people that were alive and walking. People who gave me a look of their preference. I felt the stares. Felt the hesitation of those who were concern. Felt the baffled minds of my inappropriate actions. Felt the judgement of those who thought I was purely mental. Of course the officer came over. So I had to explain and be on a later flight. 

Now I’m in my seat. Eyeball near the edge of popping out. The face looking like crap. Head leaning against the tiny window. Legs up on the seat. I didn’t notice anyone. There was simply no need to. In 29 more days, I shall be in His Kingdom.