It’s been 2 months I stayed in Korea…Yes, you heard me right, I stayed in Korea…

After that incident, I had decided not to go back to America. It’s not because I want to met him again, it’s just I have no point to going back as my mom had died….

In order to survive, I ended up working many part time jobs that almost killed me… Every time when I felt weary, I will just look at the memo and wanted to dial the number… “Kim jieun, don’t think too much… Who you are for him to help you… you’re nothing to him….” Even though I always told myself these facts, but my body always act faster than my mind… whenever I found out what am I doing later, I would regret… I can’t believe that I had made a scarf for him during the moment I was thinking about him.

Not really want to think too much, I woke up and prepared myself to work.

“Kim jieun, today is your 1^st day working at Lee Shopping Mall.. fighting!” You changed on your uniform and look into the mirror with a warm smile… “That’s it! Keep on your smile… You can do it!” Finally, I get a fulltime job… so Kim Jieun, try your best!