CHAPTER 55

Ryeowook was sitting on the sofa while holding her tummy and talking to her baby

“I’m so happy that you’re already inside me, if it happens that you’re two inside my womb, then I’ll do my best and follow every advice of my doctor so both of you will live. I suddenly want to have twins, hopefully it’s a boy and a girl so I’ll have you Henry and at the same time I’ll have you too Sulli. I bet your ba ba will be very happy if he finds out that both of you are already inside mama’s womb. Please stay healthy and don’t worry because I’m going to take care both of you until you see the light on Earth. I love you babies, I hope your ba ba will go home soon”

Ryeowook try to call Jongwoon, but he’s not answering her call. The doorbell suddenly rings, Ryeowook opens the door immediately

“Is this the house of Ms. Han Ryeowook?”

“I’m Han Ryeowook, why?”

“Delivery for you, please sign here”

Ryeowook sign the paper, the delivery man hand her an envelope and bow to her before leaving. Ryeowook return at the living room and start opening the envelope. Her heart was beating so fast while her hands tremble as she look at the pictures of Jongwoon and Jessica on bed, kissing each other and . A letter has been attached to it, Ryeowook opens it and read

…

            This is what happens to us the night that Jongwoon run away from you. If I were you stop clinging to him because he will surely leave you now because I’m carrying his child

                                                            -JESSICA-

Ryeowook’s tears start falling when she saw the result of Jessica’s pregnancy test; it’s positive, she’s one month pregnant. Ryeowook’s knees start shaking while she cries hard; she sits on the sofa while holding her tummy

“No, this is not true…please Jongwoon, this can’t be happening”

Jongwoon arrives at home and see her sitting on the sofa while crying

“Wookie?”

Ryeowook looks at him and throw the pictures on his face

“What’s that? What is the meaning of that?”

Jongwoon didn’t answer

“Why are you doing this to me? I never cheated on you, but why do you need to do this to me? Why do you need to hurt me like this?”

Ryeowook drops her head while crying so hard. She feels so much pain in her heart; Jongwoon looks at her, controlling his tears from falling

“I’m going to talk to our parents about this. I’m going to file a divorce, I need to leave you and marry Jessica”

Jongwoon takes a deep breath and leave the place. Ryeowook grabs the telephone and calls Kibum

“Sweetie pie, are you crying?”

“Please come here at the house now…please”

Ryeowook hang up and felt dizzy again

Kibum came in and saw his sister in law sitting on the sofa while crying

“Wookie, I’m here”

Ryeowook look at him

“Bummie, its Jongwoon”

Kibum sits beside her and hug her tight

“I know what happens; I’ve seen the pictures and that stupid pregnancy result”

“Jessica also sends you one?”

Kibum nods sadly

“Umma and Appa came home freaking out and panicking while talking about that. Jessica sends it to Appa, maybe she also send one to your parents and to Noona. She’s such a and Hyung is really stupid. I can’t believe that he can do this to you. I really want to see him, so I can punch his stupid face”

Ryeowook keeps on crying

“Jongwoon told me that he will file a divorce so he can marry Jessica”

Kibum’s eyes widened

“I’m really scared Bummie, I don’t want him to go and I don’t want him to leave me because if he does I really don’t know how to live”

“I’m going to talk to Hyung”

Ryeowook shook her head

“No Bummie, please don’t do it. You’ll just end up fighting with him; it’s ok I’ll be th—“

Kibum stand and stare at her seriously

“It’s ok? Do you really think that it’s ok?”

Ryeowook bows her head as she continue to cry

“Wookie it’s hard for me to see you like because I love you”

“STOP TELLING ME THAT YOU LOVE ME!”

“I love you”

Ryeowook shook her head

“No! Please stop loving me because I love Jongwoon”

“I know and it hurts me, knowing that the one who always makes you cry is the person you love the most and the only thing that I can do is to watch those tears falling from your eyes. It hurts me, because only Hyung can stop those tears from falling”

Ryeowook sits at the corner as tears keep on falling from her eyes

“Wookie…Hyung is hurting you so badly, but it’s still ok with you? Hyung is going to leave you, but it’s still ok?”

“I love him Bummie”

“But is it right that you carry the entire burden and suffer so much because of your love for him? I know that you’re trying to make it work, that’s why you keep on holding on, but Wookie don’t you think that it’s already time to let go?”

“I don’t want to let him go”

Kibum kneels down, Ryeowook hugs him

“Bummie, I know that I’m stupid for loving him so much, that even though he’s hurting me so many times it’s still ok with me, but I don’t want to let go. I need Jongwoon. It will be hard for me if he leaves, what shall I do to change his mind? Bummie, please help me, I need your brother, why does he need to abandon me at time like this?”

“I don’t know… I really don’t know”

Kibum stares at her sadly, his tears start falling from his eyes. He hugs Ryeowook, trying his best to stop her from crying