"I'm sorry but I love you, Kyung Me."

I stood in the dark, listening to those words echoing in my head. Hoya had just confessed to me? Why would he? When did he fall for me? Did he know what he's saying? We were both best buds... Right?

"What are you saying, oopa?" I gave out a hearty laugh.

"I know this is sudden to you, Kyung Me," Hoya whispered, as he held onto me even more tightly. "But, I couldn't help myself. I could only feel anger. I didn't like JaeJoong by your side." 

I stared into the darkness. It's just so hard to find words to reply to him. I might either damage my brain or this was a dream. Seriously, work, brain! Give Hoya some form of respond! 

I sat down on my chair, giving a deep sigh. Holding on your my head with my hands, I massaged my temples. Without any surprise, I could only freeze on the spot. Hoya left for an hour ago, with just words of love – a question for me to ponder on.

"Hero ah, what should I do?" I turned to Hero, frowning. Hero gave me his short attention span, giving me a helpless look.

"I know right," I pouted. 

Bzzzzz....

From: JaeJoong

Are you alright?

I stared at my screen, thinking. Why would I not be? But in fact, I'm not! With the heavy question that sunk in my brain. 

To: JaeJoong

I don't know........

The next second the message was sent, JaeJoong's call came vibrating. I sighed. What should I tell him? 

"Yeah?" I answered the video call. 

"Why are you in the dark?" JaeJoong asked, frowning. His face was the only bright lighting in the dark room.

"Can't I be in one?" I stared at my phone. He wasn't at home, or any familiar environment that I recognized of. "You don't look like you are at home."

"I'm at YooChun's. Switch on the lights," he nagged.

"Mehrong~" I did a restless one, not feeling the energy in me.

"Say, what's wrong?"

"I..." I gave a silent sigh. Before I could spill everything out, I heard a voice.

"Jae, are you free now?" The door behind JaeJoong opened, revealing YooChun's head. JaeJoong ended the call, not uttering another word. I let out a laugh. So, there's no one I could talk to today huh...

I picked up Hero, flopping onto my bed. Covering my face with my arms, I dug into my brain for some form of answer. The big question that Hoya left me was just troubling me. How did I feel about him? 

Bzz….

From: Hoya

I am true to you. Even if you do reject me, I’ll still continue to love you.