“Thank you for the hard word!” I tried my best to smile, gritting on my teeth hard. What a disaster. Why did I do it? Why?! It was my first time MC-ing too!

*Flashback*

“That’s right! Now it’s time to introduce the new rookies who are in line with the theme of music core!”

“Ah! Who is it, Kyung Me-sii?!”

“It’s EXO!”

“Woah!”

“Neh! The 7 group members would be bringing us ‘MAMA’ up next! Please look forward to their debut stage! Before that, let’s listen to Sistar’s alone~”

*End*

A 7 members group?! Why would I make such mistake?! 6 people, six, Kyung Me! Plus, I introduced Sistar’s stage when it was 4 Minute’s stage? What was I thinking?! I reprimand myself over and over, not able to overcome with the guilt of making mistake. I needed to apologize for my mistake, to say I’m really regretful for such mistake.

I could only beat myself up for such silly mistake made. I knew I shouldn’t be. As a rookie and a new mc, there’s bound to be mistakes. However, it was just a bad start to my career. With the advancement of technology, my mistake would spread throughout Youtube. I sighed at the thought.

I’m really sorry for the mistake at Music Core. I would be more careful in future. I’m sorry, EXO members & to all viewers of Music Core.

I took out my smart phone and twitted on my account. Sulking, I looked out the window as we travelled back to our dorm. What were you doing, Kyung Me? Searching into my bag, I dug out my black leather book. The sadness inside me had to be written down, vent it out:

A big gust of wind blew around the streets, making it colder than ever. The skies gloomed as it darkened. Without warning, rain came down drop by drop, staining the concrete floor. Lightning and thunder crossed with a loud bang. Rain mercilessly splattered on my face, my hand, my whole body. I could only watch the crowd pass me by as I stood there, motionless. Nothing, just silence, absolute stillness…

He’s gone.

“Kyung Me, don’t be too disheartened. It’s just a mistake. Just try harder, alright?” Manager oppa left me alone in my room with his comforting words. I flop onto my chair, leaning back. Taking out my phone, I checked the news that reported my failure. Indeed, the news of my mistake spread like wild fire. I didn’t even want to look at the news title.

I switched to my twitter account, browsing through my mentions. As expected, both positive and negative respond from fans and celebrity friends. Even Infinite oppa twitted about the incident, comforting messages to encourage me.

@wowwh: Fighting!!^^ RT: @KyungMe_MVPI’m really sorry for the mistake at Music Core. I would be more careful in future. I’m sorry, EXO members & to all viewers of Music Core.

@hoya1991: Don’t worry! It’s your first time! You can do better next time!

Though I was appreciative of their encouragement, it wasn’t enough to me. I was still upset, the scene of my mistake repeating in my head. My phone vibrated once again, signaling a new message.

From: JaeJoong

Come down, I’m outside your dorm ^^

To: JaeJoong

I’m not in the mood.

From: JaeJoong:

Just come, I’m sure I won’t disappoint you.

I rolled my eyes, what disappointment would be greater than today’s?