(YURI'S POV)
*Flashback*

"Tell JaeJin to take care of himself"

Donghae hugged me tight.
On that time, I don't want to let go, but he have to.

"Please take care of him while I am away" he whispered.

What does he mean?
Take care of JaeJin while he is away? Of course I will.
He doesn't need to tell me, because his brother is also important to me.
I know he is so sad right now because he will not be able to be with his brother more.

"Of course I will" I answered.

"Yah, Don't cheat on me!" I said pouting on him.

"It's you who mustn't cheat" Donghae chuckled.

What does he mean? I mustn't cheat?
It is boys who are more prone on cheating right?
Funny isn't it?

And then I saw Yoona and Kibum, I smiled.
At last, they are now same as before.
Although it's still unclear to me if they are now official couple or not.
Funny isn't it? Up to now, I don't know the real score between them.

"Kibum ah" Yoona whispered.

"Yoonashii" Kibum said.

"Yah, don't worry Kibum, I will kick those guys who will woo Yoona, so don't worry" Donghae said.

"I'll also won't let others to touch your Yuri" Kibum said and they both gave a high five.

*End of Flashback*

Maybe they are now in Japan-probably.
And now I will go to JaeJin since Yuka is not there.

I opened the door and cheered "I brought your favorite sushi!"

(END OF POV)
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(JAEJIN'S POV)

No one is around.
It's been two days since Yoona, Jessica and Hyung left.
And now, I felt my chest pain again.
I reached for the bottle of medicine and drink water.
I need to pretend that I am alright, I don't want her to worry.

"I brought your favorite sushi!"

She is here again, and I feel so happy whenever she visits me.
The way she smiles at me right now, brightens up my day.
I looked at the sushi she brought me.
I pick one and put it inside my mouth.

"Did you made this one?" I asked.

"Of course" She answered. "That's my forte, I am fond of making sushi"

"Oh.. that's why it tastes bad" I said.

Probably, it is a joke, the truth is,
I really love her cooking and realizing that she made this sushi for me makes me happy enough.

"Yah!" She shouted then she pouted.

"I am just kidding" I said.

Yuri smiled and said "Eat more or else I'll put that inside my stomach"

I nodded.

I eat slowly as I can feel the pain in my chest.
But I have to endure it, I need to carry on.
Maybe for one reason, it is because of her.
She is the only one who told me to stay and to live more.
And she is the reason why I do this.

While eating, I can see her looking always at her watch and looking at her phone.
I know, she is waiting for him to call.

"Why don't you just call him?" I said.

"Maybe he is just busy, that's why" Yuri sighed.

"Yuri go somewhere else, you'll just be bored here" I said.

"No I am not, I am free today, and besides, Yoona is not here, I don't want to waste my time into nothing" Yuri said.

"And besides, I am here to help you, since your brother is not here, and Ayumi your sister is still planning if she will go here"

I just smiled slightly on her.

She is willing to help me, because I am Donghae's brother.
She is willing to help me because I am her friend.
I don't want to fool myself, I know that Yuri is just here because of Donghae, nothing more, nothing less.
She will only love me just like a friend and I know that.
I know she loves Donghae and I can't love her.

If I can just teach my heart not to love her,
But my heart has a mind of its own.
I can't dictate my heart, because If I could, I should have chosen Yuka over Yuri.
I am not oblivious about Yuka having feelings toward me.
I am not that dumb for me not to see it.

But everytime she is here, I can't help but my feelings are getting deeper for her.
I never really thought that my love for her will be like this.

Am I the one to be blamed?
I am just a boy who loves her,
I tried to control myself not to love her,
I controlled myself so my feelings will not show and still be unseen to her.
I have sacrificed enough for them, right?

But there is such feeling of guilt whenever she is here.
Because I am not allowed to love her, she is my Hyung's girlfriend.
It is not like I don't want to love her, but the thing is I can't love her.
And if she is here, my feelings might get stronger.
She shouldn't be here but....
I must share some happy moments with her, and that will be the most memorable moment that we've shared while I am beside her, and while I am in this world.

Now, I felt that I am the cursed person on Earth.
Why?
I am not allowed to be happy.
And If I will be given a chance and be allowed to be happy, I know it will be in just a short time.
That is the truth, I can't be happy.
All I need to do is to go on with my life as I sacrifice and have this pain in my heart.

"You know, I realized that we've never been close like this" Yuri said.

"Whenever I thought of the times when we quarrel, when we try to ignore each other, I can't help but laugh" She added.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because look at us now, Lee JaeJin's rival in gradeschool is beside him,and guess what, she is taking care of him" Yuri chuckled.

"I could still remember the first time I won the first place in the contest and you are so angry that you really didn't speak to me because you are just a runner-up" Yuri laughed

"If we will look back to the past years, we could see how childish we were"

"We are just kids that time" I said.

"I know" Yuri said.

"And remember, we really hate each other, and our teachers paired us for the dance contest right? The things is, you really can't dance, and you are my partner and that made us really upset" Yuri laughed.

"And then you stomped on my foot and I shouted at you, and in the end we are both embarrassed" I said.

Remembering our middle school years, we both laughed.
I've always wondered how I loved her if I really hate her before.
Maybe that prove the sayings that The more you hate, the more you love.
Even before, when we fight, she never give up easily.
And maybe that is the reason, she is the only girl that stood out among the girls around.
She really caught my attention and I never thought that I am falling for her slowly.

But the wrong thing is, I never tell my feelings.
It is always hidden, unrecognized and unseen.
I thought it would be better that way.
I thought loving her secretly will be much easier.

"And you know what? Our stay in the island is the most memorable to me" Yuri smiled on me.

Our stay in the island? I never thought we can survive on that place.
I never thought that I can do those things for her.

"Thank you for taking care of me" Yuri said.

"And now, I'll be the one to take care of you" She added.

"So this will be your depth of gratitude?" I asked.

"Something like that" She smiled.

I smiled back. Why is she so good to me?
It will just make my feelings grow for her.

"Oh, continue eating now" Yuri said.

Suddenly, her phone ringed.
She smiled-it is my Hyung.

"I'll just answer the phone" Yuri grinned and go outside of my room.

Just thinking that I only have several months left to live
I'd rather just die, so I can't hurt more hearts, and ruin relationships.
So Donghae and Yuri will be happy.

But God given me a chance to be with her, and I must be thankful for that.
Even this would only stay for a short time and even this happiness is not for a lifetime..

(END OF POV)

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The Next day....

(JAEJIN'S POV)

"Who is that?"

I jumped when I saw Yuri nearly seen my drawing.
A while ago she is sleeping on the chair beside me.
I just finished my first portrait on my notebook, and now I am doing another one.

"Oh nothing" I said hiding the notebook on my back.

"I saw it, it was a girl, who is she?" She asked.

I coughed a bit and spoke "She is someone important" I said.

To be continued.
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