Rain

To Love is The Hardest Thing To Do

"I will go"
"I will not"
"I will go"
"I will not"
Yoona sighed.

"Arrgghhhh!!!" Yoona buried her face under her pillow.

"Let me sleep, let me sleep" Yoona said.

Then a lightning comes and a thunder.

"Aisshhhhh" Yoona whispered "I hate rainy days"

"Especially when no one is around me" She sighed.

Another lightning came.

"Auntie is not here, Yuri is not here, Mom is not here"

"He is not here"

Yoona sighed once more.

"I need to sleep!" Yoona covered herself under her blanket.

(Yoona's POV)

I am now thinking twice if I will be going or not.
I mean, yeah it is because of him,
I don't want to be in Japan for 3 months if I still have this burden on my heart.

Yes, he was tired of trying to win me over while I kept on trying to win JaeJoong back - that is the first one.
He was tired of waiting while I kept on hoping that JaeJoong will come back.
And now I wasted the chance.
Yah, Do I have to say it all over again?
It will be the same old story and now it is almost a history.

But the thing is I didn't mean to keep carrying the torch for JaeJoong while Kibum carries the torch for me as well.
I didn't mean to make things complicated between us
and to sabotage this amazing connection we had going.

Why do I keep on thinking of him? And why do I keep on getting mad, jealous and upset whenever he is with her?
One reason, it is only because..
I can't be angry, mad, jealous or upset at all if that someone is just nothing to me.
He is more than nothing, he is important, like he is my everything.
I miss him so badly and I can't even sleep thinking about him.

What am I gonna do?

Then as if on cue, my phone starts ringing.
I sit up and I see the name on the screen- A quick question.
A very quick question- to pick up or not to pick up?

At first I didn't pick up the phone.
Although it was Kibum. Yes he is, he is the one calling me.
Then the ringing stopped, And I sighed, I missed the chance again.

Then it ringed again, but now It's a voice message.

"Yoona, Mianhe, but we have to talk, please answer the phone"

I kept on pressing and pressing and his lines repeats all over again.
As I kept on hearing his voice, I can't help but be sad.
Yet I didn't realize that something wet and warm rolled down my cheeks.
Just then all went black.
I didn't realize that I was sleeping now.
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I was sleeping already when I heard someone shouting from the gate.
I opened my eyes and looked outside the window, and I noticed it was still raining.

"Yoona I am sorry we have to talk"

I heard a very familiar voice.

"Please we need to talk" He shouted once more.

Wait wouldn't it be...

I jumped off to bed and quickly get the umbrella and go downstairs.
When I opened the door I saw him standing outside, fully soaked and wet because of the rain.

"Ki-Ki-Kibum?"

He smiled on me but he sneezed. "Achooo!"

Aisshhh this boy never learn..

(END OF POV)

Kibum smiled as he saw Yoona on the door.
Unfortunately he sneezed.

"Achooo"

After he rubbed his eyes to clear his sight, the door now is closed and Yoona is not there.
He sighed, but he still stayed outside no matter what.
But after several minutes, the door opened again and now Yoona is holding a jacket with an umbrella.
Kibum rubbed his arms and blowed his hands to keep himself warm.

After a while Yoona run unto him and put the jacket in his shoulders.

"Let's go inside" She said.

And they quickly go inside the house.

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"Achooooo!" He sneezed.

"Bless You" Yoona said.

"Achooo!!!"

"Bless you"

"Achooo!!!!"

"Yah stop sneezing!" Yoona said.

"How would IyyAAACHOO!!"

"Aisshhhh" Yoona whispered.

Yoona get a towel and started to help him to rub his hair until half dry.
Kibum keep on sneezing and sneezing while Yoona kept on saying "Bless You"

"Achoo!"

"Bless you.. Aisshhh..I will just cook soup okay?" Yoona said as she go to the kitchen.

"Where is Auntieyaachoo!"

"It is her Day Off okay?" Yoona said.

"Achooo!"

"I am tired of saying "bless you" okay?" Yoona said.

"It's cold here" Kibum said.

"But why did you let yourself get soaked under the rain!" Yoona shouted.

But when Yoona realized that his cheeks are getting redder and his lips are getting paler, she sighed and go beside him.

"Yah, you need to be warm, you are all wet, and you need to change you clothes, let's go to your room" Yoona said.

Yoona helped him get up and go upstairs .
When they reached the room, she let Kibum sit down at the bed.
Yoona get some dry clothes on the cabinet and gave it to him.

"Get up and change okay?" Yoona said.

But Kibum sneezed again and rubbed his nose.

"Aisshhh"

She took off his jacket and helped him pull of his shirt.
She also helped him dry himself.

Yoona didn't mind about the gap between them, she really don't want to care what happened between them.
It is just like the same old Kibum and Yoona who keeps nothing but secrets, who opens up on each other and so close more like siblings.

"You shouldn't go out without umbrella when it is raining" Yoona whispered.

"Mianhe" Kibum said.

"Keep yourself warm okay? I'll get your soup" Yoona said.

When she was about to leave something caught her eye.
She looked on the thing on his neck and her eyes widened.

Kibum sighed and said "I really never forget about this thing" he said as he touched the necklace with the ring on it.
And the ring is the friendship ring.

"It's good to know" Yoona said preventing herself from crying "C'mmon Yoona, stop this drama" she thought.

"I come here because I want to give you this"

Kibum get something on his pants and handed it to Yoona.

"Because I know you deserve that" Kibum said as he gave back the ring to Yoona.

"But, but why--"

"What came up to your mind that I chose Ara over you?" Kibum said.

"What came up to your mind that I don't love you anymore?"

Yoona wiped her tears and turned her back.

"I'll just get some.. soup" Yoona said trying to sound happy.

"Yoon..a" Kibum hold her hands and smiled.

"I missed this" he said.

Yoona looked at him and touched his forehead "You are hot, you have fever" she said.

"I'll get your medicine" Yoona said.

"No need" Kibum said "Because you are"

Then slowly Kibum leaned closer to her and kissed her cheeks.
Yoona felt his cold yet soft lips that touched her cheeks.
But then Yoona leaned closer and she kissed his lips.

Kibum gently respond to her kisses. Yoona threw her arms around his neck while Kibum let her lie on the bed.
Just then, Yoona stopped kissing him and placed her index finger over his lips.

"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Yoona said.

"You are sick okay? I'll get your medicine, get your soup and feed you okay?" Yoona said as she get up.

"Change your clothes, and I'll turn on the heater" She added.

Kibum blushed when he realized what he had done.

"Mianhe" Kibum said.

"It's okay, I know you are sick" Yoona smiled as she closed the door.
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"Kibum" Yoona whispered and Kibum's eyes opened.

"Drink this" Yoona gave him a glass of water and the medicine.

"Thank you" Kibum said.

"You must take care of yourself, how about if I am not here beside you? Who will take care of you? That's why don't be sick okay?"

"Please don't leave" Kibum said.

"Please I beg you"

"Why? It is just a stepping stone on my dreams, It will just be 3 months and I will come back"

"Please"

"Wait why are you saying this?" Yoona asked.

"I don't want you to leave, because when you left me for 2 weeks, it is just two weeks and I already missed you"

"Everybody missed me" Yoona said.

"But for me it is different" He said "It is just like I am the puzzle and you are the missing piece, everything is not complete"

"Yoona I still love you" Kibum said "And I always will"

Yoona's tears dropped for a moment a he heart started thumping so hard as if the whole population of Seoul can hear it.

Yoona kissed his forehead and said "Have a rest, Good night"

"Stay" Kibum said while holding her hands so tight.

"Okay I will stay" Yoona said "I'll stay beside you tonight"

"Please stay forever" Kibum murmured as he fall asleep.

Yoona smiled and wiped off her tears.

And then Yoona had already fallen asleep on the chair beside Kibum and she is still holding his hands.

The Next Morning...........

 

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IheartKwonYuri #1
Chapter 69: Update pleaseeee
baesuzysbae
#2
AUTHORNIM I LOVE IT!
lizbsol
#3
Chapter 69: I am imagining something, but I am gonna wait for the update
il0stmymind
#4
omo yoona!
nikawaii #5
Chapter 69: I'm curious! I'll be patiently waiting for an update!!
Clairence_0724 #6
Chapter 69: Finally unnie! I've been really waiting for your update! I'm really curious on what the next chapter will be! I hope you'll update soon! I'm so excited! :">
iloveyul #7
Chapter 68: thanks for updated ^^
kyaaa Yulhae is back...^^
Jaejin please wake up ^^
lyhae910303
#8
Chapter 67: after such a long time, you finally updated!! \(^.^)/

been waiting for this new chap!! g03x update more chaps!this story is really great.
sujusone24 #9
Chapter 67: What's going to happen next?! Update soon getting so intense
iloveyul #10
Chapter 67: thanks for updated :-)

omg so sad T.T hope jaejin n hae will be alright.