(Yoona's POV)
Kibum is such a nice person, and such a nice best friend to me.
And because of that, it was so easy for me to take advantage of him,
to use him to make myself better, about JaeJoong leaving me and let him spoonfeed my ego.

But I had my poor heart broken by someone,
then went ahead and broke someone else's.
And the worst is, is when I had realized who I loved and It made my heart shattered into pieces once more.
Because he got tired of waiting and got tired of hurting.
It also turns out the latter feels a hundred times worst.

I never meant to hurt anyone, not Kibum and not myself, but that's what I feel right now.
I know, there is no quota for heartbreak.
We try to build and build until it comes crashing down again.

I am here again, whenever I go to school, I always think of ways on how to face him, or if not, think of ways on how to avoid him.
I wish to close my eyes for me to not to see him with her.
I wish to cup my ears so I can't hear for it would break my heart easily.
But how could I?

Kibum is beside Ara again, the worst is, Ara is now sharing her book with him as they silently read and laugh slightly.
It will be the dumbest thing to do if I seat beside him.
I think I must change seats with someone.

I walked closely to Hongki and said "Can I seat with you?"

"Bwoh?"

"Please" I pleaded.

HongKi nodded and I sit beside him and smiled.
Later on MinHwan came and said "Yoona, why are you there? You are supposed to be beside Kibum right?"

It is really worst, everybody heard it because of MinHwan's loud voice.

"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" HongKi hushed,

"Huh?" MinHwan asked.

I could feel Kibum shifting his gaze at me, I could even see it at the corner of my eyes.

Suddenly I heard one of my classmate spoke "We have a class rule that we must not change the seating arrangement right?"

"How could the President of the Student Council don't follow even just a simple rule inside this classroom" MinRi, my classmate said.

Fine.
I got up from the chair and finally seat beside Kibum.
I can see him staring at me again, but I didn't manage to look at him, or even to talk to him.
But he cleared his throat and spoke.

"Are you alright?"

His voice wasn't cold or angry, it was lonely in a way that broke my heart all over again.

"Hey Are you alright?" He repeated again.

Am I alright? Definitely not.
After days of not taking his calls and talking to him, how could I be alright..
But It is my fault, because he keeps on calling me, but I am not answering,
Yeah, I am just making things hard for me.

He stopped when he noticed that I am not responding.

"Hi Yoona" Ara greeted me as she smiled.

I just nod and smiled slightly.

"Kibum, I heard that the school is planning to have exchange students and three of our students will be on the second branch, I think it is on Japan" Ara said.

Kibum just nod.

Definitely because the three of us were seatmates, I can overhear what they are talking about.
I sighed. I want to talk to him.
I also want to talk to him that way.
But there is something that tells me that I mustn't.
If I really want to move on.

I don't blame him for giving up on me.
I guess on some subconscious level, I once pushed him away and maybe he finally taken the hint.
On that time, I was hurt, unavailable and unwilling.
But the thing is, I already love him, but now he is not.
Because he had someone else already that made him happy when I am not around.
I must give way, and it is the best thing to do, even it is hard on my part.

I snapped at my thoughts when the professor came.

"Uhmm, Ms. Im, you are called by the Principal, she wants to say something to you" The professor said.

I nodded and trailed going outside of the room.

When I reached the Principal's Office, I knocked the door and opened it.

"Im Yoona" She smiled on me.

I bowed as a sign of respect.

"Sit down" she said.

I sit down and asked "Uhmm, Ma'am, why did you call me?"

"I called your attention because I have to tell you something"

"Okay" I said.

"But we need to wait for Lee Donghae and Jung Jessica" She said.

But why? Wait does that mean that...

"Annyeong haseyo Ma'am" Dongahe and Jessica chorused.

"Take your seat"

"I called the three of you because..."

To be continued...........

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Preview:

But was that my fault? I just loved her and I am so oblivious about what he feels for Yuri.
I never thought that he loved her so much.
That he loved her as much as I loved her.
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"How does it feel that your brother loves you girlfriend too?" Yuka said directly.

Donghae's eyes widened. "I know you also saw it" Yuka said.

"I saw you looking at his diary, and he is making a portrait of Yuri at the back of his notebook, although the drawing is still not finished, I know that she is" Yuka added.