26

Regeneration

 

 

I used the wall for support as I slammed my palm against the door of – what I was fairly certain was – Yongguk’s apartment. He was the only person I wanted to see and fortunately I had been able to find the apartment building. “Guk! Guk! It’s Himchan!”

I whined softly when the door didn’t open fast enough but decided I wouldn’t give up.  I fell against the wall and used it to help me slide down to the ground so I could continue banging the door. I wasn’t even sure what time it was, though to be honest I didn’t really care if it was an appropriate time to be sitting next to the door of an apartment and yelling at the tenant. I just wanted in. Yongguk always made things okay again.

I hit the door for a few more minutes before it opened and when I looked up it was a struggle for my eyes to focus on Yongguk. I was more than thankful that Yongguk was the one to open the door and not some other male. “Himchan?” He got down to my level and I felt his arms slide around my body and he picked me up. “How did you get here?”

“Your loud friend. He brought me because he found me.” I nodded my head and tried to use his shoulder as a pillow. I must have missed my target though because I nearly fell out of his arms, but fortunately he was strong enough to keep me safe. “He said I would make a nice gift for you and he put me in front of your door.”

He sighed and put me down on the couch. I stared up at him and attempted to pout until he gave in and sat down next to me. I put my head on his lap and smiled up at him. “You’ve been drinking.” I felt him slide his fingers through my hair and massage my scalp gently. I nodded my head – instantly regretting it – and pouted at how dizzy I had suddenly become. “Why?”

“Mum and dad were fighting.” I mumbled and put my hand over my eyes to block out the light from Yongguk’s lamps. He kept it too bright in the apartment, I hated it. It hurt my eyes. “They were screaming at each other. So I left.”

“And got drunk?” I slapped in the direction I thought he was in because he didn’t understand.

“They were fighting because of me and I didn’t know where else to go!” I moved my hand so I could look up at him because I found that it was hard to have a conversation when I could only see dark. It didn’t appear that it would be easier when I could see him though because there were at least three Yongguks that I could count. “Dad is pissed at me and Mum told him that I was old enough to make my own choices. Then they started screaming at each other and Mum broke a plate and Dad said you were a good for nothing that was just gonna hurt me again. I left after that.”

Yongguk responded but I didn’t comprehend what he was saying but his mouth looked really nice saying whatever it was. I sat up and kissed up his jaw until I reached his lips. I threw my arms around his neck and his lower lip into my mouth before he could manage to push me away and tell me that I didn’t really want it.

 

When I woke up the first thing I noticed was a throbbing headache and immediately after that I realised I was not in my bedroom. After a couple seconds of panic I recognised that I was in my old room and that I was wearing one of Yongguk’s button down shirts and a pair of his sleep pants. He wasn’t in the room though.

I rolled out of the bed – using more effort than I would ever admit to – and held Yongguk’s shirt close to my body as I searched the apartment. I found blankets on the couch and Yongguk in the kitchen preparing breakfast. “Good morning Himchan.”  He smiled at me and poured a cup of coffee. He sat it down in front of me and then went back to cooking. “Do you need any headache medicine?”

I shook my head and stared down into the coffee cup. I couldn’t remember exactly what had happened the night before. I had been at my parent’s apartment but then I woke up at Yongguk’s so there was obviously a large portion of time missing. “I’m in your clothing.”

“You were too drunk for me to leave alone, and a bit belligerent about the fact that you wanted to stay here with me so I let you sleep in the bed.” He put some strawberries in front of me and I grabbed one to shove in my mouth. “You dressed yourself if that’s what you’re worried about.”

“The buttons are right.” I could barely do that sober so I knew there was no way I had successfully buttoned a shirt if I was drunk at all. “How are the buttons done right?”

“I did that part. I told you to wear a regular shirt but you wanted that one and then yelled at me until I buttoned it for you.” He shrugged as though it was no big deal that I had embarrassed myself that way. Sure he’d seen me drunk before but usually I controlled myself a little bit (or he wasn’t telling me what I was really like drunk) and apparently I’d let loose the night before. “It was cute in a drunk kind of way.”

I put my head down on the counter and groaned. He clearly has a skewed idea of the word cute. I didn’t think being yelled at seemed was something I would like. “Where did you sleep?”

“Couch.” I felt guilty instantly. I’d come to his home, at god-knows-what o’clock, yelled at him and then kicked him out of his own bed. “You needed the bed more than me.”

“I’m sorry…”

He put a bowl of food in front of me and smiled. “What for? I’m just glad you ended up here instead of some ditch somewhere.”

“I’m just… I’m sure there’s about a million ways you’d rather spend your Friday night than babysitting your drunk boyfriend.”

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Woo~
Himchan got drunk and Jiho left him on Yongguk's doorstep.
Yongguk was a good person and took care of drunkchan. 

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macsmika2
#1
Chapter 24: At this point I am sick and tired of Himchan's freak'n insecurities. Youngguk run and never look back. That nut job don't deserve you. He knows the truth and still treats you like you did something wrong. That in itself in is crazy. F#$k him.
cathy22 #2
Chapter 3: I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS FEEL WHEN I READ THIS. IM SO OVERWHELMED NOW.
Xyakori
#3
Chapter 50: Favorite chapter
Xyakori
#4
Chapter 48: lol
fallintopieces
#5
Chapter 63: Oh my :"( I'm so sad to say goodbye to this story ..I was sick and had nothing to do , then I found it and it's really cute and disgusting XD .I never really read a fic (esp. a Banghim one ) with this number of chapters bc I get bored easily , but I managed to finish it in 2 days and I love it..I liked Zico and jae's relationship . They're funny and cute ..Thank you for writing <3
taeminzy #6
Chapter 20: Well, they broke up at their supposed 7th year, it reminds me of my bestfriend, I decided to split up with her on our supposed 7th year, but oh well, unlike yongguk, i'm sure as hell that she didn't care
taeminzy #7
Chapter 20: Well, they broke up at their supposed 7th year, it reminds me of my bestfriend, I decided to split up with her on our supposed 7th year, but oh well, unlike yongguk, i'm sure as hell that she didn't care
polarlightnoona #8
Chapter 63: I love this fic, i love junhong specialy, all those 'hyungs are gross' always make laugh HAHAHA and those 'disgustingly disgusting' things that the BangHim do are so cute TT and this made me cry and laugh and smile and just all sorts of emotion. I love this thank you :)
Otoyaittoki #9
Chapter 1: I think I never read a banghim ff ^^
Buut I love your writing style and your ffs and I also love b.a.p soo I will read it :)
KAZEYAMaruBis #10
Chapter 3: Lol soo cute !!!!