I Will Fly With You (Please Hold My Hand)

Description

After years apart, someone from Kibum's past comes back into his life, and he's not sure how he feels about it.
(That's a lie. He hates it.)

Foreword

[“Uhm,” Jonghyun says, first to break the tense silence. “Hi?” Kibum resists the urge to roll his eyes and repeat the word back to him in a mocking tone, but only just barely. He is an adult. He crosses his arms as a means of protection, of defense, as he feels Jonghyun's gaze sweep over him to eventually settle on a point above his face. “You dyed your hair.”

“I did.” Kibum has dyed and re-dyed his hair many times. In fact, he can't think of a single color he hasn't donned at some point in the time that have passed since the last time they talked to each other. Right now it's black. Jonghyun's is a peachy pink, and Kibum feels both pleased and angry – pleased because he's the one, who first introduced Jonghyun to the wonders of bleach and dye when they were in high school and eager to stand out in a crowd of uniform-clad kids. Angry that he's pleased. He was supposed to leave these feelings behind with the aforementioned uniform.

But here comes Kim Jonghyun to up the way he tends to do best, softening that stupid, stricken expression into a smile and pushing his hands into the pockets of his dark jeans. “You look good,” he says, and Kibum wants nothing more than to reach across the counter and give him a slap across the face. Grab him by the shoulders and shake him. Yell at him that he can't just waltz back into Kibum's life after seven years of silence and act like everything is the way it used to be, not when Kibum has spent all this time trying to forget Kim Jonghyun and everything he is.]

 

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A/N:

once upon a time, I was in the mood for some good ol' jongkey, so I set out to write a quick jongkey drabble. little did I know that I would eventually drop a whole bottle of plot into the story, which would then transform into a monster (of miniature proportions, granted, but a monster nonetheless compared to what I had in mind). I... don't know what else to say. this is the first proper thing I've written after a five month long involuntary hiatus, and it's the first jongkey anything I have written in literally years. no excuses for quality. keep your expectations low. enjoy(?)

title taken from this song for no reason other than the fact that I love it:

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shhrimp #1
Chapter 3: I was very much into JongKey fanfics 2-3 years ago and then life happened and I drifted off. A couple months ago I got into Exo though and started reading some fanfics again - this time, Exo's. I'm back from the time AsianFanfics had a different layout even! Yesterday while going through my "New Stories by Subscribed Authors" tab I came across this one and I saved it up for later. Read it now. First JongKey fanfic in over 2 years and I love how I can imagine every little expression and moment so easily, not only because I'm a longtime shawol but also because your writing is delightful. The last paragraph was so human and real in such a perfect way. It was beautiful. I loved it.
DBSSJr
#2
Chapter 3: I really loved how Jonghyun confessed to Key. This short story is so good. I want more. I want to know what Minho and Onew will think about Key and Jonghyun becoming a couple.
ShawolDubuLeader
#3
Chapter 3: okay the last paragraph describing Jonghyun on the balcony was so real and beautiful ;; I could see it in my mind ND FREAKING LOVED IT! aaaaw so sweet, so touching
shineeshipper #4
Chapter 2: ohmyggodyourback
I AM SO EXCITED TO READ THIS BUT I CANT RN WHEN IM FREE AGH I WILL BE RIGHT HERE
foxpuppy
#5
Oh my god
I have no idea how, but somehow I forgot that you were going to upload this.
And now it's here in all it's glory.
I can't wait to snuggle up in bed and read all of it in one go when I have time.
I'm so excited for this ♥♥♥
hime-chan #6
Chapter 3: A) Welcome back! B) I haven't read good Jongkey in a while, and I am so glad that it was your story. C) With how busy schedules have been for Shinee members, they barely have time to interact. So rare pics from present day of them together make me very, very happy. And make the reconciliation theme so much more appropriate! D) The thirst IS Too Real.
karkimi
#7
Chapter 3: Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I almost missed this because I never ever really search through the regular stories (because it's so, so, so much easier to find mature stories in the rated section, in more meanings than just one).

I was searching deep in the jonkey tag and ended up on your profile page because I remembered you wrote some good stories - Ineffable, Inevitable as well as Like cat and dog... literally, are some of the first fics I read when I got into Jonkey a year ago, all of which I've also reread when it has felt too hard to find new stories to read.

To see that there was a new one from you.. Knowing that you've had a few years to mature and improve your writing.. I'm so glad you're back with another Jonkey. This was exactly what I needed, a breath of fresh air. With or without , this was good, really good.
olenkiss
#8
Chapter 3: Really good story. Loved it!
jjongeyed #9
Chapter 3: I love the irreverent way you write internal monologue! Lmao you're a great, snarky writer and I loved all the characterizations! Happy birthday, as well!
hikari00
#10
Chapter 3: A very nice story, I really love it (y)
And happy birthday!!!!!!!