TW: 'S' Word

7:00 pm Monday

Heejin's POV

I arrived at Ryujin and Yeji's condo a bit earlier today, Giselle called us up because according to her sobrang kailangan na daw namin mag usap. I am not sure kung ito na ba yung plano namin last week pa, pero sigurado ako that this has something to do with Karina.

Days before napag usapan na namin nila Yej and Gigi yung kung ano ang dapat gawin, gusto kasi nila mag set ng date para ma-meet na ni Karina yung dalawang best friends ni Winter. We thought that it is about time that she explains herself to them, para magkaayos na at maintindihan na nila. Giselle wanted to see Ning and Ryujin first just to give a hint sa kung ano yung mga malalaman nila tsaka para na din wag sila masyado maging harsh kay Karina.

Ryujin has been bugging us with her never ending questions kaya naiirita na si Yeji. "Sino nalang ba hinihintay natin, Ning where's Gigi? I'm starving it's past seven."

"She just got off the car and naglalakad na sa drop off. Andyan na sa lobby yun kaya maghintay ka."

We're just staying here at the living room while we wait for Giselle, all of us came from work. Si Lia kakadating lang din, we are going to have dinner first bago daw kami mag usap.

"Babe para saan ba tong meet up na to talaga?" Inaayos na ni Ry yung mga food and plates sa dining table. Kanina pa niya tinatanong at pinapaamin si Yeji kung bakit kami nandito ngayon, naging biglaan kasi yung pagkikita namin and na-inform lang silang dalawa ni Ning nung malapit na kaming lahat sa condo."We need to talk about something important."Sagot sakanya ni Yeji habang inaayos niya yung ibang pagkain sa kitchen.

"Then why on a monday, is it really that urgent?"

"Yes it is babe, that's why our friends are here."

"Kaya ka ba andito Lia?"Napatigil si Lia sa ginagawa niya at sinagot din kagad niya yung tanong ni Ryujin."Yeah, that's the reason why I am here, stop asking and don't be too impatient."

"About saan ba kasi, Heejin may tinatago ka sakin kabisado ko yan mga ganyang galawan mo!"Ngayon naman ako na yung nakita niya kaya nag iwas nalang ako ng tingin sakanya."Anong may tinatago wala naman, why can't you just wait for Gigi nalang kasi you . Wala ako tinatago sayo." Natatawa kong sagot.

"I just find it weird na nagmeet tayo on a Monday night tapos biglaan pa talaga, buti kung hump day onwards eh maiintindihan ko pa, but it's not. Tsaka bakit kailangan dito sa place natin babe? We could've met somewhere else."

"Because it is something important nga kasi, can you just settle down? Gigi will be here in a minute nakausap na siya ni Ning."

"Okay, parang kinakabahan kasi ako sainyo. Even Lia is here, sobrang busy mo kaya Li hindi ka na nga namin nakikita."

"I came here because I miss you guys and I want to see all of you pati na din si Winter, I even dropped by the hospital before I went here."

Yeji stopped in her tracks nung bigla niya nalaman na nakapunta pala si Lia kanina sa hospital."So have you met Chaewon?!"

"Yes! I have tons of questions to ask you guys, nawala lang ako ng ilan months bakit may ganun na?! I missed out on a lot of things and you have to update me. Like who is she, how is she related to her and why is she there?"

"Hahahaha later Lia, malalaman mo na lahat lahat." I told her. Ako nalang ang sumagot dahil mukang clueless pa din si Ryujin at busy sila Yeji sa kitchen.

Ako nanaman ang napansin ni Ryujin kahit pa hindi na ako tumitingin sa direksyon niya. "Heej sabi ko na eh, may alam ka na hindi mo sinasabi samin ni Ning. Ganyanan ha! Nanghuhula tuloy ako dito."

"Wala akong alam kaya wag ka ng makulit, maghintay ka nalang. Si Giselle yung may idea na magkita kita tayo ngayon."

"You are all being sus, I kinda feel like kami lang ni Ning yung walang alam, is this about 'the talk'?!"

"Which talk?"balik ko sakanya.

"Kunyari ka pa, edi yung sinasabi niyo last month pa. Babe yun ba, kaya ba tayo nagkita kita ngayon?"

"Yes, oo na! Kaya please wag ka makulit kanina ka pa sa car tanong ka ng tanong it's getting really annoying."

"Oh now I get it, Ning ito na pala yun eh, grabe ang tagal na dapat natin ginawa to. Ano ba yung sasabihin niyo samin?"

"Oh god Ryujin tangina ang kulit mo gago para kang sirang plaka paulit ulit ka. Yej buti hindi ka nabbwisit dito? You are with her everyday tapos ganyan? Ry kaya kayo magkasundo ni Winter eh ang kulit niyo pareho."

"Hahahaha parang hindi ka pa sanay sakanya Heej. Immune na ako kay Ryujin, that's why mahirap mag sabi ng secrets because she is not going to stop blabbing about it hanggang sa nalaman na ng lahat."

"Wow you talk about me as if wala ako dito ha."

"Babe ang kulit mo kasi, paulit ulit ka and ang daldal mo!"

"Ning madaldal ka daw sabi ni Yeji!"

"Hahahaha ikaw yung sinasabihan ni Yej na madaldal not me, hindi ka kasi mapakali dyan kanina ka pa. Kumain ka nanaman siguro ng sweets noh?"Natatawa na din si Ry dahil pinagtutulungan na namin siya. "I didn't even eat sweets today, nagugutom na nga ako eh."

"Guys Giselle is here! Hi Gi!" Bati sakanya ni Lia. 

Giselle has decided that we should meet today para maintindihan na nila Ning kung ano talaga yung mga nangyari at para din makadalaw na si Karina sa hospital. Sobrang awkward kasi na magkikita kita kami dun tapos hindi okay yung ex ni Winter pati yung mga best friends niya.

"Hey Gi! Ano ba yung pag uusapan natin?" Sinalubong ni Ry si Giselle pagpasok niya sa sala. "What? Ry can you help me with this please." Kinuha niya yung inaabot ni Giselle na mga paper bag."Ano to bakit parang ang dami naman, nag grocery ka ba?"Sinisilip ni Ry yung dalawang bags na bitbit niya. "Heej may hard oh!"

"No thank you okay na ako sa wine, I'm gonna be driving."

"Gago joke lang! Tsaka halos magkapitbahay lang naman tayo. Giselle bakit nagbaon ka pa?"

"I brought wine and desserts because we might stay here for a while. Hi Squishy, hey Heej! Li! Oh my god sayang, Ennik can't come today eh busy siya sa work. But we will see her this week and you have to come."

"Okay just let me know, I wanna see Somi as well. Hindi pa kami nagkikita ulit."

"Oh yes please you should go with us this week and don't be a flaker!" Dumiretso na si Giselle sa tabi ni Ning after niya kami batiin lahat."Hey Squish, how are you?" Tanong niya sa girlfriend.

"Snug ngayon na ba tayo maguusap about dun sa sinabi mo samin last month pa?"

"Sinabi ko? What did I say?"

"Well you told me na pati yung code 1 ieexplain mo na."

"Oh that, yeah. We really need to talk."

Tinulungan ko na si Ryujin na ayusin sa counter yung desserts and wine na dala ni Giselle para makapag simula na din kaming kumain.

"Gi kanina pa sila nagtatanong lalo na to si Ry, kanina pa kami kinukulit."

"Can we have dinner first before we talk I'm hungry. Yej do you need help there?"

"No na Gi I'm almost done. We can start eating na guys, you may go to the dining. The table is already set, courtesy of this one na kanina pa tanong ng tanong."

"Babe I did a great job setting the table, iappreciate niyo muna guys bago kayo kumain." Lumipat na kami sa dining area at tinignan namin ni Ning yung table setting na fnflex ni Ryujin."Is this new Ry? Ang ganda ha!" Napansin ko yung plates, utensils and yung mga ornaments sa table, ang ganda ng pagka ayos niya. "Yeah mga bago yan, okay ba Heej?"

"Ikaw ba talaga nag ayos?"

"Malamang tanga kausap mo pa nga ako kanina eh, nakita mo naman dba."

"It looks so pretty and fancy, siya ba talaga nag ayos nito Yej?" Andito na din si Lia sa tabi namin at tinitignan yung table setting ni Ryujin.

"Yeah mahilig siya, she's into doing pinterest looking tables. Pag kakain kaming dalawa laging ganyan."

"Oh my god this is so not you but I am impressed Ryujin. Where'd you get all of these?"

"It's our recent House Doctor budol courtesy of my babe Yeji."

"Hahaha it's not budol, it was on sale."

"Ah hindi ba? Para kasing budol babe kahit naka sale. Have a seat guys let's eat."

I thought we're gonna start eating na, pero nag comment pa ulit si Lia. Ayaw talaga nilang tantanan si Ryujin kaya natatawa na kami ni Ning."I didn't know that you are a good host Ry."

"Yeah what she said, para ka din si Winter. Pero hindi halata sainyo that you are good hosts."

"Compliment ba yan?! Bakit parang backhanded?"

"Hahahaha. Giving backhanded compliments is our thing."

"Oo blackmail tsaka yan, expert sa ganun yung group natin eh."

"That's how it is. But I am serious Ryujin you are a good host, I didn't know she has it in her Yeji."

"I agree with you Gi. Tsaka maayos talaga siya lalo sa bahay, I told you guys my girlfriend is special."

"O ayan may kinikilig na manahimik ka na, nafflatter ka masyado umupo ka na, kumain ka na din." 

"Napaka epal mo talaga Heejin panira ka ng moment eh, alam mo na ngang bihira magsabi ng ganyan si Yeji. Anyway, thank you Gigi. Tara na babe kain ka na."

"Thanks for the dinner guys." I told them before we all settled in our seats at nagsimula na din kaming kumain.

After we're done with dinner, nag start na din kami mag dessert and uminom nung wine na dala ni Gigi. Tinulungan ko na din si Ry na dalin sa kitchen yung mga plates na ginamit namin.

"Yej and Ry thank you for dinner. This is one of my favorite talaga pag nag ddinner tayo ng sabay sabay. I seriously missed all of you." 

"Awww you are welcome Li, namiss ka din namin sobra."

"Hindi na tayo nakkumpleto, nammiss ko na talaga yung dati. Mangyayari pa kaya yun?" Medyo natahimik kaming lahat sa table nung marinig namin yung sinabi ni Ryujin. "Guys I swear nammiss ko na din talaga si Winter, sana magising na siya. Alam niyo na ba yung sinabi ni ate Taeyeon samin kanina?"

"Hindi, ano daw yun?" Tuwing may magsasabi or magbibigay ng update tungkol kay Winter tapos ganito yung panimula , hindi namin maiwasan mag alala at matakot.

"I don't want to be a downer pero kailangan malaman niyo din. Sabihin ba natin Ning?"

"Oo sabihin mo na, nag intro ka na eh. Let them know."

"Sabi kasi nung doctor nung nakausap ni ate kaninang umaga, pag nagising daw si Winter possible na magkaron ng effect sa quality of life niya. She can fully recover pero baka may mag bago."

"What Ryujin? Sabihin mo na nga kagad lahat."

"Relax Lia, I don't know how to say it kasi nalulungkot ako pag naiisip ko."

"Sorry, okay go on."

"Yung sinabi ng doctor kay ate Taeyeon, pwedeng maka recover si Winter pero may after effects. Pwede siya magkaron ng physical and psychological disabilities."

", tangina?"

"Ganun daw talaga pag nagka brain injuries. Pag nagising siya there's a possiblity na kailangan niya mag undergo ng physiotherapy and psychological assessment. Let's pray na normal lahat and walang magbago."

"Oh my god, . Pano yun, pano kung meron nga?"

"Kailangan niya ng therapy and physical rehabilitation, sana lang talaga wag magkaron ng grabeng side effects. Tangina kawawa naman si Winter pag ganun. Masyado ng madaming nawala sakanya, Heej mag bboard exam na tayo next year, tapos siya hindi pa enough yung experience, hindi pa siya umabot ng isang taon dun sa company."

"Oo nga pala. Sana naman normal yung katawan niya pag gumising siya. Madali naman humabol pag ganun."

Hindi maiwasan na mag alala kami dahil everytime nalang na may magsasabi ng ganitong update, it's either same condition pa din siya or may nakitang bago yung mga doctor.

"Ry I have another question, hindi naman siya magiging vegetative and brain dead dba?"

"Sabi nung doctor minimal consciousness siya eh so definitely hindi brain dead. Malalaman lahat yan pag nagising na siya."

"Oh my god." 

"Yan yung reason kung bakit gustong gusto na siya dalin ni tita sa Australia kasi baka may other options pa."

"So you are saying na pwede siya maging paralyzed pag gising niya?!"

"Oo or pwedeng may hindi siya maigalaw, like hindi siya makalakad ganun or worse yung psychological naman."

"Pano daw pag pyschological?"

"Pwedeng magka amnesia."

"Oh my gosh no."

"Grabe pano kaya yun? Ry tama ka, sobrang delayed na ni Winter with the apprenticeship na kailangan natin sa licensure exam. Tapos kailangan niya pa ng time to recover, gagi mahuhuli siya."

"Yun nga iniisip ko eh, pano kaya natin siya matutulungan. Wala din naman may gusto mangyari nito. Well ewan ko lang kay Karina, masaya na kaya siya sa mga pinag gagawa niya kay Winter?! Satisfied ba siya, ayan extreme na yung pananakit niya kay Winter. I'm sure hindi lang siya satisfied."

"Babe don't say that."

"I'm sorry Giselle, pero hindi maalis sakin na wag sisihin yan si Karina, kasalanan niya to."

"Babe please don't start."

"Snug ano ba yung sasabihin mo samin? I think it's time na pag usapan na natin lahat ng dapat pag usapan."

Medyo nagiging akward na kami dito at nagsimula na din magtanong si Ryujin pero ngayon dalawa na sila ni Ning. Hindi na nila mahintay kasi one month ago pa pala nasabi sakanila ni Giselle na may kailangan silang malaman. Hindi lang nasabi kagad ni Gigi kasi hinihintay niya na pumayag si Karina.

"Guys my question is, who is the girl na kasama ni Winter dun sa room? Siya yung kumausap sakin and it was weird."Buti nalang nagsalita na si Lia at binasag niya yung namumuong tension dito sa dining. Kanina pa siya nagtatanong samin dahil sobrang curious niya kung sino si Chaewon, nagkita sila kanina nung dumaan siya sa hospital para dalawin si Winter.

"So you have met her na pala?"

"Kanina Yej dun sa hospital. I thought I was in the wrong room, I still had to go back and check the name outside kasi nga may ibang tao na nag entertain sakin."

"Buti ka pa Li nakita mo na siya. I haven't met her but I am starting to get curious about that girl talaga. But I'm pretty sure we're gonna see her tomorrow because Rina and I will be at the hospital in the afternoon."

"Anong sabi mo Snug, tama ba yung rinig ko?"

"Wait anong sinabi mo Giselle pupunta si Karina sa hospital?"

"Yes."

"What the hell, bakit?!"

"Guys you have to chill out, iinit lang yung ulo niyo pag uunahin niyo yung galit."Sinusubukan kong kalmahin sila Ry dahil inexpect ko na to, alam ko na ganito yung magiging reaction nila pag nalaman nila na pupuntahan ni Rina si Winter."Gi sabihin mo na kasi sakanila lahat para matapos na." 

"You heard it right Karina will go there tomorrow to see Winter."

"Gago? Ang kapal naman ng muka niya dumalaw ng ganun ganun lang. Alam ba nila ate Taeyeon yan?"

"Ate Taeyeon and tita knows that Rina will be staying with Winter in the hospital."

"What do you mean she will be staying, magbabantay siya?!"

"Yes, pinayagan nila siya."

"Tangina ano?! Hindi ko gets, alam ba nila yung nangyari kay Winter nung January, bakit parang may free pass si Karina?"

"Can you please calm down, here uminom ka muna ng water"

"Babe you don't understand, grabe yung napala sakanya ni Winter sobrang nakaka trauma yun, tapos ngayon parang walang nangyari, dadalaw nalang siya bigla after niya idump? Nakulong nga yung tao dahil sakanya eh. Lia alam mo ba yung nangyari sakanya sa New York?"

"Yes, Giselle informed last week sinabi na nila sakin lahat. Nagulat din ako."

"Alam niyo hindi ko kayo magets eh, bakit parang okay lang sainyo yung ginawa ni Karina kay Winter, bakit kami lang ni Ning yung nagagalit tungkol dun? I am so sorry Gigi, best friend mo siya pero naiinis talaga ako sa ginawa niya sana maintindihan niyo din yung side ko."

"Babe listen, kaya nga tayo nag meet today because Gigi is going to tell you something. Sainyo ni Ning. As Winter's best friends you deserve to know everything."

"I'm asking you guys to listen to what I am about to say first and do not react violently. Pakinggan niyo muna yung sasabihin ko sainyong dalawa because you have to know this, you should know everything that happened to your best friend."

"Tungkol saan ba kasi?"

"About Karina."

"Okay sige na nga, dali na."

"Remember last year nung sinabi sainyo ni Winter na biglang nagbago si Karina and the fight which lead to their break up? The main cause of Karina's drastic change was her being bipolar, dba nung una akala natin nag cheat siya or nagsawa, pero hindi yun yung dahilan. The truth is nagbago siya because she became mentally unstable. Hindi niya na-control yung sarili niya kaya naging ganun yung mga decisions niya."

"Snug baka naman gawa gawa mo lang yan and you are just trying to save Karina's ?"

"Why would I do that?"

"Oo nga Gi teka lang, as in si Karina si Karina ni Winter bipolar?"

"Oo nga, can the two of you shut up and let me finish? Si Rina matagal na siyang may sakit na ganun, bata palang na-diagnose na siya. There was a time back in high school, they had put her in a facility because she tends to get depressed and she was prone to hurting herself. Naging okay naman siya after that because of she had to go through therapy, naging normal siya. We just didn't expect na pwede palang bumalik yun after how many years."

"Alam ba ni Winter na may ganun sakit si Karina?"

"Hindi niya alam kasi nga Rina didn't expect na pwede siyang magka relapse. The main cause of her relapse is the change of her lifestyle in New York, that's what triggered her disorder according to the doctor. Imagine nagkalayo sila bigla ni Winter, tapos yung demands ng job niya, nakilala pa siya bigla sa fashion industry that's why she wasn't able to manage everything mainly the pressure that goes with it. Everything was too much for her kaya hindi niya kinaya. Dumating din siya sa point na gusto na niya umuwi dito, she wanted to leave her job pero hindi pwede."

"So nung time na nalulungkot and nagtataka si Winter sa nangyayari sakanila, yun din yung time na nagssuffer si Rina sa disorder niya?"

"Exactly, nadali mo Ry yan mismo yun."

"Teka lang Gigi ha, leche ka Heejin bakit parang may alam ka?" Sabi ko na nga ba hindi nalang ako magccomment, nakahalata pa tuloy si tanga. "Gi go on proceed na with the story, Ry wag mo na ako tanungin wala akong alam dyan."

"Yeah that's what happened, she was suffering from her manic episodes kaya napaka impulsive nung mga decisions niya, parang hindi niya pinagiisipan. She was always agitated, galit siya sa lahat pati yung family niya tinalikuran niya, she didn't talk to them for months. She cut all her ties because she got irritated with people easily. Naging outlet niya yung work and events kasi hirap siya imanage yung thoughts niya. When she was alone in her apartment she felt depressed, that's the time na kung ano ano yung pumapasok sa isip niya and nagkakaron siya ng idea to harm herself."

"Harm herself? ganun kalala?"

"Yes. Sasabihin ko na sainyo lahat pero wag niyo nalang muna ikwento sa ibang friends natin. Soon enough Rina will be the one to tell them, kailangan niyo na kasi malaman ni Squish before you do something na pagsisisihan niyo din."

"Okay Snug we are listening."

"Remember the time that Winter flew in to New York, tapos she told us na hindi siya pinansin ni Karina and Wonyoung was the one who went to dinner with her?" Bumaling si Gigi kay Ry and she was waiting for her to respond. "Naalala ko yan."

"Iniwasan niya si Winter the whole time she was there kasi ayaw niyang makahalata siya sa nangyayari sakanya. Walang kaalam alam si Winter na may pinagdadaanan siya. Nung sa airport nung pauwi na siya, Rina was there pero hindi siya nagpakita. On that exact same day, everything frantically spiralled downhill from there."

May nahahalata ako sa reaction na binibigay ni Ryujin. Ito si Ry parang si Winter lang din to, sobrang kabisado ko sila kasi buong college kaming tatlo yung laging magkakadikit. Alam ko na kagad kung bakit ganun yung reaction niya. "Gi direct to the point mo nalang kasi hindi maintindihan ni Ry yung mga malalalim na salita."

"Hahahaha tangina Heej kanina ka pa ha. Pero oo nga Giselle short cut mo na kasi."

"Nung galing siya sa airport,  nag try siya mag suicide dahil nagguilty siya sa nangyayari sakanila ni Winter and she just wanted to escape kasi hindi na niya kaya."

"Oh no tangina. . So ibig sabihin muntik na siya-"

"Yeah we almost lost her, buti nalang tumawag sakanya si Winter kaya hindi natuloy."

"So tama pala yung sinasabi niyo dati ni Heejin na pwedeng unstable si Karina kaya biglang naging ganun yung treatment niya kay Winter. Pucha grabe tong mga sinasabi mo samin Gi."

"That's what I've been trying to tell you, kaya nga makinig kayo mabuti. It is more complicated than we thought and yes it's true, tama yung sinasabi niyo Heej that it wasn't just a normal break up."

Ang sama ng tingin sakin ni Ryujin nung banggitin ni Gigi yung pangalan ko kaya inunahan ko na siya."I can explain, makinig ka muna kay Giselle hindi pa siya tapos."

"We almost lost Rina not only once a few months ago. That time when I went to New York with Winter, yung nabasa niyo sa journal. Pati ako nainis sakanya kasi grabe yun, kung nakita niyo yung nangyari hindi niyo kakayanin. Awang awa ako kay Winter tapos wala akong magawa lalo na when they were arresting her, it was so heartbreaking. Hindi ko napigilan as in, I was crying kasi naaawa ako sakanya, she was yelling and asking help from me pero wala akong nagawa. The cops didn't listen I didn't intervene kasi mahirap kung parehas kami na makukulong."

"Ito yung kahit kailan hindi ko maiintindihan. Okay, given na nga that Rina was going through something, hindi manlang ba niya pwedeng gawan ng paraan kahit dun lang mismo sa oras na yun. She could've told her assistant na wag mag simula ng gulo. Kasi yun yung pinaka start nun eh. Kung pinagsabihan niya yung gago niyang assistant na maguusap lang sila ni Winter, hindi na sana umabot sa point na dumating pa yung mga police."

"It was because she was on the verge of breaking down. Actually no, that was her last straw. Na-save lang siya ulit ni Winter when she attempted to hurt herself the second time that day."

"Puta grabe naman. Isipin niyo yun, kung natuloy yung attempt niya, nakakulong si Winter tapos pag labas niya malalaman niya na namatay si Karina. tangina, kung nangyari yun parang triple yung sakit na maffeel niya. Hindi ko gets, bakit ba ganito yung nangyayari sakanila, parang hindi mo aakalain na totoo. Sila pa naman yung pinaka stable na couple dati."

"Ganyan din reaction namin nung knwento samin ni Gigi yan." Halos lahat kami dito sa table tahimik lang dahil bukod sa sobrang sensitive ng topic, halata pa din sa dalawa na hindi sila makapaniwala at sinusubukan pa din nilang intindihin yung mga knkwento ni Giselle.

"Snug pano nalang kung ganun yung nangyari, namatay si Rina. Pano nalang si Winter, hindi niya alam kung pano ittake yun, parang bumaliktad yung relationship nila tapos clueless siya. Hindi manlang sumagi sa isip ni Rina yun?"

"Well until now clueless pa din si Winter kasi ang reason lang na binigay sakanya ni Rina nung andun kami sa office, hindi niya kaya isabay yung relationship nila sa work niya."

"Gago ang lala wala akong masabi."

"Snug is it okay if we ask kung ano yung ginawa ni Rina? Like how did she harm herself?"

"Pwede ko sabihin but it is very sensitive so please satin lang to, wag niyo ikkwento kahit kanino. Squish you have to promise me wag ka madaldal and ikaw din Ry. Heejin tell them."

Hindi ko inexpect na bigla ipapasa sakin ni Gigi yung responsibility ng pagsabi kila Ry about sa nangyari kay Karina. Ieexplain ko nalang ng mabuti sakanila para mas maging maingat din sila tungkol dito. "Wait, ito makinig kayo, it is a very sensitive topic, that's why we have to keep it to ourselves. Okay kay Karina na malaman natin pero siyempre as respect to her, wag niyo ipagsasabi kung kanikanino yung nangyari sakanya. Specifically the ordeal that she had to go through a few months ago. This is not a joke guys, baka sumama loob niya pag nalaman niyang kumalat, pwede siyang matrigger ulit. Gets niyo ba? Ry, Ning?"

"Yeah okay we get it."

"Ning ito yung reason kung bakit ayaw sabihin ni Gigi sayo over the phone, sobrang sensitive talaga yung mga nangyari. Hindi kayo pwedeng magkwento basta basta, baka madulas kayo sa mom ni Winter, si ate Taeyeon lang ang pwede magsabi nun. Tsaka ito ha mag promise kayo, baka naman pagkagising ni Winter yan kagad yung ibungad niyo?! Pagkadilat niya baka naman ikwento niyo kagad sakanya na nagpakamatay si Karina. 'Uy Winter gising ka na? Alam mo ba na muntik tumalon si Karina?' Tangina I swear to god pag isa sainyo nag ganun lagot talaga kayo samin."

"Hahahahaha tangina mo Heejin. sorry natawa ako."

"Babe ano ba?! This is not a laughing matter, mag seryoso ka naman for once!"

"Sorry sorry tangina kasi to si Heejin parang gago eh. Naimagine ko lang kasi yung eksena, pwedeng gawin yun ni Ning."

"Hoy Ry gago ka hindi ako noh, I will keep my mouth shut about this. You can count on me Snug hindi ako magsasalita tungkol dito."

Nagpatuloy na ako sa pagpapaliwanag sakanila. "Basta seryoso wag niyo sasabihin kay Winter pag nagising na siya, si Karina lan