**Winter's Journal Content na kasalukuyang kinakalkal ni Ning**

Okay, where do I ing start? Gusto ko sana about travel lalagay ko dito pero malabo eh, so about my current emotions, state of mind and situation nalang siguro? bahala na.. Anyway, should I give a short intro about myself or diretso rant na dito sa journal na to? Hindi ko talaga hilig mag diary pero nabasa ko kasi sa Elle magazine article na therapeutic daw, wala naman masama kung susubukan at walang mawawala, tsaka sayang din kasi itong mga moleskine notebooks na binibigay ng ate ko. might as well use it.

I am Winter, aspiring Architect /  designer 24 years old. Youngest sa family, may ate ako na 8 years older sakin si Taeyeon Kim. Love-hate relationship kami nun but she's nice,okay tama na yan about kay ate. Interests ko? well I think I'm just the typical, into arts, chill lang with a simple fashion sense na " I choose comfort over style" like that. Type of music I listen to, i'd say na variety but Indie music gives me comfort. The bands I like are UDD, Bombay Bicycle Club, The Kooks, Arctic Monkeys at siyempre yung religion ko The Smashing Pumpkins and The Cure hindi mawawala sa list yan. These two bands shaped me nga ata. Pero yung gf ko kasi lagi nakikinig ng SNSD nakabisado ko tuloy ng hindi sadya yung ITNW ng hindi ko naman gets pinagsasabi sa lyrics. Tska naging bias ko pa si Yuri and naka loop sakin yung song niya na "Illusion" hihi.  I graduated college na one year ago, ilan months din ako naging unemployed before I got a good deal with this company that I'm working for now. I was very eager to find a job para na din matapos ko kagad itong apprenticeship since goal ko na talaga mag solo and start my own design company, kahit small time lang. Dun naman nag sisimula ang lahat. 

I'm currently working as an assistant architectural designer, it's been good so far. Masisipag mga workmates ko madami ako natututunan sa boss, the workload and salary are just fine even the deadlines kaya and nahahandle naman. Kahit busy I still find time to meet my friends visit my mom and give attention to my girlfriend. Yep, I am gay. Puking rainbows and riding unicorns type of gay. Dati I was questioning myself pa na baka nag eexperiment lang or baka biual phase lang. Pano naman magiging phase kasi yun kung buong buhay ko simula kinder to highschool puro babae na kasama ko. The magic of an all girls school nga naman. Paligiran ka ba naman ng magagandang conyo malamang magiging gay ka talaga.

Naniniwala ako na pag gusto may paraan , I am the type na hindi madamot sa time and affection, as much as possible binabalance ko lahat para nasusulit ang time. I try to be there for my girlfriend ,family and friends hanggat kaya. Yun naman ang importante wag puro trabaho, do not ever let life pass you by, magugulat ka nalang ang dami mo na na-miss, yan ang sabi ni Dad and I'll always keep that in mind. O nga pala, why not give a short intro and description about my friends they're interesting I'm telling you at para din may masulat ako sa journal na to. Tsaka gusto ko lang din makita how I view them, find an OUTLET daw eh so ito na since parte naman sila.

NING Praning

Bestfriend ko to na Chinese na magaling kumanta! lagi tong may extra cash nung elementary kasi kinukupitan niya ata papa niya pag naghihintay siya after school sa office dun sa gas station nila. Kaya parang sabog si Ning kakalanghap siguro ng diesel. Masama yung galing sa kupit pero grasya yun na bawal tanggihan, (so much for moral fiber huh) pero nadadamay ako sa libre niya. Hindi kaya dami ko na minus points sa heaven every kain ko ng slice nung four cheese pizza and burger steak na libre ni ning? I Doubt it. Pag tinanong mo siya kung bestfriend niya ako, siguro naman icclaim niya din ako noh gaga ba siya? Alam lahat ni ning ng tungkol sakin, lahat lahat kahit pa family matters yan or pinaka mabababaw na pinag gagawa ko, alam niya. Classmate ko siya nung grade six tapos naging seatmate ko pa. Nung una hindi ko alam kung minalas ba ako sa seating plan or blessing in disguise yun. Puta napaka daldal ni Ning seryoso, yung ate ko madaldal na pero si Ning kakaiba. 1 is to 10 ata yung bibig ni niya, isang buka ng bibig niya parang sampung words yung lumalabas. Sobrang tining pa ng boses. May isang araw na bigla nalang nag shift yung odds, nag kkwentuhan kami ni Ning since nangan