Finally, it came to end and I can find a very peaceful sleep after this.

You guys, when I writing this story, I was having a hard time of my life.

My only brother, Hen, is an autism kid. He is special but sometimes, as teenager, I need to face the up and down and undeliberately hurt so many people around me. Sometimes, I found it hard to settle his hyperactive condition. Sometimes, I fed up on myself and get mad at him without any reason.

And also,

I'm writing this story the moment when I was deeply in love, with a girl who can't love me back.

Her name is Foon.

She was my inspiration and still is.

I've to learn so many things, how to write although all around me were pain and awful memories.

I apologize if this story resembled something related to all of you but sure you knew, it is only a fanfic. I applied what I'd felt, what I've been through and what happened in my surrounding, through this story.

You, who so loyal reading, waiting me to update, and left a comment to boost my spirit, I wish you guys having a wonderful lifetime.

Thanks a lot, and I will keep saying,

KryBer is always my greatest ship ever.

Agree?

Let's meet again in my next fanfic, "My Past, Present and Future" and I'm glad if you guys looking forward on it :).

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I've listened hundred times to Cinderella and 4 Knights ost- I Believe by Younha while writing this and I can say, it is the 'offical soundtrack' for "I'm a Hapless".

I moved from having crush on Krystal to Minah, to Tzuyu, to Mina (Twice), to Bora (former SISTAR), to Soyeon (former T-ara), to Hani and Jeonghwa (EXID), to Kyulkyung Pristin, to Solar (MAMAMOO), to Hayoung (APink) and now probably I'm began to stan Rena  & Roa from the rookie group, Pristin.

These all happened through my hardship as writer.

There's some other KryBer fanfic too had inspired me.

1. Pretty Woman, Hard but Easy (Half-boy)

2. Almost all Natalie_DeCoCo fanfic

3. GenderBender stories by Keimagod

4. The stories and their sequels by 79Alexandria or the ert Ahjumma-sshi XD

5. Choco-late and the touching yet lovely stories of KryBer.

6. My Rainy Days (KidHiroki)

7. Grandpa Bacon & her hillarious stories

8. I Love You and Her (_krystalized)

And some other more that I couldnt recall when I read them. It was when I'm still preferring reading over writing years ago.

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Since so many of you had been asking, either I am Malay or Indonesian, I'm sorry to disappoint you but the real is I am not.

On my father's side, I have Chinese blood and on my mother's side, I'm pure Thai.

I took Malay course before during my collegue days and plus, I have one friend from Malaysia, named NaNa. He is a soft guy with funny behavior.

He taught me this words,

"Cinta itu membuatkan kita yang menjadi salahnya. Aku yakin engkau boleh dapatkan, tapi, betul-betul susah. Kau dikira bertuah andai kau miliki cinta. Orang melihat kita, hanya akan nampak buruk lebih banyak dari baik jadi jangan pedulikan apa yang mereka tanggapkan. Kau adalah diri kau. Tiada siapa yang boleh putuskan apa yang kau mahukan,"

Google translated:

"The love makes us the one who's guilty, I'm sure you can get it, but it's really hard.You think you're lucky if you have love .. People see us, just look worse than good so do not mind what they say. You are yourself. No one can decide what you want, "

If these means insulting someone, or he had teach me to say a word that I am not suppose to say, better tell me please.

But, I trust him.

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Goodbye for now everyone :)

May we see each other again.