The week in school started off okay but Wednesday I got sick so had to stay at home, it was on a tutor day as well. I was upset and wanted to go but my dad ordered me to stay at home. I could sneak out after he went to work I guess but he'd always find out, he's got eyes everywhere he tells me.

I spent the day texting Jessica who wasn't impressed at my absence as she had to sit with her classmates and not with me at lunch. She told me she saw Taeyeon look over to our table and frown when she didn't see me there, that kinda made me smile a little.

I sat in bed all day watching movies, feeling sorry for myself when I got a text from my girlfriend. God it feels so good to say that.

-Where are you?- Oops, was she mad that I didn't tell her about not coming in?

-I got sick :( -

-Aw my poor baby, what's wrong? Xx- My heart fluttered as I read it. My poor baby...MY poor baby. I couldn't help but grin.

-Your poor baby caught the flu from a snotty kid she had to babysit Monday evening :( xx-

I hate kids. Nothing good ever comes from me being around them.

- Aw, well I miss you.... Make sure to keep warm and eat some soup! Xx-

And with that she killed me...I hate comparing...but her and Nichkhun? Wow, so different!
Whenever I was ill with Nichkhun, he either didn't text me or he did...and then laughed. Whereas Taeyeon is cute and feels sorry for me, tells me to be comfy and...gosh she's just perfection.

-I really like you- I don't know why I text her that, but it's what was on my mind. I got a text messag