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Kai's part listen to: B2ST "Lights go on again"

Kara's Part listen to: Super Junior "So I"

Kai

As he slowly felt her calm down, and her breathing return to normal, he heaved a sigh of relief. Seizures like those were dangerous, they caused her to become too lost in her memories, and too held up in her thoughts. She became paralyzed to the real world, and her whole being was stuck in her mental thoughts. Now that she had finally escaped the grasps of fear that her in, she needed to be slowly and carefully dealt with.

"I... alone... and... you-"

"Shh... It's okay... I'm here. I'm here."

Kai knew he had to deal with her with extra precaution now. He couldn't let her lose control again. He needed to help her get a hold of herself. He knew she was extremely traumatized by her Aunt's death. Her Aunt had died in front of her. Right in front of her eyes. And it wasn't just the fact that her Aunt had lost her life, stopped breathing and had her soul leave. It was that her Aunt was someone she loved dearly, held close to her heart. Treasured and cared for. Kai could imagine the pain she must have felt. And when the memoris came back, so did the pain.

And so he hugged her close to him, keeping her warm. She didn't need the warmth on her body, for it was summer. However, she certainly needed the warmth of his embrace to calm her frosty mind. She was shivering and had goosebumps, but they all came from the storm inside. From the icy winter that was her head. So he'd needed to give her the warmth only care and love could give, to stop the harsh winds from blowing at her. He needed to be there to support and take care of his girl. His girl. His Kara. His Angel.

"It's... It's... I'm sorry, JongIn..."

"There's nothing to be sorry about. It isn't your fault."

"But... But... That... Was actually.... The most... Beautiful painting I have ever seen."

Kai stopped for a moment.

"Yes, it is. It's one of the most precious I have."

"Why did you decide to..."

"It's because I remembered that time. Remembered when you used to get your hair done before Church on Sundays. I would always go by your house and wait for you, so we could go together. And you would always be sitting on a chair, so prettily and perfectly, getting your hair done up by your Aunt. The flowers were always the best part. You smelled wonderful. I'd actually asked your Aunt for some, and rubbed them on my pillow at night, so the scent would come off. Funny, isn't it? That I would be having dreams about you. And I would have all those lovely, sweet dreams whilst you were slowly experiencing nightmares. I'd do anything to have switched places with you."

"No. Because I wouldn't have had the power to heal you like you did me. If it were you, JongIn, I'd die along with you."

"Death is a sensitive thing to talk about, my dear. Especially to you."

"And yet we can't do anything about it when the time comes."

"That's where your Aunt went wrong. Death is something many of us see as dark, fearful. We don't want to die, right? We're scared to die. We're scared to leave the happiness on Earth. Leave the people and the things behind. But then, look at death this way. We're finally going to heaven. We're going to meet God. We're going to have wings. We're going to an eternal paradise. We won't have to face all the bad man kind brings. We're only living out physical bodies behind. But the mind? The soul? We go to a place where perfection is real. Where dreams, the sweet ones are a reality. And even if we leave the people, we meet them eventually. And then we're reunited, forever. If you're scared of death, it's because you are a sinner. You wouldnt be thinking of heaven, but hell. Now that is scary. The death that we are scared of, it isn't dying. It's the place we're going to. The place where we grieve in our wrongdoings and mistakes. In going to heaven, death just means literally resting in piece. But if it's hell, then death is a nightmare, a torture. Your Aunt had just abused the good of death. We can't choose to die, nor can we cheat death. Death comes naturally, it isn't something to be afraid of. But cheating death is. Because in dyi