ok guys. For Kai's Part YOU MUST LISTEN TO ''Cold Love'' by CNBLUE for the full effect of Kai's speech! Please do it! For Kara's part, listen to "Save Me" by B.A.P! And I will be putting other songs to listen to to make the feelings appear more "deep" in other chaps. When I have, done that, I will update you, and you guys can go back and re-read those parts...

And btw, WARNING: ANGST IS HERE!

Kai
 

He? How the hell was he a problem? He did nothing but try to please her!

"Problem? How am I a problem? Is it because I care too much for you? Do you hate me because of that? Am I a pest? A bother? What have I done to become a problem to you, Lee Kara? Do you hate my guts so much, that no matter how much I love you, I just become an annoyance? A problem?"

Kai could see the tears welling up in her eyes. It broke his heart, but he was pretty sure he was more heartbroken at this point.

"Just leave, Kai. I don't wanna talk about it."

"Don't wanna talk about it?! That's always how it is. Sure, you don't wanna talk about it with me, but you wanna talk about it with Mr Oh-So-Frickin-Funny-Sehun? Is that how it is? What does he have that I don't? What power, what miracle... does he have that can make you open up to him? What quality does he have to make your heart melt that I don't? I'm a fool, aren't I, Kara? A fool for you. Here I was thinking that my love was warmth enough to melt that heart of yours... here I was thinking that maybe, after loving you for 15 effing years, that you would open up to me..."

"Kai... don't..."

"Don't what? Don't what, Kara? I don't know what to do anymore... I do everything for you! Everything I can! Do you know how embarrassing it is for me? For so long... I've been stuck in this cold, unrequited love that's so bloody one-sided, and the whole Nation knows. Exo teases me, and as much as I try to ignore it, it hurts, Kara! It hurts that people make fun of my love for you! It hurts that it's so damn genuine but they call it "Puppy love"! But you wanna know what hurts even more? The fact that I know you don't love me the way I love you. The fact that everyday I'm so hopelessly drowning in my own love for you and even I can't save myself. The fact that everyday I hold on to this little ray of hope, that one day, one day... you'll love me too. That you'd see me as a man. That you'd see me as the fiance I am to you. I make plans with my mom to marry you! To bloody marry you! To willingly sacrifice the rest of my life to be with you! To spend everyday living with you! Loving you! Caring for you! Healing you! And I'm trying! I'm trying so so hard! It's killing me, Kara... You're slowly killing me... I've tried looking at other women. I've tried seeing other girls as real women. And everytime I see you, they're nothing. You loved me once,